As they begin to grasp the extent of looming energy price hikes, people across Germany are cutting consumption. The same goes for city governments, such as Cologne’s.
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The main cathedral in my city is a Masonic Scottish rite temple for Shriners. Shriners are higher then Freemasons. It’s the title you can request to get after mastering the 33rd degree.
This makes me question all over again, as my grandfather, who abused my mother and favored me was a shriner and I have a blocked off wall inside my head I cannot see so I cannot cleanse. I have him and my birth father to wonder at, as both have motive, opportunity and all the right connections to have done things that would explain a great deal. I am sick to death of the hidden things.
I was recently told by a modern day Celt worshipper that both sides of my actual family were “good” names: my father’s founded a town (city) and my mother’s (shriner grandfather) side was a “noble” name too, but I can’t recall the details of what he said because I was just so unimpressed and don’t we all, who look to our histories, contain nobles? None of us are sons and daughters of slaves or base commoners. Is that real or is it pride?
Makes you wonder whether prima nocta was so successful that we really are largely bastards of these unholy bastards.
I read an article of a woman who had the same problem with her father. He was a businessman who abused her in a satanic cult as a child. She was able to access her memories after going to hypnosis therapy. I would say it doesn’t matter whether to check if you have a history with these people but at the moment if would be important to try to find out without submitting DNA because the elites are planning to kidnap commoner women with enough bloodline history and the right genetics since they have a shortage of brides to bear them children. They knew that this was a price they would pay for getting their dystopian dream world. The new movie The Invitation highlights this because when she shows up to meet them they eventually set up a wedding to force her to marry her cousin and lock her up.
I would rather die.
I will not see another hypnotist because of what I don’t know, but what seemingly happened that first time. Not unless my daughter or husband goes with me to observe.
I’m more worried about my daughter now, but she and her husband are very aware.
I also fully trust God and I have prayed that He will see me through it all, including the things that I can’t see. I’m going through a lot, even still – last night my husband and I talked of our pasts and people and I screamed about my mother and other things because the pain felt scalding – thank God he knows to not take that personally. He got a lot out too. I can still feel some tears there and I don’t know why, but I know that God is bringing things up so I can finally heal. I think that whatever is hidden will come up when it’s ready, much like how the body rejects a splinter. God will not leave me bereft.
Yeah if the memories were that painful and the blocked ones have a bad aurora to them I would have faith in God on what to do with them also instead of a hypnotist. Demons love using your most painful moments in life as a way to torment you. I am still reliving the moments in my dreams and beating myself and saying if I did things differently then I wouldn’t be here.
I have a lot of shame, too, for the things I’ve done and things I’ve allowed. But I don’t feel trapped in that cycle anymore, meaning, it feels like, as I pray and meditate and bring it up, it’s actually going away for good now.
I didn’t think I still had so much anger in me last night. I’ve felt exhausted today, but very peaceful.
I hopè you càn come to find peace, tòo, it definitely sounds like your situstion is complicated.
Same at ours 🙁 It’s been turned off for like 2 months now…
You cannot store energy so I wonder why they pretend to “save energy”. Also, they push us in Europe to buy electrical vehicles so how in the world is it supposed to work ? And of course the nuclear plants are shut down.