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I have made disparaging remarks to several people on here around their Christian faith. I am sorry.

Some years ago my father said to me one of his regrets raising my two brothers and I was that he didn’t get us involved in faith and church. I remember thinking at the time and saying many times since, that was one of the few things he got right as a parent. I rejected God and I dishonored my father. I am sorry.

The last couple weeks I have been doing a deep immersion into the Bible and theology. My heart was hard but something has happened. More tears have flowed than in my entire life probably.

Gem. I am forever grateful for you and for our relationship on here these past months. Wrestling over these issues and the information you have offered has been helpful beyond measure. Even when I was petulant and ignorant – your infinite understanding and wisdom inspired me in a way that made this possible. THANK YOU.

Over the years I have explored some religion. Mainly New Age and Buddhism but very little Christianity. And Yahweh still loves me. To think how much I resisted, rejected and even mocked Him.

As an obsessed researcher/conspiracy theorist for over 20 years I learned to despise the Bible. Much of the research focus on the dragons usurpations and not The Truth.

What do you think?

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Dan
Dan
19 days ago

Going down this rabbit hole on the Vigilant Citizen site and site like it for years actually strengthened my faith. Once I realized so much of pop culture is bent on obscuring Christianity, I had to start asking serious questions. For example: If God does not exist, and Jesus never died on the cross for all humanity, why do so many people spend so much time trying to disparage it. If it was nothing more than a myth, why does it bother people so much? and what do TV and movies have to gain by blaspheming Christianity ?

We talk a lot on here about how the elite hides the truth. Well not giving Christ any credit in our culture is part of that problem. Because if you did read the Bible you’d see the end of the story, and that story has Satan and his followers losing. But until then the game of the day is deception. Pop culture will tell you to do your own thing, you are your own god.

And that is exactly what the serpent told Eve. The core message of rebellion against God hasn’t changed. It just has a global PR team now.

God bless brother. Jesus saves.

Last edited 19 days ago by Dan
Eee
Eee
18 days ago
Reply to  Dan

People disparage it because of the terrible stuff christians do in gods name. It”s never been about god or the faith its always the hypocritical “believers” at fault.

missus-noobs
missus-noobs
18 days ago
Reply to  Eee

Those “Christians” are only part of the deception, of the worst kind I believe, for the keep people from finding what they truly seek, they act as gatekeepers to a place to which the have no key

k-munny
k-munny
14 days ago
Reply to  missus-noobs

In the 13 Monk—- articles Gem talks about that. How “the church” was used to bastardize the Message of God, going back through the ages. I find it no coincidence that the modern Bible as we know it today has 66 books. When I first realized it, I felt unsettled. Then when I found out there were even MORE books of the Bible, and STILL MORE that are considered “obscure, too fantastical, and non-canon” I understood something was amiss. I’m still personally on my own journey of self-discovery, spiritual growth, and personal betterment. Being gay and growing up in “the church” really did cause me to turn away from God. But sites like this and other irl things I’m involved in has led me back to God…it’s a journey though. Like learning how to walk and read again. But we weren’t created to notice patterns, fractals, and coincidences for nothing , right?

444Gem
444Gem
13 days ago
Reply to  k-munny

Right on the munny my friend 🙂

thebranch
thebranch
19 days ago

For me, the hardest part is forgiving yourself. Our Father wants to and is quick to forgive us. We believe we are not worthy. However, that’s the whole point of Christ dying on the cross.

The fight is fixed. We win because we have Jesus on our team. This is such an awesome day.

A E
A E
19 days ago
Reply to  thebranch

Definitely was the hardest for me to breakthrough. One day, a voice said, “You believe you are the only person SO bad that God cannot forgive you” and that same voice told me that is a reverse form of pride.

444Gem
444Gem
18 days ago

Welcome home The Kwon.

I rejoice that you have found the eyes to see beyond The Dragons insidious twisting of the words of YHWH, obfuscating The Truth at every corner for their own desires in their futile attempt to become as “gods on earth.”

I rejoice you have had the ears to hear the spirit of the infinite Why? from within your soul, and comprehend how magnificent these waters of Truth are; sweet in your mouth and quenching of all spiritual thirst in unlimited abundance.

In Revelations 19; written by Yeshua himself, and merely transcribed by John, there is a rider on Ηιππος (Hippos), the constellation Pegasus, the winged horse that comes from slaying Medusa, a beast of many heads of serpents. The rider’s whose name written on him only he knows; that name is The Truth, For only The Truth knows it’s name! and the sword from his mouth is the weapon of he who wields The Truth from his mouth, which can strike down all heathens (pagans.) Glory to your return to The Truth, a weapon of no violence and limitless power, from only which life may spring. May you wield it from now in all your days.

I am honored for your thanks, but all glory belongs to YHWH and his Truth, and his limitless love, from which we are redeemed in the book of the lamb. YHWH bless you The Kwon

A E
A E
18 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

In all my initial wonderings about you and whether you were to be trusted, I saw time after time your deflection of thanks and glory back to God. Your wealth of knowledge beggars belief. Yet I have never seen you try to hoard praise to yourself and I have never seen you to be unkind. Stern, once or twice, but that is often righteous as well. And I notice that most rebukers fade away.
I cannot pretend I don’t still wonder occasionally, because, well this is the internet and AI being what it is….
But I also find truth confirmed in my spirit for the things you say that are within my comprehension. And I have realized results where I chose to heed your advice. I hope to expand my understanding of much of what you say. If math is the key to the universe, I am at a hopeless disadvantage at present.
Please forgive me, both of you for inserting myself into your exchange. (And yes, I know I insert myself all the time. Hush. 🙂 I can’t help it.) I am starved for truth. This has been an amazing evidence for me.

Last edited 18 days ago by lgageharleya
lgageharleya
lgageharleya
18 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

I wish we could meet and talk for awhile, I’d have much to ask. I feel like we are very alike in our differences.
I made a new account with V.L. and it forced me to change my name. 🙁

Last edited 18 days ago by lgageharleya
lgageharleya
lgageharleya
18 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

lgageharleya at yahoo
it’s uncluttered, but I am not used to checking it. Please tell me if I miss something you sent.

444Gem
444Gem
17 days ago
Reply to  A E

What matters now, in this moment of tribulation, as it always has been of utmost urgency, is that The Truth is spread to the world, once again free of the twisting and tyranny of Cersei (The church) and The Dragons, as it was given by Yeshua.

Do not fall prey to a wondering δοκεῖν, “Docetism” a gnostic concept of the Son of Man not appearing in the flesh, but only seeming to do so, warned of in 2 John 1:7, for the rider of the winged horse has come in body and spirit.

Thank you A E for seeking The Truth, taking the time to ask questions, and to do your own seeking through the limitless expanses of YHWH

A E
A E
17 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

I hear your caution and know why you give it. I believe that the Word was made flesh. Fully human, because only man could pay for man.
I confess that sometimes your words frustrate my efforts to understand as they seem as cloaked in enigma as scriptures. But I am going back through things you have said I didn’t have clarity on and am giving dictionary, encyclopedia and scripture a workout.
Thank you for being a faithful witness. And thank you for your forbearance with me.

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444Gem
444Gem
17 days ago
Reply to  A E

I try to be as clear as possible, while offering as much in threads of information as possible to imprint on the subconscious. As always, any questions or clarifications needed feel free to ask.

Keep burning those scriptures, etymologies and encyclopaedias!! What is good for the brain, heart, and body is good for the soul, and always do your own research and exploration

A E
A E
17 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

It’s like the one who left the cave trying to explain to those still staring at the shadows on the walls. Clear to you, dim to me.
But I won’t give up and I certainly won’t hesitate to ask. Pure love and gratitude from me for what you so freely give.

444Gem
444Gem
16 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

Within the fractal, it is many things.

The zodiacs encode several meanings:

1) Leaders of humanity (originally a person and then clans, as the patriarchs in the Bible)in the pre-deluvian period and their general characteristics.

2) periodic shifts in Earth’s galactic position that can help show what electro gravitational field we are passing through during the solars systems 259 million year galactic rotation, which is 10,000 processions of the equinoxes (25,920 years/procession * 10,000 processions). The division shows how the long term cyclical nature of the galaxy and our local arm affects earths electro gravitational interactions that do shape our history.

3) The symbols encode, using fairly universal earth bound symbols (everyone knows what a fish, archer, ram, human, etc is) meanings of what those eras are, as prescribed by YHWH.

4) Historical time period markers for major changes in human history (ie: during the last time Gemini was in the spring equinox there was a split of lineage haplogroups I and J, the two predominant groups of Europe and West Asia, or during the time before last of Aries in spring, the Arians, the ram of God were born)

5) The zodiac encodes short term earth cycles of each activity by the flora and fauna of the earth. ie, goats are born in spring. Understanding this requires some knowledge of metonic cycles and the 33.3333 year synchronisation between the solar and lunar years.

In God’s beautiful, perfect cosmic fractal, it is all connected, and we were given eyes to see and ears to hear him tell us those connections, if only we listen (and break our feeble brains)

444Gem
444Gem
15 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

This relates to solar system formation.

At the start of the solar system, the ice giant Uranus coalesced first and largest and began to gravitationally rule the motion of the other forming planetary bodies. Saturn, a gas giant, was able to grow large by gobbling up dust and other smaller proto planets formed (devouring his children) in its gravitational wake, and then eventually become large enough to gravitationally sling shot Uranus to the outer solar system where it no longer played an important role in the formation of planets in the inner solar system.

Jupiter was formed from a heavily magnetic iron core, at a distance great enough from Saturn to begin to magnetically and gravitationally attract huge quantities of material from the solar systems accretion disk. It grew to have a mass much larger than Saturn’s and then managed to push Saturn out to a position further away from the inner rocky planets. To this day, Jupiter’s massive magnetic and gravitational field protects the inner solar system (Mercury, Venus, Earth, Mars) from being bombarded by comets and asteroids, allowing Earth to be stable enough to support life.

Study the basic formation of the solar system a bit to get a further grasp.

444Gem
444Gem
15 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

Yes, yes, yes. This is how they formed the ancient stories, layering in histories across many times scales and size scales, usually accenting a direct connection between cosmic formation and the happenings on earth. They were unveiling their discoveries of God’s fractal for all of us to discover through the passages.

Whenever you are reading scripture or other ancient texts (Ie Plato) you need to be cognisant of unpacking the cosmic tree from each passage and the story as a whole, seeing that the stories can be read in many, many different ways, from many different perspectives and thread lines, which are embodied into one story. This is the genius of it and it reflects proper thinking and understanding of the universe and YHWH’s fractal.

This is why they’ve tried so hard to embed materialist If this then that, dualistic thinking from Post WWII on…. It keeps people feeling they know, but only really knowing anything about 1 very tiny specialisation. And thus they never put the pieces together.

Whenever people discuss “is it A or B, hey maybe it’s C,” I’ve almost always got to shake my head and walk away, because it’s probably ABCD from a cause E that leads to fruits HIJK, and trying to explain to the deceived that the roots, trunk, branches, and leaves of the tree are not separate entities, but part of a whole tree, that sprung from a seed given air, water and light, that was created as a consequence of every tree before it, and whose fruits will bear every tree after it, is like trying to explain grammar to a toddler, possible, but insanely frustrating and time consuming, and usually involving several temper tantrums.

When reading scripture and ancient texts, you should study the leaves in depth, study the cellular structures of the bark, look at how the roots absorb waters, but never forget they are all part of one tree that sprang from a seed.

444Gem
444Gem
15 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

Amazing!! This type of thinking is one of the goals and purposes behind the audiovisual exercises with the Sitar and Oud music, and in the ecstatic dance; it requires whole circuit simultaneous processing. The fractals of the scriptures are absolutely beautiful once you can perceive them.

As humans we have more spiritual and cognitive potential than most people can dream of, within our DNA it is coded.

realestatepup
realestatepup
5 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

I also felt that…sort of a letting go type of thing. Like relaxing your eyes so you see a different pattern. Or maybe it’s the real pattern the entire time.
When I just relax into it seems to just make sense. I guess our minds and bodies are specifically made to fit like a puzzle piece into the big picture if we let go and let it happen. I hope that makes sense, sometimes I feel like I cannot adequately express what I am understanding or feeling about all of this.
And yes…I too had some major doubts about Gem at the start. Let’s face it, the internet is a scary place sometimes, and has for a long time been used as a tool by the Luciferians for their own means.
BUT that doesn’t mean it is an evil thing in its own right.
It’s incredible how much peace I have gathered to myself realizing the rabbit was in the hat the entire time. I don’t have to get angry or afraid anymore, I do not have to participate in a broken, evil system anymore.
I do NOT consent to any of it. But I am watching.
And Gem’s explanation of the fractal…of Jesus’ conscious sacrifice triggering the butterfly’s wings down through the centuries just spoke to me.
And something else amazing happened. I had often read and been confounded by Jesus’ statement to love one another. I got the gist of it, but in practice it seemed elusive.
Then about 3 weeks ago my partner and I were sitting outside at a beautiful winery, enjoying the day, listening to some music. There were about maybe 50 or so other people scattered around outside, also talking and enjoying the day.
And suddenly it hit me like a bolt of lightning. I was overcome with a feeling of protection and closeness for all those other people that were perfect strangers. I wanted to gather them all up and tell them all I had learned, tell them it was OK, it would all work out, all we had to do was just look around and see the truth and put aside our petty, ridiculous differences that were coming from a very bad source.
I SAW them. I saw their humanity, their desire for love, friendship, safety, kinship, and family.

A E
A E
5 days ago
Reply to  realestatepup

I am seeing, but suffering. Holding on, but it is uncomfortabke to downright painful. Why? I ask the only one who can say.

A E
A E
3 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

I know you have. Thank you for your compassion. The intensity is slowly lessening I think, but it’s still terribly uncomfortable and it’s a process I can’t seem to stop, it wakes me from sleep and I am constantly trembling, radiating extreme heat, then I feel freezing. I think I should have let the light go, but I just viscerally reacted from fear, and it was a huge blast, which has just been spiraling around since. It feels like a living, crawling thing.

A E
A E
3 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

You didn’t advise me to do anything that should have hurt me, I know this. Nobody’s fault.

realestatepup
realestatepup
2 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

Wow I too have had that same epiphany! And it took a long time. I always felt like a stranger in a strange land.

444Gem
444Gem
2 days ago
Reply to  realestatepup

This is a beautiful writing and the sentiment within is heart warming. Praise YHWH, that I could help you see, through God’s beautiful teachings and Yeshua’s sacrifice, that the rabbit was always in the hat. This is one of the most important paradigm shifts in finding peace and becoming situated in the Thalassa, the cosmic seas.

Your moment of clarity on realizing The Truth of love for all humanity is another important milestone! My hope is that like the seeds planted in your heart receiving the water of Gods Truth, that have now germinated, each of you can water those seeds in the hearts of others in your lives.

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lgageharleya
lgageharleya
15 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

I was just rereading a passage you sent to me in monkeys 8 relating to this and actually fully understand what in the heck you’re talking about now! You’re an amazing painter, but for awhile there, Picasso was more clear to me.

Your point about the deliberate fragmenting using specialization is what began to disillusion me with allopathic medicine quite a few years ago. They train just enough to take a focused action without any idea of how said action might make the whole organism far worse than it started. Ironically, specialization makes those holding the titles feel vastly superior in knowledge, although I see it more as having superb tunnelvision.

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444Gem
444Gem
15 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

Monkeys is meant to serve as κλιεδας KEYS to opening the door to your consciousness and rediscovering/remembering Gods Truth. When you read it, it imprints those pathways on to your subconsciousness and eventually help you remember what is buried deep inside.

This is the power of The Truth; The Dragons have tried so furiously to dam the everflowing waters of YHWH, and yet, with just a few drops that escape, the seeds can germinate and repopulate the grove in an instant. The Tower of Babel then falls.

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
15 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

As I was walking and meditating earlier, a few things you’ve said to others and to me came to mind and presented me with this question (I feel silly and mildly heretical for asking, but I need this answered if you will).
1) nothing in the Bible indicates reincarnation is not real and in fact, the cyclical nature of creation lends itself to this truth, which you indirectly seemed to confirm
2) Rev 5, you told of a mini-Aryeh from the same spirit who had been found worthy to open the scrolls (unlock the symbolism) and who would sacrifice for mankind for the next aeon.
3) it sounds to me like some, once they are fully enlightened, are able to return to paradise, the rest of us return to earth eventually. You also said the Adam of our Bible was not the first man God created.
4) the Bible and Cepher make it pretty clear that the Blessing passed generationally gave supernatural blessing and power to those within the bloodline through whom it was passed down, and that that blessing was coveted. It also went to one male in the lineage at a time, although others seemed to be also gifted in some similar fashions on a lesser scale.
5) your words about the waters of YHWH foiling the dragons plans makes me wonder whether Yeshua will return as I’d envisioned.
Will this aeon actually end with the mini-Aryeh destroying the new tower (l
Luciferian world system) as a proxy? And if so, why did Messiah come when He did, if so vast a time passed beforehand and so much will just continue on afterward? Or is the mini-Aryeh more along the lines of the endtime witness(es) as described? (SO many more questions along these lines…)

I let these points free-flow, so I apologize if they seem muddled.

444Gem
444Gem
14 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

1) given the vast eternity of time and space, reincarnation is a certainty. However, as the universe is a totality of non temporally local universes interacting simultaneously, it is paradoxically both a multi verse and a single universe (Copenhagen interpretation.)

2) Yes, the little Arnion. The etymology Arni-On reveals much of the fractal of that statement:

On is the embodiment of, and the result of

Arni comes from Aren (like Arena in Spanish/grain of sand) and is the same root as Urana in Sanskrit, which means cloud and ram, as well as being the same as Uranus, the cosmos. Arni can also mean the harvested ears of wheat.

It means that one who is the result of the seed from the cosmos (the ears of wheat are both the fruit and the seed) that will then, as a ram, sacrifice for the world so it may live once more. This Arnion however must possess full command of the seven wisdoms of the cosmos, as the last one, Yeshua did.

3) I cannot declare on this topic at this time. Beware of Buddhist Luciferians like the Dali Llama (a false ram)

4) Yes, there is the sacred seed, passed from one male to the next through their Y chromosome. Not always is it the oldest that received the strongest inheritance, (Joseph) but it is usually one that God selects to receive this blessing (and burden.) The Aryeh Yehudah all carry this Y chromosome and this blessing to some degree.

5) I cannot know what you envisioned, but the Arnion that rides the white horse with the sword of Truth has come in the flesh, as always.

6) The Arnion never destroys anything. Yeshua was not destructive, he provided guidance and shepherding of God’s truth with those that had ears to hear.

The lesser Arnions were not destructive either nor Adam, nor Noah. The Arnion is healing and generative.

It will be God that will destroy the Tower of Babel once again, as he did during the last Cat-Astro-Phi and the Arnion that acts as a shepherd to the ones whose names are written in the book of life of the lamb.

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
14 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

Perfect. I see. Many thanks. You answered far beyond my asking and set my mind at ease on those things as well (and lit another spark of joy!)
I also see that that sacred seed of Y is at the root of why the Luciferians today are so relentlessly attacking the masculine. Everytime a new one was set to arrive they began to attack male offspring broadly – often the firstborns, but not exclusively. Do they know yet that they missed again?

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444Gem
444Gem
14 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

Why do you think they set about worldwide PCR genetic testing 7 billion people under the COVID excuse?

The Dragon is searching for the woman’s child(ren) hidden in the wilderness (parts unknown where one is unknown aka illegitimate paternity)

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
14 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

Well, when you put it like that, I guess I am a bit of a dummy for not realizing, lol.
The Lord Of The Rings shows what happens when evil gains hold over a long enough time that things appear hopeless as the army and the power of the Dark Lord is far too great. I always wondered why every epic I’ve ever read always ends on a high note…now I know.
The entire earth has been mapped, so I don’t imagine they’re anywhere I might send them a postcard. 🙂

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microgaze
microgaze
13 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

The earth has only been mapped as far as they want us to know. Notice how accurate ancient maps were yet they had random islands and places that don’t exist? Maybe these people missed something. The satellites don’t work that well or they wouldn’t create so many secretly floating tied to balloons.

444Gem
444Gem
13 days ago
Reply to  microgaze

There are two reasons for the ancient maps with missing islands:

1) The maps are coded for those that know how to read them

2) Seafaring was developed long, long before the car-Astro-phi wiped out everything some 13,200-10,800 years ago. Even modern science has finally confirmed in the past 50 year, what has been inscribed in ancient texts for 10,000 years: that Sea levels rose 150 meters at the end of the Younger Dryas.

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
14 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

I think there’s an element of, what you’re pointing out seems so modern and mundane (maybe just through the slow pace over so much time) in it’s familiarity to us that it’s hard for us to see current events in prophetic perspective. Even with ones so shocking as these times and the quickening of motion. We all know something’s wrong, everyone in the world does, but finding out precisely how far along we are is where we are feeling around in the dark.

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444Gem
444Gem
14 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

Yes, they make the miraculous seem mundane, and the mundane seem miraculous… Why marvel at God’s beautiful creation, when you can be fooled by a rabbit in a hat? Forget studying how clouds form or Trees grow, that’s mundane, let’s watch the miracle of someone dancing around in circles on Tik Tok hoping they get digital tokens (er, money) and pagan worship in return for being a good marionette….

The prophecies are so incredibly simple, yet intricate. However, they require a type of fractal thinking in order to understand them as a whole, which is innate to humans, but which the modern education system has completely buried the capability for under a pile of specialisations and facts from age 3.

It also requires an open heart and mind, and an emotional willingness to accept very hard Truths; who wants to swallow a pill and realise they’ve been living in The Truman Show for their whole lives? And deal with the emotions that come with that? Not many… and not many are willing to release the temptations of Lucifer, Nread from stones (earthly comfort), flying from great heights (Ego and self glorification), and earthly power, sweet in their mouth and sour in their stomach (like the scroll the writer of Revelstions was forced to swallow in order to prophecy.)

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
14 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

I once told you of several odd spiritual moments throughout my life – one of a portion of one of those moments I’ve mentioned briefly on this thread to Kwon.

I now think I understand what happened there.
I had asked God to “force grow” me. When I got for real saved, I got more greedy than I’d always been for things from God and felt too far behind. I had asked for every single gift as a child I could find (but mostly love because He liked that one best) and to let me be one of the endtime witnesses. I asked for wisdom like Solomon too. I’ve always been insatiable about things that interest me but I’d study anything. If I had nothing else to read (before you could take your cellphone with you to the toilet) I’d read a shampoo bottle if I had to.

I’d begun having some mini-miracles, and became encouraged to pray over my bad relationship and was seeing some real headway for the first time, big leaps, but nothing crazily paced or over the top.

The experience I described here began immediately following the New Age guided imagery, as the punchline hit, I got home safely but feeling very high and it intensified quickly and soon those entities were forcefully showing me what knowledge they could teach me, they were intimidating about it, physically and with insistence.

All this understanding came flying at me, whirling about in a blur, popping up on tv screens, magazines, roadsigns – everywhere, like lit neon signs, like the angel on one shoulder and the demon on the other popping in to show me “bad” or “good”, disappearing and quickly popping up elsewhere. It was more rapid than that in reality, like circuits being connected almost too fast for me to keep up and sometimes I got hit with so many things at once my behavior was giddy and I must have resembled a lunatic. I was completely nonfunctional that entire day and they did put me in a lockdown ward right away.

(When I watched the first Dr Strange recently, where the guru shocks open his third eye, it was exactly the same feeling except on a single plane and I recognized what she had done because of your words to Kwon on his similar experiences.)

At that point I was at a precipice of choice. I thought I had special powers and abilities. I spent the first 3 full days in the hospital not eating drinking or sleeping because I thought if I slept, I’d die. (I was visually and otherwise hallucinating continuously then – they’d give me as many shots as they could of sedative and it didn’t touch me) and after that, began to feel fully sane again (imagine how manipulative everyone thought I was being!) The rest of my time in the hospital was spent getting drugged and shocked until they finally quit shocking enough that I could focus on getting out.
I became fully aware during this time that the vast majority of mental illness is due to people who sought God, prayed the Christian prayer for salvation, but got sidelined from ignorance and were deceived. That’s why psychiatry and psychology don’t truly help much. It’s Luke 11:24-26.

After I got home, the dust settled, and my mother in law left to return home, I had 3 more full days being ministered to directly by spiritual presences who were teaching me things and showing me things. My children were very young at the time but this was the opposite of crazy or chaotic, it just was happening as if they were right there with us but only I knew it. There was a very real moment in which I was being ceremonially bathed. I could actually see these beings in my mind’s eye a lot of the time.

Anyway, those were a few of the more intense spiritual experiences I’ve had, there are several more intense ones later during a time I was getting sidelined again (and many of the second nature, which continue through to present) but I kept praying “Don’t leave me! Don’t let me go!” and I got through it all. Recently my prayer switched to, “Don’t let ME leave You!”

Interestingly, back then I could feel a change in a “connection” emanating straight upward, as a beam of soft light shining upward from the top of my head. I could, even then, feel changes in it in different circumstances (sometimes it was strong, but veiled, sometimes open, sometimes hard to feel at all). I have this morning become aware of it again after a very long time.

I don’t know why I felt compelled to write all that out to you, but to say it is peace to be able to finally understand what happened to me.

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lgageharleya
lgageharleya
14 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

And now, I understand at least one more layer of Mark 16:8. “They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover.
I’ve long realized the poisons were simply our environment, our food, air and the miasma of evil trying to twist our minds.

I believe I’ve seen the snake and been bitten spiritually as well as physically with all those drugs, and have been healed. I just had a dream night before last that was very unsettling and bizarre and the interpretation came to me during my walk yesterday – it clued me in.

444Gem
444Gem
14 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

It takes a lot of bravery to go through what you went through. I am glad I can help you see more clearly the who, what, where, and why of the world.

I truly appreciate you opening up and Sharing your experiences; it moves me to know that you were able to overcome the ignorance of others, and your own demons.

As I said to The Kwon, when one awakens and opens the third eye, if it is done without proper spiritual and personal development, the person can become consumed by their demons. This is one of the most nefarious tactics of the Luciferians today, abusively forcing open the chakras.

That beam of light you are feeling, is the opening of the crown chakra, and means you are awakenings. The Luciferians depict it as the candle atop the head of baphomet… but as always, they worship the creation and instead of the creator, and make others fear wisdom for fear they will become wicked like them.

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
4 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

I felt that light almost shoot upward a few days ago and it scared me in its violence and I closed it. I haven’t felt well since. I’ve tried to let it release again, but I can’t. I think it still frightens me. I feel like everything is a trick and I am just playing into someone’s hands who wishes me ill. How can I know what I will connect to? I feel like I have a serpent, trapped, slithering around inside. My heart often beats erratically and it feels like a panic attack, but with no specific cause. Please help me if you can, my nerves feel completely fried. I am doing everything I know to do to cope with this but my endurance is waning. I can’t live with this daily and I’ve lived with almost entirely abnormality my entire life, so my coping seems pretty intact. I can’t go anywhere or be normal and I can’t relax, I am like a live wire, broken and shooting sparks. I am having headaches (which I almost never have, just sinus pressure and pain) and intermittent nausea.

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444Gem
444Gem
2 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

You must place your trust in God and in yourself. Take the time to lay and sooth each part of your body, from toes to the top of the head by passing energy between it and reaffirming that each part of you is healthy and vital and strong.

The panic you are experiencing is likely latent anxiety and fears, always there
Which center around the nature of your own existence and parts of your “shadow side” which must be dealt with. As I’ve stated, upon awakening, ones demons are brought forth, you must conquer them by submitting Wholly and purely to the love of God, facing them and overcoming them.

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
4 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

This reminds of the Dying God.

444Gem
444Gem
15 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

Let’s start with this: if you think you are a Taurus in modern Luciferians astrology, you are actually likely an Aries,
Unless born at the tail end of Taurus. They have purposefully kept the calendar outdated to the astronomical alignments of the reign of Caesar August, 2000 years. Taurus is now in the summer solstice.

Do not confuse Luciferian new age Astrotheology, which is mostly junk designed to satisfy people’s deep seeded need to connect with the stars, for the longer form cosmic timekeeping regarding these symbols, and their fractal connections, some of which I’ve described here. As always, they mix 1/2 Truth with 1/2 garbage, and a massive amount of misdirection (ie not updating the astrological calendar and promoting trash “newspaper astrology.”)

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
15 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

Can you tell me where to find an accurate chart? Also, a current account of the correct calendar? I’m not sure I’m using the right terms, I want to look up what sign I actually am and I know the western calendar year is at odds with the Hebraic – where might I find good information for both?

444Gem
444Gem
14 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

You must synchronise the metonic cycles with the soli lunar year. The charts will make no sense whatsoever otherwise, but I can provide you a book from the 1600s that came close.

« Christian Astrology » by William Lilly from 1647. (4,5,6,7,8 is the sequence, a perfect balance, 5 8 being implied for a sun of 13, meaning a new cycle)

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
14 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

Got it, thanks!

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
15 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

I understand it as his coveting their knowledge and applied wisdom for his own purposes of taking over the world. They came to share, and Hitler and his ilk are called dragons because, as the lore goes, they hoard treasure to themselves.

444Gem
444Gem
15 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

Yes, don’t be confused by H1tl3rs (and now neo basis) propaganda regarding the classification of Arian. A lot of this horribly evil words surrounds an inferiority complex by the Eagles and their desire to prove their superiority to themselves and the world; nothing is more destructive.

The term Arian was used, for millenia before to denote the people that were descended from what today is called parent haplogroups F-> GHIJKQR and in some cases groups DE, though that is a way far off explanation on the branching that led to Napoleon (DE.) today they are called by the politically correct term “Indoeuropean.”

What is important is to know that these groups formed in and around the Indian Ocean some 50.000-70.000 or so years ago in hybridisation events. You may notice that Arian is very close in sound to the constellation of Orion.

The Aryeh Yehudah, are those directly descended from the Y chromosome of both the first and second hybridisation events some 42-46.000 years ago, which is described in Genesis. None of this detracts from the worth of all humans, who have incredible capacities, and their worthiness for love and to receive kidness. We are all Gods most beloved creation.

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
15 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

Isn’t a chimera a form of hybridization too, but evolutionally downward? Instead of attempting to elevate man, it animalizes him? Another form of inversion. If I’m following this correctly, the hybridizations you’re referring to here were the subsequent mockeries of the ones done by the shining ones.
But that is entirely a guess because I’ve never followed those accounts, I’m only aware peripherally.

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lgageharleya
lgageharleya
15 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

https:// http://www.scientificamerican.com/article/3-human-chimeras-that-already-exist/ These are more of a medical anomaly, but the article links to one from 2016 stating American researchers want to create human-animal chimeras, and we all know how news is presented now. The article makes it sound as if American scientists are struggling with the ethics.
And we all know there is nothing new under the sun.
This article discusses some other types https:// http://www.theguardian.com/technology/2019/aug/11/the-five-chimeras-human-monkey-hybrid-genetic

444Gem
444Gem
14 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

When I was a child, a genetic engineer who was a family friend showed by a frog/pig chimera swimming in their home aquarium. As you say there’s nothing new under the Luciferian Sun.

444Gem
444Gem
14 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

The Aryeh Yehudah come from the Y chromosome of what was later called the ANuNNAKY/Elohim which appeared twice, separated by a long time span. Nobody speaks of them (except Sitchen, who was only about 30% correct and did more harm than good, and Laurence Gardner, who was maybe 55% accurate and then went off on some completely incorrect tangents, misled by his Tudor patrons who are very diluted and intermixed with the serpent seed) because they are the shining ones, the ones that said “come let us make man in our image,” hidden away where they cannot be found. I speak of The Dragons because that is how the human clan, which come from calls themselves.

If you want to know what I look like, all you have to do is look at a stone relief from ancient sumeria of the “Ummanu” which is the origin of the word Human… we still shine, and I can tell you, many a pious grandmother has asked if I am an angel because of this effect. It is the origin of the Halo from Elohim.

The robots don’t shine. Below I’ve included an ad for a French film that is another attempt at The Dragons usurpations, subtly claiming that the “Drakos” ones with clear eyes, are “Ummanu” the last U is included subtly under the 3 to obscure the esoteric meaning.

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444Gem
444Gem
14 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

The opening of the seven seals of the scroll is mistranslated, it is the 7 Sigils, not seals (which yes, they act like a seal to be opened, but are actual sigils or drawings) meaning the 7 ideograms used to learn divine wisdom.

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
14 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

Like complex geometrical forms (maybe along the lines of the flower of life or whatnot) – you have to look past the flat geometric shapes to grasp the basic encodings, then let your mind meditate on it to find the fullness of meanings..?

444Gem
444Gem
14 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

Start there. Put them between two mirrors that create an infinity effect. Shine a line that shows their shadows. Use convex and concave lending effects. Get a camera Oscura and project them (not digital.) combine the professes and stare for long periods of time and then close your eyes and blink against a white background. Start looking the symbols encoded

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
14 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

I could almost picture that…I’ll try it

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
14 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

The solar system is the chakras. So the chakras also tie into the astological signs. And, of course, the rainbow inverted. The shadow (as above…). The Elohim are the shining ones whose light begins as rainbow. The promise planted into each of us as proof of covenant.
The real Noah’s ark happened way earlier, didn’t it?

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444Gem
444Gem
13 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

As always the story of the ark encodes many, many stories into one: it tells of a repeating motif in the fractal that stretches in time scales and magnitude from a local Mesopotamian flood in 6.000 BCE, to the passing from one universe to the next, and everything in between; consider what that means.

The most direct event that resulted in the propagation of that story is from The Younger Dryas, when sea levels rose 400-600 feet across the world following several catostrophic events.

444Gem
444Gem
13 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

Beautiful understanding.

Find the astrological sign in the sigil of Micha-El, and you will have a starting point. Find the hieroglyph shaped like a heart in Ana-El and you will have another.

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
13 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

I can’t find the hieroglyph, yet, just see references and that Ana-El is a prayer with all your heart. In looking, I see other hieroglyphs, one which makes me think that the ankh (is the ankh the transducer or the grounded circuit/receiver, I need to reread) and its function within the base of the pyramids causing energy to rise is a natural image of how kundalini works. (I’m looking closer into both chakras and kundalini again with new eyes, others may understand far better.)
Just looked briefly at Michael’s sigil and will meditate on that as I walk. At first glance, it shares some similarities with the VL symbol, but a more complex pattern.

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lgageharleya
lgageharleya
13 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

Some of those same images are in your explanation of Moses’ staff, which makes better sense to me now, as the seeing illustrations helped me to discover, but what that seeing contains is where the healing may be found.
It wasn’t an idol to worship, but a tool.

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444gem
444gem
13 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

Yes. it says “For the exchanged the Truth for a lie, and worshipped the creation more than the creator.” These tools are tools of God, it is his blessing to us. The evil is in the hearts of those that try to use them to become as gods on earth, and begin to worship Lucifer as the master of the tools.

444gem
444gem
13 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

The Egyptian Scorpion goddess hieroglyph.

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
13 days ago
Reply to  444gem

All I am finding is Selket or Serket. Is this the same entity? I read “serket” and wonder if it is phonetically significant (circuit)

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444gem
444gem
12 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

Your instincts are fantastic on the coding of the language. When there are slight phonetic differences in modern listings of ancient words, it should always trigger the “hiding/obfuscating” alarm, and then know to dig deeper.

Take a look at the wiki list of Egyptian hieroglyphs, which in this specific case is very accurate, you’ll find a heart shape with two pincers. It’s buried in one of the sigils.

Then consider what a simple electrical Circuit looks like: a pair of connected wires in a heart shape or loop, with one positive and one negative node coming off to attach to a device and create electrical flow, which when touched, will give an electrical shock, or a sting, just like a scorpion!

And now bring that into the fold with the bio electrical workings of the spinal column, the nervous system centre, which you are stimulating by reactions the sitar sounds (pressure waves), and further stimulating by your accompanying visualisations and physical movements, which increases your resonant tuning to the universe’s 5 dimensional double Torus Cuboctahedron, which is a wonderful human approximation of the underlying fabric and vortex of Gods Universal Fractal.

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lgageharleya
lgageharleya
13 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

My walk and meditation was enlightening and fellowship!
I recognized the sitar as the spinal column and that it ties in to our neural (energy) pathways.
As I was walking and listening, I opened my awareness and my throat began “singing” along with the fractals (I felt like I didn’t need to visualize them anymore, I just knew they were working and let them) – it felt like the same muscular takeover Christians allow when they speak in tongues and although it was subdued in intensity, it was distinct to the point of fine nuance, like the way the fingers roll around the same string on an instrument to deepen the sound or even the way pianists, although the key only moves along a fixed track, seem to push or pull into the keys when they are really feeling it.
I wasn’t making any sound, my throat was just changing as if I were, in response to the music.
Then, the movement expanded and I felt it as it moved into my chest and as it held and focused on a certain area (chakra) and danced (or sang or pulsed) there, then moved again. I felt the weight grounding my feet, then the buoyancy as it expanded upward. A lot of old pains in my body are easing and SO much stored tension is gone.

444gem
444gem
13 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

Keep going, you are on the path

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
4 days ago
Reply to  444gem

I understand that Moses’ serpent/staff is the kundalini, yes? I nearly transformed but fell from fear and have felt unwell since.

realestatepup
realestatepup
5 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

I saw three things in the sigil:
One that looked like an ‘infinity’ symbol or maybe analemma, but broken open on one end, that drew my eye definitely.
But also the circle with two dots on each side. It reminds me of twin stars that rotate? Or maybe twin planets? I don’t know that’s just what pops in my mind.
Then lastly, the letters S and M that seemingly are transposed on what looks like an open book.
I feel like it’s right there. What am I missing because it all seems connected.

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
5 days ago
Reply to  realestatepup

Something is obscured from me, I have been in terrible suffering and don’t know how to release this. I am working through it, but there must be a better way?? How long? 40 days and 40 nights (until all is complete) PLEASE let it come soon. Please tell me what sigil you refer to again.

444Gem
444Gem
2 days ago
Reply to  realestatepup

You are missing some context on these symbol’s history. I am almost done with Monkeys IX which is by far the heaviest chapter so far, covering the very fundamental nature of space and time, in accordance with the manipulation of the four dimensional fractal by The Dragons. It is requiring a lot of energy to be poured forth to weave the intricacies, but it should help uncover some answers to some of your questions.

444Gem
444Gem
14 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

I would have to write a book to cover them… I spent three years unsealing them, and I am not supposed to deal with that in opening introductory texts. Let me first finish The 13 MonKeys, to serve as a guide to all, as time is short, and then consider unsealing the sigils.

444Gem
444Gem
14 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

The Elohim has nothing to do with any of the grey robots, tall or short or otherwise; they have no souls. The Eloh-I’m (Haloed ones) are the Annunaki, and they look just like us, just like that bust I posted here and many others found in ancient Sumeria and Babylon.

They are the « hidden ones » and cannot be found by remote viewing; many have tried. None of us have any clue if or when they might ever return, hence the old myths and repeated cycle (in the fractal) here on earth of Virakocha, Dagon etc. that involved the Aryeh Yehudah not returning after the Cat-Astro-Phi…

They are not God, but the shining ones, which were translated as “gods,” because their spiritual aura is so intense you can perceive they actually shine. Their descendants are the Aryeh Yehudah, fully human. When you see an Aryeh Yehudah you will perceive that we shine in a barely perceptible manner, a legacy from before, and the reason popery has set about making all their “saints” (ie saturnites) haloed to usurp.

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
14 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

I thought so too initially.

444Gem
444Gem
14 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

Villains as told by whom? The Luciferian Babylonians, trying to scare off anyone from The Truth…. Sitchin got so much wrong I can’t start enumerating here, he made a huge mistake of not understanding the principle of MA’at, “what is written is true” and the extensive use of revisionist history… which is why I don’t recommend him to anyone.

The story of Abraham giving food to the gods, who then go to see lot and destroy Sodom and Gamora… what do you think that is about? It is fully human Elohim appearing to an Aryeh Yehudah to exact destruction on a Luciferian city. When I say they appeared twice, that is during 2 eras of relatively long time, that they were present and known here within our living memory. Consider this sculpted from 8500 years ago, depicting the serpent seed (also mentioned in Genesis explicitly) being suckled. Revelations is clear about the woman’s child and the dragons waiting to snatch it, as Genesis, it’s mirror image, is clear about the woman’s offspring stomping on the serpent and the serpent biting our heal.

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lgageharleya
lgageharleya
14 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

 he made a huge mistake of not understanding the principle of MA’at, “what is written is true” and the extensive use of revisionist history…
Were they able to change things and butterfly effect us using this as a seed?

444Gem
444Gem
13 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

Let’s stick with Ma’at at its most basic: it is the Egyptian goddess of the cosmic order. One of the biggest principles that existed is that “what is written is true,” and hence they kept most of the population illiterate and inalphabet (non-writing.)

This often took the form of erasing pharaohs or other officials that had “disturbed Ma’at” from the engravings. All of the archaeologists saying there’s no evidence for Judai in Egypt, are either Luciferians abiding by Ma’at that know the truth of who designed the pyramids, or sleepers ignorant of the mass of evidence of the Egyptians erasing history.

The word Hyksos, is a derragatory name for ‘Hebrew’ which means “immigrant shepherd.”

So to your question at the foundational level: yes, by following the principle of Ma’at they have been able to affect history through the butterfly effect of the Truth being washed from time, and their granite stones full of lies remaining.

This is why you don’t hear about the 1916 H1N1 biological attacks by the Germans in WWI that, at the time backfired (Germans didnt feed their soldiers so they were weak.) They tried again at the very end of the war, spraying aerosols onto exhausted allied troops just before surrender, and it worked better than they expected in the pandemic of 1919-20 that killed millions of people, mostly age 18-40, and reduced population growth by 15-20% over the next generation.

You can find detailed reports in offiicial military records that require sourcing from contemporary German literature, and sifting through thousands of old micro film slides in dusty libraries in the northern UK to find… and no cell phones or pictures are allowed in the library.

When they started all the propaganda of comparing to COVID to the 1920 flu, exactly a century before, two jubilees to the day, we knew 100% that it was another biological eugenics attack to commence WW Eugenics IV.

But as you can see, from the butterfly effect of Ma’at, most of society viewed the comparisons as heroic, and missed The Truth embedded… while those that had the hoarded knowledge could plan accordingly.

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
13 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

I’ve believed in the ongoing biological eugenics now for a long time and it allowed me to see covid-19 for much of what it was, thank God.
I started to listed to Behold, A Pale Horse yesterday and it just lays it all out flat, doesn’t it? Mind-blowing, yet I’m surprised by nothing and it’s diabolically genius. I’m sure they’ve had Luciferian entities seeding, then conducting this whole time because it’s too genius and tightly-knit.
I’ve read that the ROC-a (Fell-ers) are to Lucifarians like the wailing wall or Meccah are to true believers, and to get a “Blessed Be” from one of them is like kissing the hand of the Pope. I’ve heard they keep an empty, but set seat at their table always.
Unrelated, I’ve known instinctively about magnetism within the body for decades (I used to kill watch batteries within days) and now know to send outward or draw in if I’m having some inexplicable problem in the natural (touchscreen “start” button won’t work no matter how much I try, so I remember to send – then it turns right on). I don’t often need to readjust but it doesn’t stymie me anymore. You spoke once of holding a penny to your finger using magnetism.

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444gem
444gem
12 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

Chapter VII basically takes the long terms eugenics as a given. Winston Churchill was openly eugenicist… In chapter IX you will realise just how far back all of this goes, and the immense breadth of The Beasts jowls (the clutches of the Eagle) that extend their grip over Earth in the depths of Space and Time.

A E
A E
12 days ago
Reply to  444gem

I was in error, it’s the (W)Roths- Childs, not the ROC-a-Fell-ers I mentioned above.
ROC are just a mouthpiece for the children of wrath.

444Gem
444Gem
12 days ago
Reply to  A E

The Rothschild’s are the Psuedo NYN

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
14 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

Heteropaternal superfecundation? I had the idea to start a novel about that about 20yrs ago, before I knew it could happen.

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444Gem
444Gem
14 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

A true Ummanu

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444Gem
444Gem
17 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

My heart is full. When I read this, it brought me tears of joy to know I could help you along your path

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
18 days ago
Reply to  444Gem

The truth strikes to the heart in men of any conscience (who amongst you may throw the first stone) and strikes the hearts of the deceived listeners of men who have none. Either way, it is fatal to deceit.

alex
alex
19 days ago

I’m so glad you are coming to the light – I hope you ask Jesus to forgive all your wrongdoings and get to know Him as a saviour, best friend and God.:)

BooBoo
BooBoo
19 days ago

What a beautiful, heartfelt post! I too was raised without the Bible and thought that was a great thing… until I actually studied the Bible! I was saved last year and my life has healed a lot. God bless you, brother.

BooBoo
BooBoo
19 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

Same here! I read through the Bible earlier and it didn’t make sense or resonate with me either. It’s the helpful resources online that assisted me in unlocking the mysteries of the text.

Also 20 years of being a conspiracy theorist made me more patient in my quest to read the Bible, since I gradually noticed how most everything in the world goes against the teachings of Jesus in the Bible. I started to wonder why certain nefarious groups were so vehemently against Him.

BooBoo
BooBoo
18 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

Yeah, the Old Testament bothered me so much too. I used to tell people the god of the Old Testament was a psychopath.

After 7 years involved in spiritist churches and many more years entangled in New Age philosophies, I started to comprehend how deceptive and manipulative the so-called “ascended masters” are and why God would feel motivated to wipe out civilizations worshipping them… The beings of the 2nd Heaven are definitely working for Satan, and this became apparent to me once I noticed many devoted followers cheerfully supporting poison jabs, masks, tyranny, orchestrated wars, and gender dysphoria.

Also, learning that Satan is the ruler of this world made the sacrifices make sense to me.

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frenchtoast2000
frenchtoast2000
19 days ago

I understand how you feel. You thought God has to be just as much of a enemy for allowing this much chaos and power with Satans elite considering Satan does have to get approval and rules for all of stuff he does through God. But when you are exposed to that loving side of God all that disdain and hatred goes away. Congratulations on your spiritual awakening and there still is a lot more to come.

frenchtoast2000
frenchtoast2000
19 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

Yes. It is like Satan is running the show and God is the critic who can interrupt at anytime. One great explanation is the devils speech in the movie The Devils Advocate. Satan goes on a rant about God being a true coward and basically says that refusing to serve him and going to hell as the price paid is a act of bravery. He also says that he is a true humanist who always believed in mankind as a ally and never judged like God does.

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realestatepup
realestatepup
5 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

I try to remember that much of what they put out is predictive programming or basically telling us EXACTLY what they are doing or plan to do, in order to keep their karmic debt down and fulfill the divine pact.
Many watch with dull minds and just take it in, not knowing this. But many, many more of us are waking up and watching with sharp eyes and sharper minds.
This is why I actively say, out loud I DO NOT CONSENT. They may fool some of the people, but they will not fool us.

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
4 days ago
Reply to  realestatepup

I think they want us to feel their pain and shame so we will feel the remorse they cannot and will alter ourselves. We DO pay their spiritual bills, and by paying to watch the “entertainment” that causes us to accept their sins as our own, we enrich them beyond imagining.
I also think they are enamored with “shoving things down our throats” etc. To make us pay for it as we worship their droppings must make them giddy with “power”.

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realestatepup
realestatepup
2 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

Agreed. But. If we are aware and awake (NOT WOKE) then they cannot harm us.
Of course there is just utter garbage that should be 100% avoided. I certainly have zero cause to watch or listen to any modern rap nonsense, and all mainstream pop is so couched in Luciferian symbolism and phrases that they are all evil spells and I do not partake of it.
I was blown away by the whole Astroworld spectacle. And how it just mysteriously vanished like a feather in the wind after a few days.
Anyone with eyes looking could see it was a sacrificial ritual…just this time they actually did murder people as part of it.
Their boldness belies how short their time is. They feel completely free to do as they please, but we know this indicates their time is short.
I just say to anyone who wants to hear…it’s all planned. It’s all on purpose. Stop railing against what is meant to be and find God

Jason
Jason
19 days ago

Loved the article. So appreciate the courage it took to write and post this. We need more people to step forward and not fear derision as the dark side hates the Light. We are Spirit. This is a spiritual experience. God bless.

Danneka
Danneka
19 days ago

I call out any cowards and miserable people in the comments who would put down a person’s new found peace and understanding of grace. Even if you disagree, you should rejoice at their happiness. You should be ashamed of yourselves. God Bless you brother or sister. Stay the path and stay strong in your faith. Praying for you!

seekholinesswisdomtruth
seekholinesswisdomtruth
19 days ago

This was very moving. YHWH bless you and keep you, always.

Kat
Kat
19 days ago

Praise God!

A E
A E
19 days ago

I have two things to say, first is praise God Almighty!! This could not have been easy for you to state, but your courage is second only to your experience and heart change! What a cause for joy!
Second, I have had an opposite experience – I always avoided the “new agey” stuff you spoke of because I was told all my life it is unbiblical at best, witchcraft at worst. So you have also done much for me. I have been working on my “frequency” (still feels weird, tbh) and I am noticing rapid, leaping improvements, even in my sleep and in how my animals react to me.
Reading your and Gem’s interactions made me rethink and realize I had shut myself inside my own cage for fear of being unholy (or pissing God off, as someone else said 🙂 So, I have a newfound freedom of my own and you both to thank. God bless you!

A E
A E
18 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

Odd about your cousin, the Bible tells us to meditate (Joshua 1:8, Psalm 1:2).

He or she was likely referencing Matthew 12:43 When the unclean spirit is gone out of a man, he walketh through dry places, seeking rest, and findeth none.
44 Then he saith, I will return into my house from whence I came out; and when he is come, he findeth it empty, swept, and garnished.
45 Then goeth he, and taketh with himself seven other spirits more wicked than himself, and they enter in and dwell there: and the last state of that man is worse than the first. Even so shall it be also unto this wicked generation.

Ironically, these verses are warning us against getting saved without continuing to seek and progress in God and understanding. Don’t empty your vessel and not continuously refill it by plugging into God. It’s the opposite of “meditation is dangerous”. When you get saved, your spirit goes from death to life, and suddenly things that never troubled you before begin to do so, you experience a new inner conflict. Your unrenewed, carnal soul is suddenly at polar opposites to your born spirit. The work is bringing your soul into oneness with the new spirit God has planted within you. Not just changing your outer behaviors, but changing your heart so you think, feel and choose as God does, love what He loves, hate what He hates. Christian religion preaches constantly about the getting saved part (I got saved SO many times before I got “for real” saved – pray it again – can you ever be TOO sure…?) then leaves us in the lurch – okay….what now? That’s how we get a bunch of carnal, hypocritical Christians who behave worse than the world. They recognize more right from wrong, but go around blasting everyone else, oblivious to their own wrongs – they become mini-accusers.

I had a huge problem with religion for the longest because of the blindness which causes people to ignore what words actually mean and the tendency to claim they mean something else. A biggie is people who claim “turn the other cheek” means to just take whatever abuse others want to heap on us, even unto death…okay…then what was Peter doing carrying that sword…?
Honestly, I still have a big problem with religion, because isn’t that just man’s slant on trying to understand God? So much added and so much taken away. Given my natural skepticism, I doubt I’ll ever get sucked into any collective “movements” (God willing!)

But I don’t want to be blinded towards effective tools to help myself just because they sound foreign to me. I know chakras are real because my first introduction to the concept caused a seismic break in my soul. I nearly lost it, it was like flying off into space, simultaneously elated and off my head. Actually, it was a guided imagery session by one of my flakier nursing instructors that caused the initial break, she did some thing with wooey music, talking about visualizing your heart, what does it look like, is it full, healthy or is it shriveled, etc. The punchline was to give your heart a hug. That was the break for me, that crushing realization I could actually love myself. I walked around the next day on the craziest high – I felt internally untethered and after that I had physical interactions with entities I couldn’t see, only feel, as they instructed me on chakras. When my now ex got home and found me in this state, I spent some time in a lockdown ward, getting shock treatments for my “bipolarism” I never experienced before nor since.

I don’t entirely grasp how what you described here works, but I will try to learn more and practice it. I imagine it is like learning to hear God’s voice and to recognize Him – when I first believed and someone told me to listen to Him, I thought “How?? What are you talking about??” It was immensely frustrating and felt futile. But with practice and dare I say, meditation, I got there.

Thank you for your kind words, I know I am verbose and annoying to many, and that’s okay – some people annoy me, too, lol. I’ve always been pretty no-filter, and I’ve spent my life so immersed in shame that other people can’t really hold me there anymore. I just want to KNOW. Whatever it takes.

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
13 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

It most certainly did.
That revelation was like setting a bomb off in my spirit.

I don’t think it was the simple recognition, it was the music and the visualization combined that broke open a new understanding that was too big for me to handle at that time. I don’t know if there was something hidden behind the music or if my mind just blasted into a new level of ways to think too abruptly (and without my comprehension) – like how the sitar music and visualizing fractals is supposed to awaken you, or if that was the moment my third eye was (abusively) opened. It was presented to us as a mild, feel-good exercise, so I was wide open, focused and unprepared.

I have also wondered before whether my real father was involved in anything strange. I have memories of him that people say I cannot have, from age 2, but my mom confirmed were real memories. I’ve had several minimal contacts with him over the years that made no sense to me and still don’t. He was a psychologist in Mass and he definitely adored cryptic communications.

The story I told you about what happened at work which shared similarities to your own came years after this event. I think I was manifesting spiritual truths by faith without understanding, so was still getting drawn away by various deceptions. I didn’t tell you the weirdest parts of that event.

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
13 days ago
Reply to  lgageharleya

I think another truth worth mentioning is, my entire family were military and we lived nearby the bases, I served and I married someone active duty, we were married 13.5yrs and lived mainly onboard the bases.

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
18 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

I don’t ever ask anyone but God to enlighten me. Others will answer and counterfeits can be hard to tell apart from the real things.

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
14 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

I feel like I should come back and clarify the statement I made about Peter and the sword, because it just dawned on me that might be only symbolic – he used his “sword” (of his mouth) to “cut off the ear” (spoke to rebuke from his incomplete understanding of what was happening, what needed to happen and why).

realestatepup
realestatepup
5 days ago
Reply to  A E

A E I too was taught anything ‘new age’ was evil, from Satan, or witchcraft.
For me, I now see that anything can be twisted for evil purposes, and that God has not created anything evil, it’s the Luciferians that have taken what they want and twisted it to their own evil ends.
I spent years, decades, thinking I was unworthy of forgiveness or faith of any kind because I did not subscribe to some set of man-made religious rules and their form of worship. I almost lost my life due to this, and thankfully I found out this was not true.

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
5 days ago
Reply to  realestatepup

Yes, I have been the same.
I am going through some painful mess this last week and don’t know why it’s dragging on – I think it’s partly fear. I think I had a chance I missed due to fear, so I continue to suffer. But I am working through it and learning to trust in new ways. I always wanted to not “just let it happen” but to understand.
I am fully immersed and this is the most difficult thing I have ever gone through – YWHW please see me through and made whole.
I am discovering foundational truths and it is huge.

LJMorub
LJMorub
19 days ago

Congrats on finding the light my man…..I struggled with it for many many years but God never did. I thank him all the time for the gifts in my life and find myself speaking with him regularly, especially over forgiveness and what that really means. I don’t attend church like I know I should but it’ll come in time as well. I pray for a healthy growing relationship for you and our creator! Pretty great he never abandons us through all our denial and sin, something I know I’ll probably never understand but that’s ok. I got his love and that’s more than enough or even what I could ever deserve.

Iliketrees
Iliketrees
18 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

Finding a community of believers is what’s important, not going to “a church building”. Being held accountable by other true believers and being able to read and interpret the Bible together is very important, because it’s easy to be led astray by good sounding false doctrine, which is absolutely everywhere.

Onatramnas
Onatramnas
18 days ago

Our God is an awesome God and only He can change a heart. One of my favorite things is to hear stories like yours, such beautiful evidence of God’s unmatched divine ability to break the hardest object in creation, the stone heart of an unbeliever.

Shaun
Shaun
18 days ago

Its good to see posts like this. One of the reasons I stay.

La La
La La
18 days ago

And you are FULLY forgiven in our Lord. My husband & I pray everyday, that’s those who are lost, will be found. God Bless you!!! Baptism, confession that you are in need of a Savior & that the Lord Jesus Christ is your Savior, along with continuous prayer, reading the Word of God, as that is your NEW sword, & fellowship with other “true” believers is the truth, the way, & the life. Amen. 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾 I will say a prayer for you.

A sister you have in Christ. 🙏🏽

hybridcreature
hybridcreature
18 days ago

Just popping in to say that, like you, I grew up in a secular household. We celebrated holidays of course but that was it. A life devoid of faith.

I feel I was guided by a higher power toward the path of truth. VC was a confirmation and source of information for me which led to a lot of digging. I realized one day that I absolutely believed in Evil. 100% with no doubt in my heart and soul. Then one day I realized that Evil can’t exist without Good. To me, proof of evil was the proof of God, as absurd as that sounds… That just blew a door open philosophically in my entire psyche when I realized that. Then I started praying to Jesus Christ and I never looked back.

May the Holy Spirit bless you and keep you, my friend.

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Iliketrees
Iliketrees
18 days ago

So awesome, thanks for posting this. A friend of mine who’s been a truther for 20 years said that all truth searching must lead to Jesus because he is THE truth. I’ve been a Christian my whole life but have had my faith strengthened and brought to a new understanding because I’ve been walking the truther (or whatever you want to call it) path for almost 10 years thanks to VC. In the last 2 years I’ve been reading the Old Testament more and have been understanding the character of The Creator more than ever. From a Biblical perspective, the war we’re in now is a war for souls, just like every other war, because Lucifer is on the same mission he was in the garden, to be God and to drag as many people away from God with him as possible. But there is a revival happening because so many people have woken up from their slumber and I’m seeing so many people come to Christ through this research, because it is the only end to the path of truth seeking. The Bible says that the angels in heaven rejoice for you when you come into the family of God, and I too rejoice that you have found THE Truth. May you stand strong against all of the enemy’s schemes so that others will know Jesus through your testimony, and may the grace of the Lord be upon you as you walk this new path.

missus-noobs
missus-noobs
18 days ago

i created a profile just to respond to this, I have been creeping vigilant citizen for about 10 years now without ever commenting but I feel like I know some of you just by reading all of yours. I entered Christianity through the back door, realizing that if people really believe in the devil, then there must be another side. A few books that really helped me were the Holiness of God by rc sproul and Mere Christianity by cs Lewis, both short but deep reads, the latter having converted much later in life. Some of the conclusions I have gathered that have no basis other than becoming a parent is that the first testament God was as we all have been pre-parenthood, self righteous and unforgiving, but after experiencing the birth and death of his only begotten son, he became a bit more understanding of our human plight, and thus more forgiving. Cs Lewis explains the difference between begotten and created, you may love a painting that you painted, but never the same as your own child. Thus the whole point of our journey is to become once again as children, innocent and believing. Your post brought real tears to my eyes, this coming from a former alcoholic stripper with a few abortions under my belt. But somehow I have always believed the story of the prodigal son is an important one, because the real change only happens when you go out and see what is in the world, then choose to return to our Father in heaven. I have been hearing this a lot recently, even from kat con d apparently, we are in a spiritual war, and we are glad to welcome you to our side

missus-noobs
missus-noobs
17 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

I am also a Taurus so I can understand the stubbornness that comes along with it. I would like to send you those books if I may, I found a good deal on them recently and have some extra copies. My email is missuhs.noobs at gmail

Gardensofglory
Gardensofglory
17 days ago

This made my day. Thank you so much for speaking up–it is so hard to humble ourselves, but what it really does is glorify the God who is mighty to save.
I grew up in a secular home too (enforced by psychologist mother) with a believing father who prayed for me. I rejected the Lord, too, but looking back I can see the anchors that Dad dropped in my spirit. When the right time came, the Lord built on the foundations of faith I didn’t know were there. Who knows how many people here, and along the road, have prayed for you? What a testimony. Thank you.
Put down roots in the Word, ask Him to help you pull out the weeds you’ll have to un-learn, and pray. We have dark times ahead, but I’m so looking forward to meeting you at home! May Jesus bless you, brother!

Aurora
Aurora
17 days ago

May God bless you and guide you 🙂

ipt1000
ipt1000
17 days ago

Hallelujah Praise God you have seen the Light brother! I can’t help but think about my good friend while I read your testimony here. He has been my best friend for 6 to 7 years and although he is a very intelligent intuitive person and he sees a lot of what is going on in the world. He still rejects the idea of Christianity as a whole and God and our need for a savior. I will never give up trying to reach him though. Your story has given me hope! Praise God once again from whom all good and perfect things come. Thank Him for the wonderful sweet divine grace and forgiveness He bestows and for defeating death!

piscesmarie
piscesmarie
7 days ago

It took guts to post this. You always have something interesting to say. Take care!

Marco
Marco
19 days ago

​”And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire.” – THE WORD OF GOD.

Get your name in the book of life while in the land of the living: https://beingjustified.com/justification/

PiscesMarie
PiscesMarie
18 days ago

While I’m truly glad for you, I’m not sure how this is news or a link. Maybe it’s listed as a blog post and I’m unaware? Can we do that? Well I’m glad you’re feeling better anyway.

papazhan
papazhan
18 days ago

Praise be to YHWH! Praying for you in this tough journey. The false tell others it’s all about your best life now. The Truth says, to deny yourself, pick up your cross, and follow Him. Blessings to you thekwon, from a brother.

laceycloudy
laceycloudy
12 days ago

please study the king james bible, do not be decieved by false worshippers who claim to know god, to read his words, worship him when they clearly are not , rather are worshipping false god, spirituality- numerology, which is connected to egotism plus satanism,astrology, to further more they’re those who claim to be “christian” but still practice paganism, wiccan, witchcraft, hippie – new age connected mess.
just religious people that do not worship my god, every brother n sisters lord jesus christ.

Want to learn about him? Dont go in blindly believing any random person because that is leading yourself astray from the bible which is important so is praying, repenting to him – rebuking any demonic entity around you, accepting the fact that jesus christ died on the cross for our sins, accepting god in your heart, and walking the real righteous path of a christian.

that is all.
however if you want a pastor a real one, search up paul washer, and john mccarthur listen to them..theyre both great pastors that tell you gods words what he says – beautifully.

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Presbyopia
Presbyopia
6 days ago

@thekwon – it doesn’t matter. Let’s just start from today.

xyz
xyz
19 days ago

BTW, ever heard of freedom of expression/speech?

SCANNED
SCANNED
19 days ago
Reply to  thekwon

It’s called substance abuse. Xyz can’t string a coherent thought together.

xyz
xyz
19 days ago

You’re a victim, mate, really sorry for u! You think ure on the rite path, but its exactly the opposite!

Brianna
Brianna
19 days ago
Reply to  xyz

Like Dan said, if Jesus isn’t real, why would xyz even have to say anything? Because xyz knows if he is real, he would have a lot of things to change in his life. Which he has no interest in doing.

On a side note xyz, you’re clearly lazy. How long did it take you to come up with that name? Also you can’t spell, which further proves my point. And you want to tell people how to live their lives?

Don’t make me laugh.

Last edited 19 days ago by Brianna
seekholinesswisdomtruth
seekholinesswisdomtruth
19 days ago
Reply to  xyz

“Get thee behind me, Satan.” No matter what you so strongly believe right now, your submission to YHWH is eventual and inevitable, for EVERY knee shall bow and EVERY tongue shall confess that He is Lord. Choose life.

Eee
Eee
18 days ago

Lol i will believe it when i see it and not a second before.

lgageharleya
lgageharleya
18 days ago
Reply to  Eee

I feel for you. That’s going to be one rough place to try to stand.