I have made disparaging remarks to several people on here around their Christian faith. I am sorry.
Some years ago my father said to me one of his regrets raising my two brothers and I was that he didn’t get us involved in faith and church. I remember thinking at the time and saying many times since, that was one of the few things he got right as a parent. I rejected God and I dishonored my father. I am sorry.
The last couple weeks I have been doing a deep immersion into the Bible and theology. My heart was hard but something has happened. More tears have flowed than in my entire life probably.
Gem. I am forever grateful for you and for our relationship on here these past months. Wrestling over these issues and the information you have offered has been helpful beyond measure. Even when I was petulant and ignorant – your infinite understanding and wisdom inspired me in a way that made this possible. THANK YOU.
Over the years I have explored some religion. Mainly New Age and Buddhism but very little Christianity. And Yahweh still loves me. To think how much I resisted, rejected and even mocked Him.
As an obsessed researcher/conspiracy theorist for over 20 years I learned to despise the Bible. Much of the research focus on the dragons usurpations and not The Truth.