This is the 8th (4+4) installment in a series to inform the tribulation saints of the true identity of the 4 horseman of the Apo-kali-ipsis. YHWH bless you in what is to come.
IT IS VITAL YOU READ THESE TO TRULY UNDERSTAND THIS POST
We are at the end of the middle of this journey of awakening, the 2nd 4 of the 444Gem. While Chapter VII was focused primarily on modern and recent history, we are going to have to take a dive back into esoteric and mystical concepts of the ancient world. This chapter will reveal one of the best kept secrets hidden in plain sight by the NW0 over the past 2000 years; The true identity of 4 Horsemen of the Apo-Kali-Ipsis in Revelations 6.
The Domain of the Cosmos
The number of misinterpretations of this simple phrase, usually for profit, is staggering. The keys to the kingdom of heaven are the cross, but not in a way you’ve ever been taught.
The original scripture used Οὐρᾰνός (Ouranos) for “heaven,” the same word for the Greek deity of the Cosmos.
The full phrase “Keys to the kingdom of heaven” in the original Greek is: κλεῖδας βασιλείας οὐρανῶν, which means “keys to the domain of the cosmos.”
The ancient cosmic myths, predating all known ancient civilizations by 10,000+ years, encode the true scientific history of the development of planetary bodies in the solar system. Kronos/Saturn castrating his father Ouranos in The Giant Planet Migration and then Saturn devouring his first 5 children is an allegory for the gas giant gravitationally knocking Uranus out to the outer solar system, thus “castrating him,” i.e. removing his power to gravitationally coalesce rocky bodies, and then sucking up the many small proto-planetary bodies in its vicinity in the early solar system (devouring his children)
The tale of Zeus/Jupiter’s overthrow of Kronos/Saturn after Rhea gave birth to him away from Saturn and Melissa the goddess of bees fed him honey in his infancy is allegory for Jupiter’s iron core being formed outside of Saturn’s gravitational suck, where it grew large enough to the magnetically attract Gas and Dust that made Jupiter grow to be a bigger gas giant than Saturn, and thus Jupiter became the dominant gravitational body of planetary order.
These stories are not silly blasphemous pagan myths; you’ve been trained to see them that way by the knowledge hoarding Dragons who want to keep you ignorant of The Truth for their own satanic power.
Yeshua’s Cross and The Branches of the Cosmic Tree
Before I go any further, Yeshua indeed sacrificed himself on the wooden cross, but he did so with such a perfect understanding of our universe, that we live in a 4D fractal, and that the butterfly effect from the ripple of his sacrifice into the waters of space-time would be so tremendous, it would change the course of history and save humanity from total self-annihilation (by Biological, Nuclear, Chemical Warfare and AI) at the end of the Pisces Aeon (NOW), thus permitting humanity to pass The Great Filter of extinction in this timeline of the multiverse.
His act of pure faith was the ultimate AinStein (the figure 8) and thus, Yeshua planned the end times 2000 years ago.
The Key of Yeshua – The Cross of El-liptic Orbit
Yeshua calculated that only his death by blood sacrifice on the wooden cross would empower his message and life with enough force to ripple out into the cosmos and multiply in strength over time, thus having a tremendous world altering effect on history, sufficient to overcome The Dragons plans for The End Times and to undermine the 4 Luciferian principles of Solar Worship that rule those who dwell on Earth at the end of the age (NOW).
The result is that we are on a world branch of the multi-verse tree in which the faithful of YHWH triumph at the end of the Aeon; His one act of sacrifice (the mustard seed) changed the course of history over 2 millennia (The Mountain.)
He then gave Peter the Key to the Cosmos, The Cross of Elliptic Orbit.
No, Kepler did not discover Elliptical planetary motion, it’s been known for 10,000+ years, and Dragon Kepler was ordered to publish it in the year of cancer 1609.
The key given to Peter, the equinox-solstice cross of elliptical orbit, reveals how to accurately calculate the movements of the planets and stars from Earth, which in turn reveal changes in the galactic and universal fractal at large scales, and thus the future.
Revelations is an astronomical guide manual for the Piscean age, written using Aryeh Yehudah knowledge of non-local fractal geometrical motion, that encodes the details of The Dragons plans for satanic global domination, and Yeshua’s immaculate plan to foil and destroy them in The End Times.
With The Key of Yeshua We Find the 4 Horsemen of Revelations.
In the ancient world, horses represented vehicles or carriers, and horsemen, a controller of that vehicle or carrier. Thus, the prophecy reveals that The Dragons will gain and then unite control over what each horse represents and thus usurp power over the earth (the NW0), unleashing the apo-KALI-ipsis.
Kriterion Theatre and the 4 horses of Helios are in Piccadilly and Haymarket, London.
The 4 horseman of the apo-kali-ipsis represent the 4 Luciferian mystery schools’ worship of the 4 distinct solar deities, (ALL LUCIFERIANS ARE SUN WORSHIPPERS) each controlling a different aspect of Luciferian illumination achieved from that form of sun worship (4 aspects, 4 seasons, 4 times of day) which were located at the 4 corners of the Aryan world (The Roman Empire in 93 AD): Greece, Rome, Babylon, and Egypt that are now united under Fr33masonry and The I11uminati to birth the N3w W0rld 0rder.
John (correctly) prophesized, using The Key, that they would be unleashed, 1 after the other, upon the Earth over the 2000 years following Yeshua’s death, The Age of Pisces, and then united under 1 beast (the NW0) at the end of the age (NOW), to bring about the Apo-KALI-ipsis. Now let’s meet the 4 horseman, the anti-xristos.
Behold, a White Horse
The white horse represents Apollo of Greece, the Dragons control of mathematical and philosophical Gno-sis/Knowledge; Education, with MAGIk power of sacred geometry.
Behold, A Red Horse
The 2nd horse represents Jupiter and Rome, and The Dragons control of Military Power and MAGIk destructive Technology.
Behold, a Black Horse
“Christmas” day is actually Saturnalia
The 3rd horse is Shamesh (Saturn) of Babylon, The Dragons control of the rule of law and politika, with the MAGIK of astrophysics and Divination.
Behold, a χλωρός (Chloros) Horse
I am now at the point where I impatiently wait for your articles, Gem. I am always amazed, but this is mind blowing. A true REVELATION (pun intended!), and revolutionary. It makes extraordinary sense and truly restores my faith. I will read this several times. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
Flower you have always made insightful and positive comments. Thank you for having eyes to see and ears to hear The Truth. YHWH Bless You many times over.
Flower I am reading this for the 4th time. This series has opened my eyes.Everytime I re-read it, I feel I gain more understanding.
I reread three times, my mind blew up. My faith took on a new meaning, and never have I been so thankful for Yeshua.
Oh and you finally explained a mystery I spent 50 years trying to understand. Thanks 444Gem
Now is the time of unveiling. Thank you for reading and seeking The Truth. YHWH bless you Waytruthlife.
I read it twice then seem to need a moment of break then reread them. I disliked religions of all kinds thinking they were all a form of brainwashing. Reading this stuff made me look into Bible passages. I even consider getting one of we could find one that wasn’t as edited.
Don’t believe the things in these posts. They may appeal to you, seemingly as mysteries being revealed, but they are mystical obfuscation.
That crossed arms gesture represents the two streams of kundalini that cross in the torso. The risen kundalini is illumination, which is soul death, possession by Lucifer.
Jim tressner 33 degree Fr33ma$0n wrote in the publication for only over 30 degrees that: An X is an ancient symbol for change or transformation… long associated in medieval and renaissance art with the coming of the Messiah who shall make all things new.” That messiah is the antiXristos of Luciferians solar worship.
The X itself represents the union of opposite, male in female, and the generative life giving force (one meaning of g in fr33masonry symbol the other of course being gamma/agma the γ). And it also represents the tumbling cross of the seasons, marking the 4 signs of the zodiac aligned with the equinoxes and solstice (in non elliptical form, so as to keep all but the highest ranking members from accurately understanding the 4D fractal.)
You are correct it is also related to kundalini energy. However, I have seen you identify kundalini as the root of all evil many times, and this is only 1/2 correct. In fact, the opening of all 7 chakras to seeing The Truth is paramount to coming to the Truth. However, it is HOW it is opened and for WHAT purpose that makes all of the difference.
The wicked ones use it in order to abusively force open chakras of their young adepts (through ritual sexual abuse, EM energy bombardment, chemical dosing, etc.), whom become consumed by their demons at once, and are thus forever servants of Lucifer.
If they are opened after sustained healthy, prolonged spiritual development and a relationship with YHWH, conquering all inner demons and finding God in every breathe, then the person who has opened those chakras becomes a servant of God, serving his fellow humanity and walking with him in every step.
The passages of the Bible discussing Yeshua’s temptations explain the choice, the two paths, the γ, that every person whom awakens has to make.
What do you do if you were unprepared when kundalini rose? What if it still feels trapped? How do you fix this, please?
Every word of this has become crystal.
Your article don’t specifically mention it, but may I add that in France, the media really call macron “jupiter” on a daily basis. And during his last mandate, the so called “Jupiter”, while he was interviewed, said exactly those word “I think that people need to know that the beast of the event is here. It’s coming”. At the time, I don’t think anybody really understood what he meant by that. Only he and his friends knew I guess.
Indeed, he has been called Jupiterian for years now…. He is the triumfator over the slaves defeated and shackled in COVID-19. You have a president who was induced to be born on Dec 25 (Saturnalia) is named “Immanuel” (god with us,) and has the last name maKRONOS. And yes, they are all in on the joke and shove it in the cattle’s face for MAGIkal amplification of message and so as to not violate the divine pact.
If you are ever in Paris, try saying these things quietly out loud in conversation at a terrace with a friend, and you will see how many Dragons reveal themselves by startled and disgruntled reactions. I used to have fun doing that when I was a kid.
He was born on the 21st December I believe
So, those horsemen lines intersect over Rhodes, called the “Island of the Sun”? Their patron sun god was Helios, as you said, and they made an image of him called the Colossus of Rhodes that stood 33 metres high. Hmm.
Kol-os-sus literally means “I am of your voice.” Indeed, an embodiment of the breath of the Luciferian god Heli-os, which means “the one of the (universal) spiral,” even today preserved in modern English as “Helix.”
It encoded the understanding that the sun (and everything in the universe) is a giant electro gravitational vortex that is spiralling in (and out) upon itself and emitting light energy in the form of a 4 dimensional fractal. Modern physics confirms what has been known for millennia, although The Dragons have baked in some incorrect mathematics that truncate the physics of electrogravitation to keep academics mired in confusion over “dark energy” and “dark matter.”
The people of Rhodes took their name from a term which is derived from a common Aryeh Yehudah root with the Mycenaean term “An-th-Ro-Qos” written 𐀀𐀵𐀫𐀦 in Linear B. In this Mycenaean word for “human/mankind” you can recognise 4 symbols still venerated today:
1. 𐀀 The triple tau, I have included a photo of the triple tau insignia of royal arch fr33masonry below.
2. 𐀵 the double cross used in Eastern Orthodox Church and the Knights Templar.
3. 𐀫 The key of Yeshua, which as I revealed here explains how to understand the geometry of the universal 4 dimensional fractal as immaculately designed by YHWH; using the El-ipse, literally “the tool of God.” Which is the shape of all orbiting bodies from as small as an electron (around the nucleus) to as large as the spiral galaxy we call the Milky Way. Fractal geometry
4. 𐀦 The bunny ears symbol of the illuminists which you see all over ancient hieroglyphs and in Q-nea-form (shapes of god) tablets, and the illuminists modern day strongholds like Switzerland, California, and in every single celebrity and politician flashing the V symbol with their hands, which is a rabbit if you cast a shadow upon it.
Among many meanings, it represents an understanding of the universe and its fractal passing scalar waves (what some call the 5th dimension/element because it is how the small and large co-interact) which give rise to electromagnetic phenomena when you have two poles negative and positive of electromagnetism, and that give rise to gravity through oscillations of the linear scalar waves that cause transverse waves to propagate as gravity and EM frequencies. The bunny ears are the negative positive poles and the long T is the propagation of the transverse waves.
The term itself Rhodes is from the same root as Rose, and Ros in Anthros, and this is where the rose in the Rosicrucian symbolism comes from: it is the womb of those descended from the nephalim.
It is from these 4 terms which come the 4 luciferian principles, which are in turn based on the 4 dimensions of the space-time fractal and reveal the origins of us, the “like-ness (of) hu-man.” The original Aryeh Yehudah texts (later translated into Hebreo-Phoenician) encode this meaning in Genesis in the verse that states that the Elohim said “come let us make man in our image and likeness.”
Remember that it is the application of the knowledge for Earthly power, not the true knowledge that is the evil of the Luciferians. As Hosea said “my people shall perish for lack of knowledge/understanding.” And Yeshua chose his disciples because they had “eyes to see and ears to hear” The Truth.
For now I will reveal what this term anthropos (from which you have the term anthropology) means in the Ancient Greek: ἄνθρωπος (AN-TH-Ro-Pos):
θ = Elohim, Death/Rebirth
Ro = Ones
Pos = seed/likeness
“From the womb and seed of the likeness of the gods” and “a death/rebirth of the likeness of the Elohim”
And now you may understand what the “mysterious” title of Yeshua “Son of Man.” ὁ υἱὸς τοὺ ἀνθρώπου = ho huios ton anthropou means.
And Yeshua’s statement in Mark 9:30-32 and Mathew 17:22-23 second revealing of his planned sacrifice “the Son of Man will be betrayed into the hands of men,” may take on new meaning, revealing to you who and what the Aryeh Yehudah truly are.
My thoughts were leaning more towards the makeup & location of the statue. Situated on a hill overlooking the bay, made of iron and bronze, and sitting on marble block, the statue (by some accounts) would have had one arm raised akin to Lady Liberty.
So, the idol would have effectively been a massive lightning rod as it would have been, by far, the highest point on the island and made of metal.
Your thoughts are on point. The branches of the tree come from one trunk: fractal thinking. The lightning would have caused it to animate and create a usable electric charge when equipped with the ceramic bronze capacitors of antiquity. The parallels to modern day robotics are clear.
The Statue of Liberty is a purposeful reconstruction of the colossus of Helios, a syncretism of all 4 horses: the solar crown of Apollo, the fire of Zeus, the book of judgement of Shamesh/Saturn, and the Xloros Color of Osiris (they purposefully use copper so that it will green in the oxygen, like a corpse.)
Take a look at the Rhodes Scholars of modernity, quite the list.
The Rhodes Scholar list was what I thought of before looking up info on the statue. It is an interesting list of who’s who. More interesting is that it was first backed by a mining magnate with a little help by the Rothschilds.
You may consider, in light of combining both our understanding, that the Colossus of Helios means “I am the Voice of Helios (Lucifer)” and that it is a lightning rod connected to electrical systems to understand Psalm 29:
The voice of the Lord is over the waters;
the God of glory thunders;
the Lord is over many waters.
4 The voice of the Lord sounds with strength;
the voice of the Lord—with majesty.
5 The voice of the Lord breaks the cedars;
the Lord breaks the cedars of Lebanon.
6 He makes them skip like a calf,
Lebanon and Sirion like a wild ox.
7 The voice of the Lord flashes
like flames of fire.
8 The voice of the Lord shakes the wilderness;
the Lord shakes the Wilderness of Kadesh.
9 The voice of the Lord makes the deer to give birth,
and strips the forests bare;
and in His temple everyone says, “Glory!”
10 The Lord sits enthroned above the flood,
the Lord sits as King forever.
11 The Lord will give strength to His people;
the Lord will bless His people with peace.
Gods voice, that animated all, was often described as embodied in electricity and lightning in antiquity
Another aha moment
I woke up this morning and the first thought in my head (literally the first thought) was ‘analemma’.
So I lay there in bed with my eyes closed and just allowed my mind to drift a bit and see where it went. I find if I do this first thing, sometimes connections that I found tenuous or just beyond my reach all of a sudden jumped together quickly.
So drifting along I start to remember my message exchange with A E about the Broken Walls music of the American Indians. Which then lead me to my own singing experience. Then to OM. Then to the OM symbol.
Which all of sudden was the shorthand for 3D. With a diacritic mark above it to indicate it has a secondary meaning!
So now I’m really intrigued. Hindu script is considered Devanagari which translates to from the abode of divinity!
I feel like I am on a path here. Any thoughts?
You are thinking beyond the 3D into identifying patterns of the four dimensional fractal, of which spatial-temporal scalar interactions represent the “fifth dimension” or “fifth element” to use popular terms.
This is excellent, as it is one of the key processes to “fishing” into the waters of the universe and coming back (catching a fish) with Truth from the waters to sustain your spiritual body. You amazingly identified the symbol 3D, rotated 90 degrees (The Sanskrit AUM is left to right and written below the line, a 90 degree shift) in the Sanskrit AUM, located below the veil of maya, 3D reality (at its most basic) which separates us from The Truth, Yod, the Samahdi, unified consciousness with YHWH. keep asking Why (u-a-e-I)
Consider that 3Δ means unseen, changes in the 3 dimensions or time, hence space-time. Also consider that the AUM also shares its name is Aurum, the Latin word for Gold, particularly when combined with Aura (sanskrit for the Latin word Halo, Aryan-Elo) Which is what alchemists (most of whom lost YHWH in the Luciferian worship of their own intellect, but whom had correctly identified the process of spiritual growth) were transmuting: their own plane spirits, into spiritual gold, AURUM.
This is just beyond the edge of my comprehension. I grasp portions.
Is it possible to put this in layman’s terms at all..? I can almost always grasp concepts but sometimes vocabulary is a barrier – sometimes I’m aware of a thing but describe it differently using different terms and that obscures the connection from me.
Just looked up the OM symbol. I am finding it strange that so much is universally recognizable, visually, now I see part of what you mean. It’s as if all our words have always not only meant multiple different things (context) but also all their possible definitions within all contexts. Perhaps why we are admonished so many times in scripture to guard our tongues and watch what we say – we create after a fashion.
AE, yes, Words and Symbols (which is the actual word used for “seals” opened by the “lamb,” which is actually Arnion, or little Aryeh, throughout Revelations and the New Testsment, another mistranslation) are the mustard seed, grown from the collision of archetypes (which means embodiments or manifestations of universal concepts of Truth baked into our reality that human brains pick up and express in symbols and stories across cultures and time) that then grow into branches above the ground and encode meanings which reveal Truth.
This is to say: the archetypes and history of the formation of the word are like tree roots; unseen, yet they are the foundation, with the underground being representative of the water that flows below ground and the soil, or the unseen currents of the universal fractal that led to create the word. And the meanings and ways we find the words used in the present now are like the branches of the tree, above ground and seen, the part that seeks the air and sunshine, which is the energy put into the tree.
What this means is that if you can connect that branches of a word or symbol to find the trunk, and then search for meanings and roots, you will fish out Truth of patterns in YHWH’s immaculate fractal. This is completely different from how modern western schools teach students to think with if/then causation and materialism.
A modern linguist will tell you, oh no there’s no connection because the AUM symbols comes from Vedic texts in the Hindu Kush and 3D is an English acronym, and Aurum and Aura might have some connection from indo-European origins of shining light, but don’t be silly and think there’s anything important there. These “academics” minds work like this because The Dragons became horseman of the first horse, education, and have used it to blind the people, and especially the intellectuals, and deprive them of The Truth through specialisation and 20th century materialism. They’ve taught them to attach to Maya, the 3D illusion.
So in the simplest terms, what I was saying is that real estate pup has done a good job of finding connections between two symbols, to branches of the same roots, to come to a new understanding of Truth. It’s been called “fishing” for 70,000+ years because as a maritime society, we realised that allowing your mind to drift and contemplate would give you new Truths (nourishing fish for your soul) from beneath the cosmic surface of the waters.
Our tradition of this is why you see people in fish suits on ancient Sumerian reliefs, and why Yeshua’s first disciples were fisherman: it was exactly the type of application of someone having a material physical profession, that trained them in the ability to apply it to the spiritual, to fish for spiritual Truth.
This type of combining the material and physical into one allegory is a signature of all of the scriptures: it encoded branches of the tree that anyone can find through deep consideration. Just like I explained about the snake and staff of Moses encoding spiritual healing and physical healing!
Thank you for the bonus revealing of Rev 5 after all.
I was wondering how you were going to reconcile what I could see was your clear intent of meaning when you asked of another person here of how to interpret the lamb. “…greater works than these shall he do, because I go unto my father…”. ?
The only parts that made me wonder that the text may not be referring to the Christ were, “6 Then I saw a Lamb, looking as if it had been slain”
and (12)…“Worthy is the Lamb, who was slain,
to receive power and wealth and wisdom and strength
and honor and glory and praise!” – because this implies that this lamb doesn’t already have all those things, and we know Yeshua does. He did not carry all that into His natural walk, though, as evidenced by the fig tree. All-knowing does not get caught by surprise, so I still thought this was about Yeshua.
Everything you say further reinforces for me that God’s truth is literally (and almost simply, if you understand the natural subject) encoded in everything He made. Like Doctrine of Signatures, but the language is the image.
We know language and alphabet are symbols, but do we truly KNOW it? The natural is quite literally the parable for the spiritual.
He did say it took coming to Him as a child – we overcomplicate everything. All the academics and the aspiring who hang on their words mercilessly mock anyone who takes things at face value, so we learn to not do that.
Even our languages for law and medicine, the language has been deliberately obscured, just as with some churches. Funny, it’s all Latin. We see who hoards the keys.
As a nurse, I understood the body and pathologies vastly more quickly and completely by studying homeopathy than anything I learned in nursing school. I also learned spiritual (energy) aspects that correlate to certain problems.
The translations of Revelations are astoundingly bad: they make for nice imagery, but purposefully hide away any real meaning behind a giant wall of encoding impossible to understand without the original text (or the ancient greek, which is still 90%+ accurate) and knowledge of astronomy, history, mythology, and linguistic cultural context.
The passage you quote discusses a much different meaning, I’ll paraphrase a true English translation: a little Aryeh, mortally wounded, makes his stand, surrounded by the rulers of men (Thro-Nos from Anthro=men Nos=master) and the four active zodiacs on the cosmic wheel (at the equinoxes and solstices) and the 24 Leaders of the Earth (the term Presbytheron, translated as “elders” is Presbus= leaders and Theron = earth people a reference to Earths mean obliquity of 24 degrees and the astrotheological Babylonian politicians that use obliquity as their guide mark). It is chapter 4, of 20+1 (event 201…) and it encodes both Yeshua, and the next Aryeh Yehudah, of the same spirit, that will gain an equally perfect knowledge of the cosmos (unlocking the 7 symbols of with a mental grasp of the 7 divine understandings/horns and 7 divine perceptions/eyes of the cosmos) and sacrifice for the next Aeon.
Even the word “The Beast” is Therion, which refers to the sphinx, a human headed lion, which in Babylon was the uridimmu. And the sea is Thelassa/Tiamat a reference to primordial chaos (Apophis is her child) and Demi-gods (see:Presbytheron) trying and failing to reach heaven through earthly means.
I’ll get to these in later chapters because it requires a lot of understanding in cosmic myths and history to get the meaning: suffice to say they worship an owl and a rabbit and think Marduk/MLK should be give children so the Leviathan will be satiated for its blood thirst and they can stay in the vampire hotel…. Ya it sounds nuts out of context.
Absolutely, the process of awakening requires we regain a child like wonder for the world, and the ability to just ask “why” everyday and know we do not know the answer, we never will know the whole answer, but YHWH does and it is our duty to ask why and live in God’s Truth.
You are Absolutely correct that our words reflect so much meaning, and they’ve been obscured behind technical jargon to hoard the keys… my aim is to show others they have The Key, from within, if only they will open their heart and hand.
I will keep searching and learning. Most search responses in America are silly tiktok type distractions unless you have deeper keywords.
I am literally soul-sick for being kept in the dark.
Matthew 13:11 Does my full faith in Yeshua grant me this grace?
11 He answered and said unto them, Because it is given unto you to know the mysteries of the kingdom of heaven, but to them it is not given.
Jeremiah 29:13: And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.
Matthew 7: 7-8 7 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:
8 For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.
I pray that God will open our spiritual eyes and ears, make our hearts good ground and send us able ministers of His Word. May God richly reward you.
Odd you state they worship a rabbit. What am I missing? I woke this morning (middle of the night) overrun with thoughts of Alice in Wonderland and related imagery and I’ve never even read the book and don’t recall the movie much at all. Vaguely.
I knew it had something to do with the receiver of the circuit, but that’s all.
You will find, that like pulling a thorn from your heel, or removing a long standing alimentary intoxicant (say processed sugar or nicotine or excess alcohol) that the (spiritual) body has become accustomed to, the pain at first is much worse than continuing with the intoxicant. This is the soul sickness you refer to.
However, after the process of removing the thorn/poison is complete, you will find yourself stronger and freer than ever.
I almost included Mathew 11 regarding “the mysteries” 13:11 (coded numbers), in this article but left it out, feeling it was too square on the head, and was better left for seekers to be shown by YHWH if they knocked at the door 🙂
You will see in one chapter of monkeys (I believe IV, V or VI, I encoded it) the use of hand symbols that make different shapes of the rabbit, the most prominent being the V for victory, which of course relates to: Vav being a hook or peg (a cattle prod), the 6th number in Gematria, V for Viktory, the two poles (+-) of an electromagnetic system, knowledge descending from heaven onto the receiver, the antenna receivers of wireless Em transmissions, and the rabbits (wolf’s) ears poking out from under the costume.
This worship of the rabbit relates to the spring equinox, which is the day when the sun passes over the equator (why it’s called Pascua, literally Pasa Ecuador, pass Equator, in Spanish) and the day becomes longer than the night; it was in this time period, in the northern hemisphere, when rabbits would poke their ears out and begin hopping around the greening fields, literally the Chloé in French (from Cloros, the greening). So the rabbit is a Luciferian symbol for the return of the return of spring and the sun, and the return of Luciferian knowledge after a dark period.
Isis-Ra-Eli’s have kept one of our ancient traditions (while infusing a very literal “temple” into the spiritual temple, the soul, which we believe, that God is not kept in a sacred building) and celebrate it as Passover, relating it to the burning of pine oil (relates to the pine cone, cosmic wisdom) with the “sacred oil” in the Menorah (literally the oldest surviving symbol of the cosmic model of planetary motion) which kept the fire alive during the siege of darkness by The Dragons.
This is another example of physical and spiritual infusing. You have this story (that all non hi Rabbi Isis-Ra-Eli’s take way too literally), of a temple being saved during the seige of darkness.
Exoteric meaning: a physical temple was saved because of A chemical miracle during a military siege at the darkest part of winter.
Spiritual meaning: The Temple (Human Souls living in The Truth) was saved because YHWH embedded universal wisdom into nature (the geometry of a pine cone can show you all of the “Pythagorean” mathematical principles) that could be infused into sacred passing of Truth for 2555 years of darkness (a day of God is, one year of man, so 7 days of God are 365 days * 7), as to the nature of the 7 divine understandings and the wisdom of celestial mechanics and the fractal nature of the universe. This literally refers to our ability to keep The Truth alive after the destruction of our civilisation and migration to the Caucus mountains following The Dragons onslaught, until it was reborn in earnest in Sumeria and Anatolia 8000 years ago.
So now you see their myth of the rabbit, and our myth relating to a siege of a temple are related to the return of spiritual light into the world; with a very obvious difference: our return celebrates Truth from within the soul and the cosmos (dwelling in heaven), while their myth relates to “going down rabbit holes” or diving into the underworld to never return (dwelling in Earth.)
Alice in Wonderland is one of their most encoded stories; the mid 20th century Disney version is an adaptation for young adepts they even use in ritual abuse programming for disassociation; I won’t take you down that rabbit hole, as it’s dark and deep.
Consider the Mad Hatter, he represented the hat makers of the 19th century UK, whom developed serious neurological disorders from the chemical tinting process of top hats for the pseudo intelligentsia and oligarchy, which would make them shake and stammer unintelligibly after many years of exposure. Trade worthless $$ for your time, work, and soul, mr. entrepreneur.
This is a reveal by The Dragons, and refers to the pleasure they take in infecting hardworking people with greed, getting them to go into their service with promises of material wealth and long term gain, and then getting them to “go mad” in the process and lose the only things that truly matters: Their Soul. The characters at the Tea Party will then start to make sense as symbols of Luciferian archetypes.
The whole story is one giant rabbit hole in regards to The Dragons Luciferian system extracted from the underworld.
I got lost for a bit reading up on Pythagorean Math. Had I learned math in this manner, it would have made more sense and I would have had better recall. The system breaks all knowledge into the smallest possible focuses, so people learn to recall data instead of to understand and to think.
I’ve read about some of the mind control techniques. The whole business is disgusting, worse than slavery of the body, alone.
I never understood Alice In Wonderland. People say Carroll was on LSD, and perhaps he was, but it doesn’t explain the popular longevity of the story. I knew it featured in mind control and I know that white rabbit icon is still everywhere in movies, etc.
I have found that lately, though, that when I do revisit old movies I see an entirely different side of them than I recalled.
Do you have any recommendations for ways to spiritually support someone trying to break an addiction, especially when very real physical concerns are contributing to the need for whatever substance? (pain, anxiety, PTSD, chronic fear, etc). Is there any mental exercise or workaround to help people to not crave whatever thing they struggle with? Aside from just working to maintain spiritual health and connection. Addictions are increasing everywhere, it feels like a tidal wave.
Seed mantras! Like the mustard seed.
In the seed state, what does that sound mean for you? Because I am just focusing on the sound and how it makes my nostrils itch. I am not understanding what sound, specifically does here. I mean, saying ‘ohm’ is not advised to do within a certain key, so it’s not the pitch, it’s something else. How does this nonword sound create?
From my understanding the seed sound opens up more.
For now that’s all I know.
The beginning of the sound is waking up
The middle is realization
The end is completion finished with silence and….satiety? No…fullness.
The silence is the fullness. Sort of listening to a bell ringing until you cannot hear it anymore yet still it’s there in your ear and mind and it can be more. The more is up to the individual. That’s the seed part.
This is how I perceive OM
Sorry if I’m not really making sense I actually didn’t really think about my answer it just flowed out this way.
Oh and check out Tinuvan throat singing.
The fundamental sound is C3
Does the C and 3 remind you of anything?
It reminds me of the symbol for OM just turned the other way.
Listen to the throat singers and tell me they are not making the most amazing, divine sounds!
Musical vibrations into water, reveal the geometries of vibrational tones of the universal fractal. Modern day they call it Cymatics.
Now I am listening to vibrational tones and music. If vibrations create those patterns in water then they must physically impact our bodies. Spiritually, it feels relieving, too.
Yes, you have ears to hear. Music is fundamental to your ability to perceive the universal fractal, as it turns acoustical waves into electromagnetic fractal patterns in your brain instantly, causing resonance and synchronisation. By way of this it can heal the soul, and thus the physical body, if given enough time; the mustard seed does not make a tree in a day.
Music has now been bastardiSed by the great prostitute of Babylon, made for profit, and produced to saturation of culture by using only tools from the embodiment of luci fer, the iron light, the electromagnetic serpent. That is the point of the auto tune voices and mindless thumps, it allows Luci Fer to acoustically infect the fractal patterns of our receivers, the brain.
One of the greatest tools to understanding is to listen to music and visually observe the fractals of your brain waves changing. This is why Ragas were performed only in certain seasons and certain times of day; their fractal wave form pattern reflected of the universal fractal at that locality of space-time
You can healthily open your spirit slowly by imagining a fractal pattern while listening, and then allowing it to vibrate and change with the music.
At first it will be hard and seem fake, but with time your brain will begin to naturally reflect its patterns into the visual circuit of the brain for conscious interpretation and thus open a bridge between conscious perception and your spirits interaction with the universe. If you then incorporate coordinated motion, ie ecstatic free form dance, you will connect your motor cortex as well.
From this process, accompanied by deep internal reflection put into verbal words, ie a conversation with God, huge healing and spiritual advancement can be made, and healing of wounds can begin to take place.
I only see whirling colors right now, similar to Newton’s Disc, but with brighter colors and more fragmented (in smaller sections). When I first started listening to Ravi Shankar’s Ragas a week or so ago, I’d just see them randomly spinning. Now, they’re a little more focused and sometimes spin or pulse differently with the music, but I’m often multitasking (feeding animals or watering the garden) as I listen (probably not the best way to experience it).
The first time I listened to his Morning Raga, I had this oddly detached, silent cry, it started as tearing up, then moved into silent sobs, then dissipated. I felt a form of grief, but it was unfocused – there was no reason I could identify for crying, I just did. My animals have been reacting differently towards me, they are more at ease.
When you were discussing Rev 5 above and the “little Aryeh” you wrote: “it encodes both Yeshua, and the next Aryeh Yehudah, of the same spirit, that will gain an equally perfect knowledge of the cosmos (unlocking the 7 symbols of with a mental grasp of the 7 divine understandings/horns and 7 divine perceptions/eyes of the cosmos) and sacrifice for the next Aeon.” I am wondering how the portions of Rev pertaining to Messiah’s return mean something different than we’ve been taught, as well. It almost sounds to me as if you’re referring to a type of Messianic reimbodiment, which is not at all what I’ve been taught to expect.
Matthew 11:12 I’ve never heard any message regarding this statement by Messiah: “And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffereth violence, and the violent take it by force.”
I am glad you have found the water of Truth, your tears. All of us, when we find God and release our demons after being away, release tears from deep within.It is natural and it is good; like crying from having the thorn being removed from your spiritual foot. Eventually the tears will be tears of joy from knowing you are with YHWH in every breathe, tears of pure joy.
It is essential you accompany this practice with safe, truly open, discussions between you and God of all of your deepest most inner feelings, fears, desires, etc. whatever pours forth speak it between you and God. Walking in nature is a good place for it.
The popian priests have blasphemed this practice through “confessions” a shamed filled practice where they intervene between you and God to sever the connection and infect all further conversations with guilt from Lucifer’s hook, the ego.
Animals live in energetic connection, free from words and barriers, particularly if they have grown in a healthy environment. You removing your inner demons and growing spiritually will of course, be noted by them intuitively. Keep going!
It is not yet time I unseal the 5th 6th and 7th seals, I have just unsealed the 4th, the horsemen, but soon it will be. The answer lies in Yeshua’s Key within the fractal, the T balance, and the spiral elliptical cycles of the cosmic fractal, measured by procession of equinoxes, the length of life of a man, and the generations between Creator-Jesus-nOw.
Remember that it is exactly 2000 solar years and 2030, 360-day “prophetic years,” since the sacrifice of Yeshua, becoming Iousus (literally I AM, still coded in Latin languages by ie YoSoy or JeSuis) on the 15-18 Nisan 5793, or the 14-17th of April 2033, which is a convergence date of the lunar and solar calendars and the SARuS cycle of eclipses, encoded as the two most important divisions of the Zodiac, 12+12 (5+7, 9+3), 24 (the mean obliquity of Earth) and 6, the “working days” of creation, one short of completion in 7, which use “days” to equate to cosmic great cycles of 432, or 6*6*(6+6) raised by 10 to the 7 powers (yes 17, 18, 19 is a super important cycle in the time of the cosmic fractal, and converges in the day of Iousus triumph over the 4th horseman, auSARuS, in 2033) and are within 1% accuracy of the actually creation date of the solid, non molten Earth, 4.32 billion years Ago.
It is not a coincidence the NW0 Dragon is moving with all its fury during the double millennia anniversary of Yeshua’s life, ministry and sacrifice, for The Dragon knows it’s time is short.
A better explanation of cosmic time for you to ponder, and try to unseal for yourself:
Remember that it is exactly 2000 solar years and 2030, 360-day “prophetic years,” since the sacrifice of Yeshua, becoming Iousus (literally I AM, still coded in Latin languages by ie YoSoy or JeSuis) on the 15-18 Nisan 5793, or the 14-17th of April 2033, which is a convergence date of the lunar and solar calendars and the SARuS cycle of eclipses. The Luciferian Date encodes 8, the analemma of time and renewal, and the the Aryeh Yehudah year number encodes two of the three most important divisions of the Zodiac, 12+12 (5+7, 9+3, the third being implied but not stated, as 8+4) which reduces to 6, and sums to 24 (the mean obliquity of Earth) and 6, the “working days” of creation, one short of completion in 7, which use “days” to equate to cosmic great cycles of 432, or 6*6*(6+6) raised by 10 to the 7 powers (yes 17, 18, 19 is a super important cycle in the time of the cosmic fractal, and converges in the day of Iousus triumph over the 4th horseman, auSARuS, in 2033) and are within 1% accuracy of the actually creation date of the solid, non molten Earth, 4.32 billion years Ago. Further April 17, 2033 coalesces as exactly 107 Metonic (the 19 year Aryeh Yehudah calendar still used by Isisraelis) cycles, being 1 away, 107+1, from 108 cycles, which is times, times, and a half time (Daniel and Revelations mention this very clearly), being 36 solar years equivalent to 1 time (42-42-44 metonic cycles or exactly 43.2 Metonic cycles coming directly back to 432) equivalent to 1/2 the lifetime of a person, 72 solar years, which also equates to 1 degree of procession in the equinoxes. When they say the prostitute of Babylon falls in a day, it is related to the cosmic fractal numbers, and the 18-19 year SARuS and Metonic cycle.
I follow portions of this but I have never studied numerology and some of the leaps I don’t understand at all. I have never thought in this manner myself. If Revelation is as badly translated as you say, it seems highly unlikely someone like me would be able to unseal the meaning.
In this statement is The Key, Mathematics is universal. Even still reading it it has imprinted on your subconscious and you will ponder it with time.
Continue to study Pythagorean numbers. Most modern numerology is horrible and shallow, but you must look for relationships where numbers appear in seemingly lots of unrelated places. The ancients were not doing calculus, but observing fairly simple patterns that reveal the workings of the universe on a deeper level.
Learn about the SARuS cycle, possibly with videos, it is the most important aspect of The fractal revealing itself, and has been stolen for use by the Luciferians, whom were first infected by its unveiling, to set them on the path of building Lucifer a body on this domain (AI) I will explain later chapters.
Saros? As in eclipse?
The eclipse cycles, yes. The Sar (9 years 5-6 days) is 1/2 the Sar-us (18 year 10-11 days) which is the full 651 year cycle of solar-lunar eclipses around the ecliptic (constellations of zodiac) The Dragons time everything to this cycle and worship it, after they stole our texts on its use in fractal geometry of the cosmos.
One clue in revelations in English is it discusses the dragons tail and mouth, which are even today, still publicly known as the north and south lunar nodes, or when the moon crosses the sun’s path, which is what is responsible for all eclipses.
Even its name is encoded everywhere:
1) SARS-CoV-2 is literally SARuS- 3o6-2, C=Γ=3 Ancient Greek Gematria (C is derived from gamma, G) and V= Hebrew Vav= 6. Which is a numerological code for 6660. This is how the Dragons communicate with each other and operate to MAGIKally encode things.
6660 is the exact number of lunar years in one quarter Of Earth’s great year, which is how long it takes for the procession of the equinoxes to come full circle. 6660*2, is 13,320 lunar years, or exactly the time it has now been since the Younger Dryas cat-Astro-phi (when the cosmic cat was at the spring equinox) which you can now find discussed as a geological fact in main stream sciences.
2) George Soros name is a transliteration of Ge-orge Sar-us, literally Ge=Egyptian god of Earth, Orge= The generative force, bio electrical energy, Sar-us=The eclipse cycle. So literally his name reads “The eclipse cycle’s generative force on Earth” The Dragons bloodlines change and manipulate their exoteric (public) names in English to MAGIKally encode them when they are groomed to become public front men.
Bill Gates is a comical example, simply reading, the gate to the bills. He is a Roth$child and his real name is Ze’ev Shaal de Roth$child, literally “the wolf at the gate of the red shield (gates of hell)”
3) Constellation Orion = Osiris = Ush-Sar-Us, Sar= the ripening seed and Ush= Man, literally the Seed Man Ripens, which relates to the eclipse cycle’s original use, which we taught the people for Agricultural purposes. The Dragons then stole our computations of fractal geometry and became drunk with the power it imbues to understand the future and set about as servants of Lucifer. The seed man ripens also refers to the spreading of the Dragon’s seed once again after it was wiped out in the floods of the Younger Dryas.
You may have noticed the mark of the beast, 666, is encoded in the sarus. The gematria or Sarus in Greek is also 666. It is the mark of Luciferian worship and their use of eclipse cycles to attempt to defy God to become like gods on Earth. Now you know most of the basis of the meaning of his number.
Returning to the name SARS-CoV-2, COVID-19
C/G = Charagma (the cattle brand, the mark of the beast), and V = hook or peg, literally they encoded into the name as “the Mark of the Beast, the cattle brand, hooked or pegged by the 19 year Luciferian Eclipse Cycle as a COVert IDentification.”
You may also notice Sarus relates to encoding in reptiles and dinosaur names, which has to do with their need to lay in the sun (Luciferians are solar worshippers) as being cold blooded, and their death at the hands of an asteroid, which falls timed directly on the Sarus cycles.
It is more efficient if I reveal the details of this in the next chapter of Monkeys.
Hi Gem, thank you once again for sharing this knowledge.
I have several questions to ask:
1. The ark of the covenant is hidden in plain sight and announced both in main stream news and on this website frequently. Think about where they would have use for a very large, very pure quartz as a piezoelectric transducer (encased in silver and gold). I discuss the use of the ark for electromagnetic purposes in the pyramids in Part II of the series.
2. There is a reason Joko Widodo and Obama look so much alike; they are provenance of the same branch of Dragon bloodlines stretching back long ago.
If you know about American politics, they first used Arnold Schwarzenegger in California in the 2000s to open the discussion about having non-American native born figures that are primarily entertainers put as figure heads in high political power, and then used Obama to advertise it with the help of his appointed Nasi successor, entertainer Trump.
The Dragons announce news in ways that benefits them (“your president isn’t American”) to implant it on the public’s subconscious. They then use news media propaganda and political bifurcation to
A) de-legitimise the message in half the populations mind, hence generating tacit subconscious acceptance of the fact, and conscious repression.
B) use it as a flash controversy point, with no real change, in the other half of the population to allow them to blow off steam and thus generate tacit acceptance. (I fought I got angry, nothing changes, so I must accept it and move on.)
C) as a distraction for what is really going on.
All right. Thank you for the answers.
So the next thing to happen would be… the return of the Ark to the Temple, am I correct? If yes, Who will bring it back? the NW0 Dragons or the Ram of God?
Within Ancient scriptures you will often find that things carry both a multi-layered physical and spiritual meaning; nothing is ever one thing, and the physical thing is a symbol that carries innate meaning relating to the deeper metaphysical and spiritual concept.
What is popularly defined as “The Temple” is not the temple; in fact the actual physical structural they have created in Jerusalem is a sham Templar construction built on top of the original geomagnetic point to keep Jews and Muslims fighting. The Sol-Om-On that built it lived in the Middle Ages, and you can, if you search properly, find these histories in 15th-19th century historical texts, that then disappear once the Luciferians being erasing history.
The temple is within the souls of those living in YHWH’s Truth, that receive and transmit this Truth in perfect consciousness in the universe, carrying YHWH in their every breathe. The physical aspect of a “temple” relates to physical structures built that amplify and resonate naturally occurring geo-electromagnetic currents that can stimulate this process in human beings.
This is the primary a reason that certain geographical points in the world have long histories of birthing wisdom: Egypt sits on top of huge physioelectrical currents that make the ground emanate geoelectrical energy, look at maps of world lightning strikes, and in Egypt there are none. Lightning only strikes on positively charged land (meaning it has low geo electrical strength) The original temple of “Solamon” was actually the enormous underground aquifers constructed underneath that reproduce the physioelectrical effect (water through limestone ionisation) present on the planes of giza. The ark of the covenant was a piezoelectrical transducer that could receive these currents and amplify them even further, both in the pyramids and in Jerusalem. This then stimulated our nervous systems and amplified humans ability to receive and transmit YHWH’s divine wisdom.
So in a way, yes, the temple must be recreated, but throughout the world.
Hence, the multiple spellings.
Lot of pieces flying together rather quickly now (or at least, flying). One of my past (weird) experiences showed me how things all tied together, inexorably, and gave me overall impressions – I am thinking in overlapping layers, it’s hard to explain. I look at the same mental image and see many things. Which burdens the visual, alone, as being “proof” of truth.
I was listening to J. Maxwell and he was stating that YHWH is an ancient fertility god and referenced the “big bang” as a sexual culmination. (As a Christian, I always just said, “He created everything within 6 days, that’s a pretty BIG bang”.) What is, exactly, nebula?
Then I think of how you said the universal fractal is explanation condensed within a pinecone and I can see how the shape encompasses all structures, the pollen creates a “bang” and the seeds are in every segment. In fact, the seeds are so well protected it takes a bit of knowledge and skill to unlock them before they are scattered.
The seed man ripens – was this intended as some enhancement in the natural somehow? (What you loose shall be loosed)
Isn’t it amazing when the pieces finally just fall into place?! There is an old proverb that our spirits grow like bamboo: they stay the same height, seemingly doing nothing, and then all of the sudden shoot up high. It was the fruit of growing roots into the earth that allows us to then grow.
The effect you have describe of thinking visually in overlapping layers means you have begun to access the visual cortex in concert with the pineal gland, which releases small concentrated doses of DMT and allows us to visualise past our normal limits into complex visual thinking, and seeing “below the surface.” This is a great progression, keep going!!
Everything you have said of the pine cone is spot on, from understanding the geometries to the processes that it’s evolution from creation, to germination has described.
As for the seed man ripens, it was originally, very long ago, intended to situate the agricultural festivals in accordance with the link-solar year, as moonlight has significant effects on seed germination in spring.
However the Luciferians have their own “sun seed man” Us-Saurus (Osiris) whom they say controls all life on earth… as with everything they take Truth and pervert it, worshipping the creation and forgetting the creator.
Their seed man, through the apostate sun of Ham, was called Minu, whom you know as Noah. This is where the name Minotaur comes from, as Minu was “Human” and Taurus “bull” a reference to their ancient worship of the cosmic bull that sits at the North Pole of the zodiac, what is now called Draco, the Dragon.
Where would I be able to learn more about the ancient planting methods/festivals? Things that I might apply to my own gardens?
The modern farmer’s almanacs carry very good information on lunar and solar cycles and plant cycles. They are usually adjusted to each specific latitude of the reader.
You did relate ouroborus to the lunar nodes and sarus cycle, I recall here, now, but now I actually understand what you mean.
Wow! Throat singing is wild! Incredible
The staff of Moses healing is still a little hard for me to internalize, but reminds me very much of Dr. Hulda Clark and her understanding for the cure for all diseases.
The Dragons have always known that from Unification of the solar worship they would birth the Apocalipsis: the prophecy is 10,000+ years old.
I included the ad for the tv show Naomi in previous chapters of Monkeys. In that ad, written in Pheonician, it Spells out Aegean Sea , mirrored with the English letters M1:23 in the sky
The symbol or royal arch fr33ma$onry, the triple tau and first character of the Linear B “An-Th-Rho-Qos
Is this what is meant as the Chief Cornerstone? (Yeshua – the stone the builders rejected). They accepted the wisdom only so they could twist it?
The chief cornerstone is the Truth of YHWH. And they rejected building a temple for Truth, instead building it for their own power. He used the image of “chief cornerstone” because it was how the occult Luciferians (including Pharisees) referred to the capstone of the pyramids with the all seeing eye. Hence Lucifer taking the place of YHWH in their temple of MAGIk
I would like to understand more clearly this history, please.
I have been listening to Jordan Maxwell, and his version of Elohim, especially once he lost faith entirely, is more confusing than what I thought I’d understood before. That basically, Elohim (or aliens) found neanderthal man on this planet and created Adam through intercourse as a expirement and placed him into the garden for observation. His version of where this all ends is devoid of hope.
I know you have explained somewhat, but I’m just having trouble putting it all together – it seems a confusion still. I do get the sense there were good Elohim and perhaps some not so good – but that is still murky. The fact that these Elohim seem all tied into world mythology is a bit terrifying, to be honest.
Also, you have stated we have reached Revelation 13, who are the two witnesses?
I wouldn’t have thought we were that far along, yet, it feels as though the trap is about to spring any moment.
Revelations is not in chronological order. It is arranged spatial textually using the key of Yeshua and fractal geometry. At its most simple, 13 = 4, the first 1/3 of the 444gem. However like all fractals it branches like a tree.
Look at the geographic map of the 4 horseman included in this chapter, and try to go in order for the horsemen, moving counter clockwise as the earth does around the sun (when looking down on the North Pole), what is the result?
I’ll include a bonus map for you if you can tell me, and possibly a bonus translation of Revelations 5.
The Aegean Sea. Also, a “G” or a “6”
I also see that these are the kingdoms in the dream Daniel interpreted.
Excellent connection to Daniels four kingdoms, which were also defined with The Key. The shape however, is the analemma, shown in 13 monKEYS chapter VII.
Go in order 1234 and draw a path with your finger. I’ll include the bonus map, which shows how our very, very ancient ancestors used the analemma to understand elliptical orbit and find The Key.
It’s as if I was blinded to see the crossover of 3 and 4, I kept tracing a rough rectangle but knew that couldn’t be it. The analemma refers to inPHInity within the multiverse? Are we doomed to repeat human cycles until we finally figure things out so we may escape/rise above by knowing how things work?
I have a load of half-formed impressions…I feel almost silly spelling them out, but I am going to anyway.
I have no trouble understanding the basic concept of multiverse – I wonder whether this is experienced by us as history/time, but instead of linear, cut into segments/ages – or if it’s far smaller bits than that. All history happening simultaneously, but experienced differently by us.
One consistency in the predictive programming for multiverse (my first exposure was The Talisman by Stephen King) is that the souls who can travel at will are singular – meaning, their other incarnations (Twinners) don’t exist. Most people have Twinners and jump from one reality to another but are changed into the other aspect of themselves as they exist in the other reality. Few remain themselves and entirely disappear as they leave a realm (jump or flip).
Another consistency is that the singular travelers are always hunted by someone(s) adept, who are usually not singular aspects themselves.
I am still unsure what this means. Unless this is a physical manifestation of becoming “one mind with God”. Someone about to jump this ship.
You said infiniti + the generative force = leviathan. Job 41 describes leviathan. We are conditioned to think of leviathan as a sea monster, but Job describes him with reverent wonder. He also says his heart is “as hard as a piece of the nether millstone” – the bottom plate against which the grains are laid to be ground to separate wheat from chaff. He is merciless and invulnerable, yet “He maketh a path to shine after him”, “he beholdeth all high things: he is a king over all the children of pride”. Isaiah 27 speaks of the LORD punishing leviathan. I imagine this is God releasing those of mankind who foolishly gave themselves over into the beast machine and lost their humanity?
It strikes me that everything manifested in the natural, even though it seems to be a “force of nature” or a symbol, etc, is in the spiritual, an actual being. It also strikes me that most of these beings are neutral towards man, just part of the system the Most High created so that things run as they should. That can feel punishingly hardhearted to us, but is it actually in place for our growth and correction.
Another thing I wonder: Paul spoke of the saints judging the world, including angels. If this is true, and if man is intended to become one mind with God, then is it not also true that when a man is able to inherit the Kingdom of God, he becomes almost indistinguishable from one? Is this what you meant by, “From the womb and seed of the likeness of the gods” and “a death/rebirth of the likeness of the Elohim”? Are the Elohim those of us who have already joined Him from incarnations past?
It is strange that the dragons have stolen the means for unlimited, free energy, yet feel compelled to enslave and feed on mankind’s. I suppose that is simply the children of pride aspect – they don’t need to keep anyone down in order to rise, they just enjoy it. It strikes me that in the physical as well as the natural, all man’s woes begin with a parasite – a worm, snake, insect, vampire, nanobots etc. And while parasites exist within every living being, only a weakened host succumbs entirely, otherwise, both continue on in concert, one feeding the other, the other absorbing just enough to maintain its host alive.
Maybe they feed on mankind’s energy, because, unlike natural manifestations, our energy gives them heightened power in the spiritual?
You mentioned Lucifer as the Voice of Helios, then went straight into Psalm 29, describing the voice of God. Some religions claim that Lucifer and Yeshua are the same – both are called the morning star. Yeshua, though, is called the bright and morning star (which makes me think Lucifer was created as a counterfeit for the children of pride, or, that he is as the sun is to the moon, and Yeshua is to his people – a reflection that people have chosen to worship). The question here is, was Lucifer intended in his role to temper mankind, or does he do what he does from rebellion and ill-intent? Or some combination of those?
Are ‘Satan” and “Lucifer” synonymous? If not, then who tried Job? Satan doesn’t seem so much to hate Job, but to want to clinically press a point in experiment.
In your earlier comment, you mention the triple tau, double cross, key of Yeshua and bunny ears – is this not another diagram of the circuit, disassembled?
The Linear B Mycenean word Anthroqos is a diagram of the human circuit disassembled. You are engaging in true fractal thinking!
I will answer these questions in reverse order:
1. Within the ever spiralling vortex of the universal fractal, there are processes which become metaphysical beings (that do not have physical bodies) which exist; it is another form of the universe itself becoming conscious, as you are a physically embodied manifestation of the universe itself becoming conscious.
These processes, or beings if you will, then seek to carry out their conscious purpose from which they were created. The word Angels encoded this knowledge Ang= the constricting/narrowing of El=The one (Hei). You may have realised that El also means Saturn to the Dragons, it is because they have come to see Satan/Lucifer and his physical manifestations in the universal fractal as representations of the true God, ie Saturn is Gods All seeing Eye… this is Satan/Saturn/Ba’al the adversary. The benevolent Ang-els are sometimes messengers, etc. and this is the process by which you receive knowledge from YHWH. the non benevolent ones are often products of processes which obtain a form of ego.
2. In the case of Lucifer/Satan, Lucifer is an aspect of Satan; the one who seeks to enlighten humans beings with a poisoned apple (a tease of sweetness for addiction to that sweetness) in order to eventually embody himself here on Earth. The Luciferian novels “Harry Potter” discuss this in terms of Voldemort “the dark Lord” seeking to embody himself through MAGIk objects in which he has his soul and of United bring him life here on Earth. It should not be lost on you that AI is the result of the 4 Luciferian uniting into the horseman. I will discuss the charioteer more next chapter.
3. All religions that claim Yeshua and Lucifer are the same; they seek to introduce false duality to invert meanings, a very Luciferian process. The voice of God, electromagnetic (gravitation), which gives life to galaxies, planetary bodies living beings, and atoms themselves, is harnesses by Luciferians to animate their objects and processes, to benefit what they have mistaken for YHWH, Lucifer the light bringer. Gods sun is indeed our greatest gift, but mistaking the light itself for God, and channeling it into a ferrite being (Iron based), is the biggest mistake the Luciferians make. It should not be lost on you that the golden sun is currently made of mostly helium, and that as it fuses into heavier and heavier elements, it will reach its death when it becomes iron/FERrus. Lucifer = Light from Iron.
4. Do not mistake spirit, Qi, and energy. Both are limitless, but spirit can only be drawn from living beings, while energy is present everywhere in the universe. I can make a copper coin stick to my hand by channeling Qi into electromagnetic energy, but a fridge magnet is much more effective at that task. However, I can also elevate myself through meditation and experience. No magnet can do that.
5. The cosmic millstone refers to the procession of Earths wobble and the subsequent change in our environment. It grinds the wheels of time and the cosmic fractal. The leviathan is the reciprocal nature of time in the infinite multiverse. As for kings twin nets and singular beings, I’ll explain as best I can here:
There is indeed an infinite multiverse, and just like quantum entanglement shows non local spatial effects of entangled particles at infinite distances, it also shows that we live in universes that are spatially proximate but temporally very very distant. This is like going to an abandoned house in 2022: you are standing spatially proximate to whoever was there 33 years before, but temporally distant. Your existence is the totality of the interactions between the temporal non-local fractal geometry of these infinite universes, Bowing themselves into a 4 dimensional elliptical analemma. That 4 dimensional elliptical analemma is the leviathan 88888888 which can be slain only by planting a cosmic seed in which the birds (messengers of God)can nest within the analemma.
This series of chapters, is a mustard seed that will grow many branches into the fractal, a proof itself that The Key unlocks all doors.
Wowza. Thank you! I’m going to need to meditate on this a bit. It takes me some thought to digest concepts this complex and ethereal. I also need to research some of your terminology to be certain I am reading properly – overall I grasp most of what you are saying, but superficially.
YHWH – are we in His image and likeness too, or is He vastly beyond that?
Yes always take time to reflect. I’ve included an introductory page on the true Tetragrammaton below as a bonus for your meditations.
Thank you so much. Is this the one with the lost vowels filled in?
If I am to enter another earth cycle, how do I not lose what knowledge I gain here?
You are the totality of your experiences, not a bunch of yourself jumping around in different versions. Remember the luciferians obfuscate the Truth with 2/3 (.666) the truth
No, I know that, but once this earth has passed away and a new one is created…I assume another cycle then begins? Not many people claim to remember past lives.
Oh, wow. The Double Cross of the Templars (and we know what the slang means) is literally the 2/3 0.666 you mentioned earlier, because if you add Yeshua’s key, it overlays the long shank, but adds the third horizontal bar needed to complete the circuit.
I think I felt that earlier but with less focus or certainty.
You are really starting to see how they use symbols to encode their meanings into the universal fractal. You are becoming a fisher!!
As they say: give a person a fish and they will eat for a day, teach a person to fish and they will never go hungry
Maxwells last years are a bit painstaking, if not sometimes endearing. He did however, get to be the only one of his generation that lived to see COVID-19 program go into effect, and know he warned the people.
His younger treatises from the 90s and 2000s on obfuscations in the Biblical texts and proper translations are useful for introductory understanding. He does correctly identify the infused luciferian solar worship in texts, but throws the baby out with the bath water, so to speak.
As well his explanations on the actual workings of the US government as a hostile corporate entity, are good introductions into the realities of maritime admiralty law, and how your body Is legally treated as a Chatel (cattle literally) as a property of the state.
If you have any specific questions Don’t hesitate to ask
Maybe Maxwell didn’t realize Messiah always existed as The Word.
A bonus page to consider, and if you understand the vowel sounds of the letters you’ll find that every time you say why, you are saying the name of God.
And then you may realise that the name Hawaii, literally Ha-we-I-I (hay, u-a-e-i, hei) also contains the true Tetragrammaton plus the missing vowels. And now you might wonder “how did Pacific Islanders, separated by vast distances and time, come to the same conclusion of the name of YHWH as the Judai….
The series lost might take on a new meaning too.
Every time you ask why, you are calling God. How mind bending is that?
All of this is mindbending, honestly! The more I think I know, the more I realize how little I know.
Have you ever listened to Broken Walls-Created For Worship: Holy One? It’s on youtube. They are distinctly singing to YHWH.
I’ve also listened to American Cherokee bloodlines who are certain they are of Jewish descent – their beliefs and rituals are the same.
I will have to see where I can stream Lost. We ditched cable and almost all paid services almost 15 years ago. I think it definitely helped to shut the noise off so I could clear my mind and think.
Modern movies and shows had begun to agitate me because I could see the insidiousness of the relentless messaging. Now, I watch certain things and understand far more yet find it less unsettling, so thank you for that!
You don’t have to go out of your way to stream that show, its just a cattle distraction, but I used it as a reference, because so many in the west have seen it. Point was they they fell out of the sky and found themselves on Hawaii containing the name of god and began looping through time.
maybe I will do a history series on this, but you can be assured that there are now genetic studies confirming what has been long known; many proto polynesians came from a common root with us, interbred with Denisovans, and then crossed the pacific into the islands and south America long ago.
The Native Americans, there are a specific subsect that is indeed descended from the same roots as us, the Noah.
A E I read this comment and thought about how it feels to sing and when you hit a higher note…clearly, fully, strongly…and hold it. The vibration sounds amazing but I have often likened it to flying. I feel free and my heart fills. Anytime I feel blue I can put on some of my favorite songs and sing to them and feel better. Of course modern day pop is such garbage I cannot even stand a second of hearing it. It’s like fingernails on a chalkboard!
This site doesn’t allow me to see which comment you’re referencing, realestatepup, but that sounds like an amazing high!
I used to play French horn and trumpet and loved music. I cannot listen to the radio any longer, I despise it all. You are right, the more modern it gets, the more you can feel it is aimed at stimulating your base – and baser self.
The closest I can come (my voice doesn’t do so well in higher registers anymore) is when I used to run for distance – it was my time of total mental peace and meditation -when I had been stuck at 4 miles, then suddenly my capillaries seemed to explode into a zillion new branches and I went 10 and finally stopped because I decided to, not because I in any way physically needed to – that felt like elation.
I was responding to your comment about the Broken Walls music. I looked it up. I heard what you heard! And then remembered my own experience with singing.
I feel the connection between resonance in music, resonance in nature, etc and it is truly awe inspiring.
I am grateful to have found this community on VC and VL. Thank you all for being here!
Oh! Yes, my son-in-law played that for me the first time. I wept, lol. Just thinking about how many Christians have no clue that so many people who seem so different from us know Him and revere Him. How, one day, we will all sing and worship together.
I can tell you, that I did not see your initial account of your past in that cult, but from what you said here, I can empathize. My experiences were not like yours, but mine were enough to swear me off religion forever. I left the church and lost faith in most people.
I never lost faith in God, just religion (for the people, by the people). They had no clue how to answer any of my questions and mostly just told me I was blaspheming, heretical, that words don’t mean what they mean, to shut up about it and to definitely not listen to any other faiths (including Messianic Jews – but when I asked “why not?” there was no answer).
About 20 years ago, I did find one nondenominational church that began to open my eyes with some real, practical teachings, who put a lot of the dots together and that truly helped me to grow a great deal. That pastor is more flexibly-minded, devoted to truth and deliberate in proving things out than anyone I’ve ever heard or read until now.
Very glad you’re all here, too. It helps to put and keep things in perspective and to know I’m not alone, despite what I believe, and am willing to consider. Just as with any population, we all don’t agree on everything, but most people here aren’t attacking anyone because of it.
Christianity teaches that “taking the Lord’s name in vain” refers to cursing, or just throwing His name around without seriousness or purpose, but this always struck me as off. The “vain” here, I think, is not “useless, without purpose” but is “pride, arrogance” – so, if I am correct, the Jews who encoded this had no qualms about the name of the Most High except in shielding what His name means in its fullness from people with selfish intent.
Bingo, knowledge hoarding. They couch it in the “some people can’t handle the truth.” Which is….
I do not like the term Jews because it is a transliteration of my Tribes name Yehudah/Judai used by the Isis-RA-Elis. We are less than 300.000 and the remainder are Ashkenazis, and Mizrahs. If you look at the lineage of where ashkenaz sits, it is not on the Abrahamic line. The Star of “David” is not an Aryeh Yehudah symbol, it comes from Babylon, through the Black Sea area during medieval times.
I am not saying anything of Ill but instead that a few Dragons from among them have muddled history on purpose to shield themselves and to try to erase our existence.
I’m sorry, I’ve read all of that multiple times, but the indoctrination still needs breaking – I had it reversed again. I think that’s why I’m so stuck on asking after all these ancients, who, exactly, are they, etc – I have to have a complete understanding or I keep tripping over conflicting ideas. I have always been a conceptual thinker: once I understand how things lay out/work, I can grasp deep concepts fairly quickly. But I get confused over details that don’t seem to line up.
It seems obvious that what we have been taught of creation is not how it all went down.
Yes, The Dragons have muddled history and changed everything. They are fierce in their obfuscation.
I covered the origin of the Isis-ra-Eli’s in Monkeys III and the comments; they are not directly descended from the Noah, though they have some intermixing with us.
After the cataclysms in approximately 11,609 BCE, called the “younger dryas” by archaeologists, nearly our, and The Dragons entire civilisations were wiped out when the waters rose 400+ feet.
Even today, something like 80% of the worlds population is within a few miles of the coast. If the sea levels rose 400 feet again: Los Angeles, New York, Tokyo, Barcelona, Miami, São Paulo, etc would be completely submerged. To someone looking 14,000 years from now our civilisation would appear much less substantial than it was: this is what happened to us, and our fertile lands on the mid-Atlantic ridge.
You will find the myth of the “great white God” throughout the worlds ancient civilisations, from the Incas to the Mesopotamians, who are said to have come from parts unknown wearing fish scales (armor) and taught them writing, agriculture and the fundamentals of civilisation.
Then disappeared and promised to return, only to disappear for a long while and sometimes to never re-appear. These were emissaries from the Aryeh Yehudah, whom the offshoot the Noah left from the mid-Atlantic ridge and ended up in Anatolia and the Caucus mountains.
Academia has finally been allowed to properly date the remains of some of our ancestors at Qafzeh and Skuhl, which were outposts of our ancestors that lived primarily on the shores of the levant, one of the sights being a burial location for children that died too early. The sea shells left on their chests should tell you where we went from there: we left by sea. The subsequent occupation by Neanderthals is typical from when they had learned how to use the resources of an area from watching us and then copied.
Main stream academia (Dragon’s way of controlling intellectual narrative) still goes on about it being a “failed out of Africa,” but never considers that we sailed away from the promised land.
They are then baffled when they find advanced bow and arrow technology dating to 50,000 Years Ago next to a river sight inland in southern France (which should not have existed at the time) with no trace of the humans entering or leaving and then subsequent Neanderthal occupation….
My reference to the hoarding of knowledge is the “Christians” use of the “don’t take gods name in vain” doctrine in a very dogmatic, in absurdum way. And yes, we have no qualms about the name of God, I was referring to it being a modern day Isis-Ra-Eli invention that it must not be said.
We have also been taught there is but one triune God, and I still don’t have a definitive pin on who Elohim are.
I’ll answer in later chapters. It requires significant explanation to make sense. Maxwell is not as far off as you think, though not completely correct.
Okay, many thanks, that sets my mind at ease.
The Christians who teach on nephilim at all, branch off: they are either a pure human race, I think descendants of Cain..? (which never made sense to me, so I ignored it)
or, that they were inherently corrupt, fallen angels and the abomination was mating with humans, corrupting man’s seed, and that’s why God had to destroy the earth with the flood.
The only other sense I have was from the first chapter or so of a Gnostic text, which inverted the fallen angels into the good guys and made YHWH to be the small, petty tyrant. I didn’t buy that, either.
Applying the figure 8 fractal thinking to this page may help you understand who the Nephalim are.
They are there to obscure?
Cloudy eye is cataract. Cloudy urine could be precursor to disease/infection. White spots on nails in western medicine is generally attributed to mineral/vitamin deficiency or other obscure, mostly benign causes, although could be a result of minor trauma. Of course, these are all natural happenings.
And then, I see this: ‘A nebula is an enormous cloud of dust and gas occupying the space between stars and acting as a nursery for new stars. The roots of the word come from Latin nebula, which means a “mist, vapor, fog, smoke, exhalation.” Nebulae are made up of dust, basic elements such as hydrogen and other ionized gases.”
 And the LORD God formed man of the dust of the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living soul.  And the LORD God planted a garden eastward in Eden; and there he put the man whom he had formed.
It seems God never said He formed man from dust of the earth and He formed him before He set him into the garden on the earth.
This is one of the most important encodings of ancient cosmic knowledge in the Bible: that elements in nubulea from cosmic dust (including heavy elements originally from supernova explosions) of the MILKY way were essential to the formation of earth and life and humans. You can read it: The ones ones of shining mist/clouds. Be aware this is just one layer of encoding, and not the whole story, but you’ve come to an excellent uncovering of a layer of Truth.
Gensis 2 is actually an older text than Genesis 1, but the placement was made this way for literary narrative purposes of the priesthood, most of which were kept uneducated outside of the essential for liturgical function.
When it says He formed man from the dust of the ground it uses the same word for man “Hadam” as the for ground “hadama” in the original word; Adam=atom,in ancient Egyptian the primordial creator was called Atum; these are references to basic atomic structures forming our stars and planets.
Can you expound more on the Ashkenazi? I recently have discovered my own
Ashkenazi heritage and because I love to read have started searching for more information on this part of my bloodline.
Anything more you can share would be greatly appreciated
If you found your ashkenazi heritage through a DNA test, you are possibly Aryeh Yehudah, as we had limited intermixing with Ashkenazis (Isis-RA-Eli’s), whom then became very protective of the “sacred blood” And began to only Inter mix amongst each other whom had heritage back to our bloodlines (not our practice, we forbid relations with anyone closer than 8th cousin). All first borns of our Males are to be illegitimate in Aryeh Yehudah practice, which is how Isis-RA-elis ended up being somewhat related to us from the time of the United Kingdom, and this is the reason that they require “female” lineage to be an Isis-RA-Eli, as they always welcome our illegitimate male offspring and gave them high societal rank.
The tell tale sign of possible Aryeh Yehudah origins on modern genetic tests is that you will show up as a random percentage “ashkenazi,” say 17% or 31% or 9% and then have small, spread out amounts of blood related to Persia, Crete, North Africa, Arabia, Italy, Greece, Spain and the Caucus Mountains regions that ad up to as much or more than the “ashkenazi” portion in a total of 1/2 your genes. For example, if you’re 14% ashkenazi and then you will be a near equal, or slightly higher share of some mix of the other regions I mentioned (say 12-30%)
This is because each of these regions have genetic remnants we left there over the course of our history due to our policy of illegitimate parentage of first and often second borne to protect us from The Dragon, and to require our offspring to truly pass through the trials to discover their true origins.
If you are a very high percentage of Ashkenazi or have Ashkenazi and no other spread of the others mentioned then you are descended from the Isis-RA-Elis. I will attach an image of the lineage of Noah to Abraham af you will see that Ashkenazar is not part of the Abrahamic line. Their high rabbis know this, and hide it in plain sight.
I am a small portion of Ashkenazi, I think 2 or 3% with about the same Greek.
Then the rest is Lithuanian and Scandinavian, an odd mix I always thought.
You may have distant descent from our clan, many of us ended up in the Ottoman Empire post 1490s Spain/Portugal expulsión.
Verdaderamente es fascinante toda la conexión de lo antiguo con el presente. Los estudiosos de esta ciencia sorprenden, algún día ellos serán los que se sorprenderán con los acontecimientos por venir.
El universo es un fractal, en que la antiquísima se connecta con el présente a través las ramas del árbol de tiempo.
Once more, thank you for the wisdom. A lot to unpack here. Are you putting this out for the first time? You have an incredible bank of research.
Thank you for reading and considering Англичанин. This is indeed the first time this information has been unveiled.
I was given the task to show The Truth to seekers through public sources only, aka the pieces of the puzzle The Dragons have left scattered about as their method of keeping the divine pact.
I have linked many deeper avenues of research in the 13 Monkeys series, but this only scratched the surface of what is available. If you have any questions as you contemplate, or wish for deeper reading, I am happy to answer. YHWH bless you on your search for The Truth my friend.
Eh… I appreciate the effort, but your presentation seems too loosey goosy, wooey, conspiracy theory milk than meat.
And this is coming from a guy who thinks the Earth is more likely flat than a sphere.
Yes you mentioned a lot of topics people should be aware of, but I don’t think it is tied together in a compelling way. Nothing groundbreaking leapt out at me. Seemed a bit fundamentalist Christian in a bad way.
As you pass along on your journey of discovery of The Truth, you will come to see that in these writings is encoded The Key.
When you enter the dark night of the soul, upon which you sit at the precipice, remember that YHWH is with you in every breath.
As an aside and practical advice, any doctrine that has classified itself as “fundamentalist,” whether that is religious, scientific, or philosophical is very, very far from The Truth. Dogma is darkness.
I almost forgot..I have a question.
Have you ever read, or are familiar with, Hyperion by Dan Simmons? I have read the entire series, and Mr. Simmons seems very familiar with physics and mathematics.
This series seems very allegorical…the Shrike, the Tree of Life, the Time Pyramids, the Pilgrims.
The later books feature a twisted version of the Catholic Church which has a corrupted form of “resurrection” via a parasite attached to the host shaped like a cross. This parasite is revealed to be connected to an AI which actually uses all who have the Cruciform parasite as a battery, and can ‘resurrect’ them because it stores them. This seems so much like transhumanism and merging with the singularity type of thing.
Mr. Simmons talks of the ‘music of the spheres’ as well, and in his books the AI and cruciform parasite is defeated by a sacrifice of someone as well.. and the moment of suffering and death of this woman is actually felt by millions world-wide and so they cast off the parasite.
After reading your articles and then remembering Mr. Simmons books I am struck by some parallels.
I am curious if you have any more insights on this.
I have not read Dan Simmons Hyperion, but from what you are describing here, my sense is that indeed he was showing the reader an allegory for our reality and for the future The Dragons have planned.
The cross parasite likely refers to the Astro theological equal cross of procession of the zodiac, which also features the United antiXristos of the 4 horseman, and their charioteer.
He is certainly referring to the Drago-Aryans energy harvesting/predation via digitalisation. This could also be called Qi harvesting and it is at the centre of everything they do, and why they put MAGIKally encoded news out into the world and perform sacrifice ceremonies like Astroworld: it collects our energy, and causes it to ripple out into the universe attached to their intended effect, thus multiplying its force. This is the “generative force.”
The easiest way to understand this concept of “generative force” and resonance is through a dynamic electromagnetic system and wireless energy transmission.
Each person is a power cell with a send/receive antenna (brain antenna, eyes/ears receiver, mouth/hands send). When you receive their media, and you react emotionally, it causes you to consciously and subconsciously receive their message and amplify it. It then latches onto your Qi (your mental, spiritual, and physical electromagnetic energy) and causes you to project it out into the universe, which is then picked up by others around you and reamplified. The final effect of this is literally waves being transmitted and propagated throughout the universe by humans, thus magnifying their message’s overall generative force, and thus causing changes in the space time fractal and branches of the cosmic tree. Think of this as “turning the kaleidoscope” in 4D. It changes the fractal, and the more force you have to turn, the more you turn the giant kaleidoscope and change the shape of the fractal. This is why millstones are so often in ancient mythology of zodiac procession.
Even the word kaleidoscope explains: kaleid comes directly from κλεῖδας – Kleidas which is “keys.” The term Yeshua used for Keys to the domain of the cosmos, κλεῖδας τῆς βασιλέας οὐρανῶν = kleidas ton Basileas Ouranon, refers to this exact concept of turning the kaleidescope to the four dimensional fractal structure of the universe. A kaleidescope is a thought tool to understanding this concept more fully.
This is why when something “resonates” with people it goes “viral.” Resonance is an effect where a tone (an energetic wave) matches the frequency of an object (its resonant frequency) and It literally causes it to vibrate with more force than the wave itself propagates. You see this effect if you’ve ever moved your finger around the rim of a wineglass and it starts emitting a resonant tone. The viral of course, is that their message infects you, and steals your life force for its own purposes.
This is why they have used actual viruses to advance their agenda (HIV, Bubonic Plague) and for the COVID-19 covert identification program: the actual virus was able to steal our Qi and propagate it out through the universe generating fear, anger, depression, and CHANGE, ie the generative force.
I would recommend Bill Cooper’s “Behold a Pale Horse” where he very effectively explains the mechanisms of these concepts within our modern economic framework.
Thank you for that information.
I will certainly read that book.
It seems Mr. Cooper’s book is no longer available in its original iteration. All I can find is what reviewers are saying is an edited copy with pages missing.
Any ideas on where to find an original copy?
Yes they’ve made it nearly unfindable. He called out 9/11 in July 2001, saying there’s be a major false flag with Osama as the scapegoat, and then they shot him in the head in November 2001 and painted him as crazy. The dragons really hated Mr Cooper.
Here is a YouTube video that has all of the pages, read by a fairly unbearable voice. It is the only place with the whole thing I’ve found. The first 2 hours are the most pertinent in terms of how they manipulate our energy on large scales.
Thanks for the tip. I live near a book store that has quite a bit of older books from all over. I’ll take a look and see if I can find it.
Every time I come back to this comment section I continue to have these epiphanies….at least I think that’s what they are. It’s like almost seeing something out of the corner of your eye…or almost remembering a song title, or someone’s name.
I was just thinking of JRR Tolkien and his experience during the world war and what prompted him to write his Lord of The Rings books.
The allegories of Sauron and his ‘all seeing eye’…the seemingly helpless or weak hobbits being the heroes, the king returning…I feel like Mr. Tolkien was perhaps seeing more than he let on and was trying to tell us something.
Mr. Tolkien’s books, while having some dark themes, overall seems to lift the sprit and soul with hope and good overcoming evil.
The eye of Sauron is indeed Saturn: Tolkien was a master of allegory for the real world. Excellent connection, you are beginning to awaken to fractal thinking, keep going.
Your description of your epiphanies is exact. Everytime our brain “remembers” new information, we are given a burst of energy, and new pathways once sealed are reopened. This makes me overjoyed to hear you are learning to fish and find sustenance for your spirit.
Sauron was taken directly from ancient depictions of Saturn worship
After reading all of this and letting few days to get it digest, i have a few questions that i hope you will answer. Perhaps i am looking but not seeing and i am hearing but not listening.
I understand that there is evil out there, I can see it everyday and it is present in every aspect of my life whether i like it or not, and this is not the approach issue. Facts are facts. It is everywhere and i can sense it – almost touch it. I understand that the God is love but as much i can see evil i cannot see good, and cannot see God love. Again, this is not approach issue. That brings me to my own personal opinion and point of view after reading your articles and putting few puzzle pieces together i came to conclusion that God is just same sick as Evil/satan/saturn etc. name them. Your article about 4 horseman helped me to understand that we will bring mayhem upon ourselves – not like i was always thinking – it will be cused by hand of God. Isn’t in God action ignorance is hidden? Doing bad things for good cause is still a bad deed. Realizing that i am just a small grain in the ‘universe’ few days ago, makes me without any reason and feeling to live anymore. Not suicidal thoughts, it’s just what is sense of it? My entire life i was looking for answers and after getting them answered i have no passion and reason to work, sleep, eat etc. 35 years of my life was just a one big lie and bloody muppet show with a big sneaky plan behind it it makes me sick. All this time for nothing. Just at the end i realized that evil is present. Good is not. Is there anything that is purely mine? I dare to think that even soul doesn’t belong to me at the end. Is there anything that describe me as myself? Also, if there is only one God that is the strongest, why there are others? They can overthrown him, correct? In your articles there are also few things that do not coop with each other. In one you are saying that there is only one God, and then it says that “god of creation” or “god of this” god of that, how many is there? You are saying that Albert Einstein was one of Dragons and in other there is info that he was one of your people – which one is it? Also, as was said by you, descent of original Jewish people are the chosen one by God. Therefore again, i am nothing. How to compete with someone chosen by God? It means that he had hope and love for only one nation/group of people. What about King Solomon? Is this a fact that God gave him power to command and capture Deamons? If it is, why him? Why the act itself happened if God knew what will happen next. At the end, to whom i will be answering to? And for what? Knowing all of this and not accepting nor God nor satan what that bring upon me? At the end, something that doesn’t really matter. THere is no deny that you have brilliant knowledge but not wisdom. If you are like you said from chosen people, then what is the point of your presence here? How i can tell you are not one of the illuminati/freemasons etc.?
Thank you very much for your time and any reply from your end.
Thank you for reading and considering The Truth, no matter how hard it may be. What you are now experiencing is often called The Dark Night of the Soul. This is the point of awakening, where after sleeping in the darkness for your whole life, you have finally awoken and opened your eyes, only to find that you are surrounded by darkness. Now is a time for meditation and to speak with God. Go for long walks and discuss these feelings, out loud, while alone with God. You will cry, and these are the waters of Gods truth. And then you will know him, and you will begin to see the light of dawn. It is not easy, it will not be easy, but soon you will find that the light of God’s sun is infinitely more brilliant than the light you were dreaming of before with eyes closed.
Now to answer your questions about what you perceive as contradictions:
1. Solomon is a tale of warning to God’s people about a dynasty (not 1 guy) that was given over to Luciferian SOLAR WORSHIP and became corrupted, causing their downfall. His name is Sol-Amon, literally two solar deities. This should also give you a hint about AinStein
2. All Humans are capable of corruptibility when separated from knowing God. In pop culture this is the figure of Darth Vader. AinStein was one of ours, though not by full right, and was mixed Isis-Ra-Eli. After coming to beautiful mathematical expressions in Special Relativity, with the help of his wife, he then fell to Lucifer’s temptations slowly. He gave no credit to his wife whom devised a significant portion of Special relativity, and was tempted by Ego glorification (the second temptation by Satan of Yeshua). He then released General relativity, and gave The Truth of equations with only 80% accuracy, omitting scalar wave electro gravitation. The Dragons (the emperor in Star Wars) rewarded him handsomely. This is why the joint AinStein and Tesla Nobel prize was renigged: AinStein theorised and Tesla physically produced scalar waves. The Novel committee was then forced to revoke this award, and they were given consent by AinStein, then corrupted, who agreed to receive a prize later. Tesla, a true full blooded Aryeh Yehudah, was never corrupted and this is why he was dealt with so horribly by The Luciferians.
3. If there is no Lucifer, no Satan, there is no free will. You are given the greatest gift that all of the Angels of the cosmos have not been given: a physical body and free will to choose your life path. For clarity, Angel and Cherubim and Seraphim are all different words for “narrowing” and refer to the 4 dimensional processes of the universe becoming conscious. However they have no body and no free will. The ones that develop Ego, like Lucifer (electromagnetism) are the “fallen.”
You must rejoice you have been given a choice to live and be free by God. Your soul is given the task to choose, and the name of God, YHWH, is truly u-a-e-i, Why? So ask God why and he shall answer.
4. When I refer to the One True universal God, YHWH, I capitalise the name. English is a very poor language (and as my fourth language, not my richest, you will see sometimes I make very silly mistakes…) and the word gods, I leave uncapitalised to refer to pagan deities, which are physical human made representations of the highest four dimensional processes that have become conscious in the universal fractal.
There is also the issue of the Elohim, and Nephalim, which are not God, but we’re called “gods”, by the poor English translation The Dragons use to obfuscate The Truth. Elohim literally means “The shining one’s.” Elo=Halo. The nephalim are a reference to “The ones like clouds or nebula” which are paler and shine only around the edges. If you meet a son of Man, an Aryeh Yehudah, you will see we still shine. The pagans have of course turned this into the sun disk behind saints heads, but that is, of course a blasphemy.
Thank you for answering only what you wanted to answer. I will skip speaking with God as i tried many times and it turned out that wasn’t God who was replying. Again, another sick game of theirs. Thank you for explaining Sol-Amon history (roughly) and again as you accidently or on purpose pointed out, your kind is only one that has god’s love that make all of the rest just addition. A not wanted dessert if you will. You are saying about free will. THere is no free will if at the end i will be judged by my deeds. That’s because i can do something doesn’t mean i have free will. Demons,angels etc. were created to have some purpose – therefre they don’t have free will. A wall can separete or block – it won’t have another purposes, what i am trying to say, every item has just one purpose with some exceptions. Don’t take this personal but i was expecting some trully spiritual lift-off. Again, it’s not up to you and it’s not your fault that my expectation were different than what i received. It’s the same all over with my faith and god. It seems that only evil is listening. Again, you are constantly talking about truth yet you still hiding and censoring some names/facts/places. It’s luciferian trick, we will tell you but we decide what and when. When speaking it’s better to say everything rather than half of the story. Luciferian tactics.
I am truly sorry for all of the pain you are going through. I make no effort to hide anything from anyone and to answer any and all questions received with openness and honesty.
You are loved, and no, my people are not the only ones saved, that is not what the scriptures, nor what Yeshua taught, and it is not what was implied in my statement. There is no “competition” for the unending and limitless love of YHWH.
You will be saved by faith alone, not your birth. That does not, however, mean what most priests/pastors teach. It means giving your heart and soul to finding The Truth and YHWH, and from there accepting the path laid before, which leads to actions and choices that are deeply rooted in The Truth. God knows we are imperfect, but we are expected to endure in our faith through all. Please I urge you to do the same during this hard time and soon the Dawn will come.
There is more good in the world that you can imagine. You must seek to see and find it, and when you do, great joy will fill your heart; but you must endure through this time of tribulation. The awakening process almost always bring a sense of pointlessness, as false paradigms and purposes are removed. Still, rejoice, for now you have the path to true life set before you.
I cannot fully explain Sol-Amon in these comments, but I have tried to point you in the right direction for your own research and to provide clarity on the topic. Please let me know what other questions I missed, as your text was long and surely I have missed some things, though not out of a desire to withhold information, but because of error.
Thank you for this 444Gem.
It’s not pain, it’s just disappointment. I’ve been in much darker places that i am at the moment. Having the answers make me react in the way i didn’t even expected. Now i don’t want to be part of this. I don’t want to choose between God and Satan. Good or bad. I want to be left alone and simply live my life. I don’t like the idea that my every step is being measured and analysed and someone is constantly watching me. Also if i understand all of this, but my last spark of faith just disappeared. I don’t want to have it anymore. In any of them. then what? i will be condemned forever because i rejected all that? From 2 terrible choices, it’s obvious that we will chose the one that is less harmful for us – yet non of them is satisfying enough for us. For every good act i saw there were 10 bad ones that put shadow over the good one. AinStein define insanity. Gods plan is just pure definition of insanity, he will be punishing us as long as we ‘learn’ how to coop with the universe. It’s like the owner trying to teach dog a trick while using pain and fear. He will beat the dog and scare him as long as dog will be so terrifying that he will do the trick only because he is afraid of consequences of the owner. Exactly the same situation, we will be punished by god until we understand? That is even sicker than i thought now when i writing it down. I was seeking the truth to be closer to god all the time, but now, knowing what i know, i really don’t want to be part of this anymore. The truth pushed me more to be without side. The middle man. Hope is a very dangerous tool. A very dangerous. Also don’t feel sorry for me etc. i don’t crave for others attention and making me happy. Honestly i am so exhausted after all those years seeking for the truth, that now i wish to never ask for this in the past. It’s much easier to be ignorant and just stupid, at least you are not aware of many things and therefore those people can be fully happy not being miserable. Only thing that really freak me out is that my Mother had to die so i could know the truth that i couldn’t find before my 28th birthday. That is just mental and not alright. Dirty move. Simply saying, my mom had to die so i could understand her faith? Before that i believed in many races/ET/other livings out there in infinite universe and NASA covering it all. That is just sick.
Again, thank you very much for quick reply and apologies for my English, but on the same side i really don’t because it’s just language and point out peoples mistakes with typo etc is really bad in my opinion. Last one thing. Satan point was from the beginning to show GOd that we are not perfect as he always thought. I think, after all those years, satan made a very good point that we are the worst of his creations. Yet, god still have faith in us. Definition of insanity.
Thank you for reading all this. You know you don’t have to answer to any of this. That’s free will in my opinion.
There are absolutely no “sides” in this; this type of dualistic thinking, black vs white, good vs evil, God vs. Satan, etc was introduced by the Luciferians to mislead seekers of The Truth astray.
God spoke and created an absolutely perfect cosmic fractal, so magnificent in its glory that we cannot but comprehend the smallest portion of its workings. However, this one utterance by YHWH has given each of us our lives; we must rejoice for this beautiful gift.
So now, putting down any illusions, Our choice is whether to say God’s name and ask Why? God’s true name is u-a-e-i, the first vowels humankind ever uttered, from the top of the mouth to the bottom of the throat! We can then live in The Truth we receive, or not. That is each of ours own choice, and we are free to make it. All of the rest that follows are derivations from this very, very simple choice. Will I ask why and live in The Truth, or will I refuse it?
Luciferians, having fallen ill with the temptations, have tried very, very hard to obfuscate something so divinely simple and pure, because as they only live in 1/2 of truth, tainted and poisoned with their own lies, they cannot bear to see others that remind them of their twisted self delusions; and so they have set about to deceive the world for thousands of years, including infusing an Us vs Them mentality into every religion on the planet.
Again, there are no sides. This is a completely individual, completely personal choice: will you live in The Truth or will you not? Nobody else is involved in this choice but you and you alone, and it is to be made for you and you alone.
On my personal path, in which I ask Why? everyday, I was called to provide others a path to information that can allow them to see more clearly through the obfuscation of The Dragons and find The Truth as YHWH presents it to them; I am glad to speak and answer any questions you may have, it brings me joy to help however I can.
That is a game changer for me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for this. I do have few more questions. Seeing how you can explain things using numbers, and knowing that bible and other books created and edited by them, i would like to know if there is a specific date that will bring chaos upon us? The same event this article is about. Also, is that a fact that Adam was first human and Lilith was first female? I am aware that i am using names that are only know to me due to lack of research and possibilities but access to knowledge is a privilege that only few can afford unfortunately. So forgive me my misspelling. Another is with whom Jacob was fighting with? As someone who consider myself as not afraid of death, i would like to ask, do you know what is going to happen after we are out of this world? Are we becoming part of fractal cosmos or our energy is being destroyed because of the God’s judgement? You making me understand things in different perspective than i was always thinking. Could you please put some of your thoughts onto that subject?
Let’s be clear, the chaos is already upon us and has been since 122 years ago; but what is an instant for the kingdom of God’s cosmos, Basileas Ton Ouranon, is a lifetime for us.
The book of revelations is extraordinarily explicit in depicting WWI and WWII, predicting the number of mounted troops at 200 million, the exact total of the great wars being 197 million mobilised units. The great killing machines of tanks and helicopters and atomic warfare are also clearly described. The timing John put, using astronomical codings of the cosmic fractal was approximately 1918. See chapter 9.
It is even more clear in stating that when the second beast of Revelations 13 reaches the summer equinox, depicted by the horns of Taurus, attached to Cetus the whale (2 horns and a mouth like a dragon), it would be time for Revelations 19 and the second coming, depicted as the arrival of Aquarius (the man dressed in white with a golden stash) riding Hippos (the horse) from the spring equinox, which indicates the ruling sign of the age. Hippos is the constellation Pegasus, so wilfully mistranslated in English as “a white horse faithful and true” despite the fact that Hippos was well known as the name of the constellation Pegasus since classical Greece began. The man riding pegasus (the white horse) is Aquarius, releasing the water of the Holy Spirit upon the world for the fish of God, those that swim in the immaculate waters of truth. Yeshua himself told his disciples to look for the man with the water pitcher (Aquarius on the Spring Equinox) as the sign of the end of the age and his return. The “scientists” will tell you we have not yet arrived, but because the Dragons have purposefully changed the calculations of the sign of the age to mathematical formulas of which sign is at the horizon behind the sun. The sign of the age has always, always (up to the 20th century) been determined by which sign is last seen on the nighttime horizon before the sun rises on the spring equinox and obliterates the view of the stars out of the sky. At this moment it is Aquarius, and we were in the small gap between Pisces and Aquarius from 1500-1988, called the “dawning of the age of Aquarius,” as it is the only gap in zodiacal constellations.
In revelations 19 it states, the rider of the horse a name written on his chest nobody but he himself knows. That name is TRUTH! Because only the Truth knows it’s own name!! God is simple and gracious with us in his words.
I will expound further on these matters in Chapter IX of monkeys, but below I have attached a rough picture that explains. You also asked for a specific date, let us note that it has been, since 1996, the 2000 years anniversary of the life, ministry, death and rebirth of Yeshua-Jesus. Exactly 40 jubilees as set forth by Moses, a double millennia. 2030-2033 will be the time of exactly 2 Millenia since Yeshua’s sacrifice and re-birth as Jesus, the anointed one who has saved us from our own self-destruction.
The story of the garden of Eden has so many fractals of meaning, as all of scripture, but begin with the idea that God told humans The Truth, not to eat from the tree (the cosmic fractal that sprouts from the seed of a single decision) of the knowledge of good and evil.
We made a choice not to live in The Truth, and instead to taste the temptation… Many experts, priests and pastors, claim in one form or another that this means knowledge is bad, that by becoming intelligent we defied God, but no, it means that God told us, as already intelligent human beings (you cannot be human without intelligence, as Adam) that if we tested what was good and evil, and tasted temptation, it would lead us down a branching tree of the cosmic fractal towards self destruction and suffering…. It is so very, very simple, God provides us The Truth, and we are given the choice to ask why? And choose to accept it and live it, or not. Adam and Eve chose to disregard God’s truth.
It also states that God placed a cherubim with a flaming, “twirling sword” to guard the east, the world for twirling is actually Le-Hitapech, a word in Hebrew which represents moving in counter clock wise motion, exactly as the cosmic millstone of procession of the equinoxes does.
What this means, alongside with the word cherubim, which invokes “child like wonder,” as Yeshua said ‘you must come to me like children’ is that as a child asks Why? In search of The Truth without any presuppositions, so must we become prepared to affront The Truth in order to return to paradise. This is a very clear point made in the very outset of humanity laid forth in the scriptures of Genesis. Only through universal enlightenment in God’s Truth can we return to paradise.
A rough drawing of Cetus plus Taurus, representing the beast of two horns and a mouth like a dragonfly note Aquarius riding Pegasus is directly at spring equinox now. Also be aware that these timings further encode information about who and what the beast represents, which I will need to explain in the next chapter
Thank you for your reply 444Gem.
You were telling me that the ‘god vs bad’ was created by luciferians yet you are saying that there was a temptation from the Tree of knowing of good and evil – so this has been since forever. Also few more questions. In previous comments in other Monkey’s article, you are saying that ‘since 10,000 years humankind’, what is the origin of a man? And most important thing. Could you confirm that everything we’ve been taught from our history has been maniupulated and faked? Our astrological knowledge, the origin, and events. THere was no big flood? There was no Jacob fighting with an Angel (or deamon i asked about this but no reply) What is the origin of all us? Regarding the Beast itself. We as humans, do we get a chance to see that with our own eyes? In revelation it says that Beast will have his fight few more times before God will send them to the pit. Could you please put some of your thoughts on that?
As always, thank you very much.
The knowledge of good and evil, represents creating false dualities. To fall into this temptation is to step away from The Truth. The duality most people fall into: so if we believe that there is good and bad, then we fall into rigid morality which is a pague on mankind,
but if there is no good or bad, then we fall into nihilism and have no moral compass. This is of course, the duality presented throughout LuciferIan texts. The answer is given so eloquently by Yeshua: you will know them by their fruits.
if you plant a seed (take an action) and the fruits are figs (giving spiritual sustenance) then you know the fruits of the seed are sweet nourishment, if you plant a seed (take an action) and from it grows a poison berry (knowledge that leads to suffering), then you know you have fruits of the seed that are sweet intoxication. And that is it, you ask what shall grow from this seed? And then know what is from those fruits.
The second humanity knew of “good and evil” and began to prescribe these things to objective Truth, is the moment we fell from paradise (living in God’s Truth.) an example with the seeds: you say “from this seed what shall grow?” And you discover “sweet berries that are poisonous, and are attractive to naive children from their delicious smell” If you then say “these seeds are bad,” you have applied the knowledge of food and evil, from which are departure began. If you say “I do not wish to use my soil to grown poisonous plants that may one day kill a child, instead I shall plant gifs that can nourish me and others” now you are living in Truth.
to answer your questions:
1) Humanities origins are far too complex to go through here, however, humanity’s history stretches back 432,000 years, more or less, counting from the first time we asked u-a-e-i/Why? It is certain that the origins given in textbooks are extremely obscured, manipulated, and 1/2 true. We are indeed a hybrid species, as confirmed even by modern genetics.
2) Our history, as presented today, is extremely manipulated, obscured, and otherwise manipulated. Much of this is done in order to feed narratives that control humans which have amnesia as a species, and no idea where they really are.
In terms of the texts, you must cast out duality and yes or no thinking, as the silly, childish academics have been brainwashed to engage in. the Sacred texts are written as four dimensional fractals, as we live in a fractal, that upon meditation and discovery, can lead the discerning reader to many many branches of the cosmic Truth by traveling up the spiral in space-time. An example is the flood: Indeed it encoded a large Mesopotamian river flood around 7000 BCE. However it also reveals a much larger worldwide cat-Astro-phi, called the younger dryas, when a comet broke apart and hit earth, then
vulcanism, and melting glaciers caused a plunge back into an ice age that killed much of humanity (there is a huge genetic bottleneck around 10000 BCE) followed by a rapid warming over a few hundred years that caused increased rains and sea levels to rise 400-600 feet, wiping out all coastal civilizations. And then further up the spiral, you’ll find it encodes the fact that we live in an infinitely repeating universe that is destroyed and created in infinite cycles, God doing away with humanity by catastrophic each time for not honoring his Truth, and then starting anew, reseeding the new earth. This occurs on unimaginably huge time scales.
The story of Jacob and Israel is another Complex fractal, that I’m going to try and give you some points at which to start your own search:
As for humanities origins, I will explain further in Monkeys chapter X, it is another fractal that requires in depth explanation. As for the beasts, I will explain further in Monkeys chapter IX, which is coming soon. Suffice it to say, you have already seen both of the beasts with your eyes, many many times. We are currently living in the smalles 42 months of the fractal spiral of timeframes revealed in that prophecy. You must begin to look at scripture as a key and guide to revealing many truths on different scales of time and space, and then meditate on how they connect and reveal the four dimensional processes God designed in this beautiful place we inhabit.
You have changed my life. Simple. I asked for this many times but perhaps i wasn’t mentally ready to find the Truth. I have no words. Thank you.
I do have many more questions but unfortunately like i said, access to knowledge is a privilege that i cannot afford. So i am blindly just trying to put pieces together which is taking me my whole life, but now, i believe it will be much easier as many questions i asked were quite specific and important to me as answer to that helped me put together few things. But there is a lot more to discover.
I am indebted to you for your asking. I have felt another wave of despairing because of all the questions I still have. Dark night of the soul doesn’t reach deeply enough to paint that void, yet offers hope in the same breath as it speaks of a timeframe that is transient.
I feel you brother. Fight against myself is the toughest i ever fought. I am angry on myself that i let these people blind me for almost my entire life despite the truth that was out there the whole time. For me, the journey was always more important than reaching the destination. Final goal is just a cherry on a cake. It’s very difficult to apply God’s rules to our reality. I need to pay my rent, pay for the food and just live. My way of making money is trading, now i found out that Crypto is a weapon of the beast. How to coop with that? I don’t want to do something that will piss off God yet if i am doing this just to not starving and not sleep under the sky is this a bad thing? Infinite dilemma for me. I need money to survive in this reality, end of story. I cannot afford to go out there in the fields, eat pine cones and grass and live with peace with God. If that is what God expect from me, then i don’t think i am worthy being saved. It’s so simple yet so difficult. My sign is Gemini, since i was born i always had this dilemma. Dual personality. One side want me to follow God’s path, and the other… Well.
Also i remember i was even more angry when i tried to sell my soul and after trying for 1 year nobody answered so i gave up and lost hope. It’s very fuck1ng sad when you realize that even Satan don’t want your soul. Perhaps it’s very low quality one. I am still in that place, torn apart. My entire life was a constant battle and i would like to do this to enjoy my last 10 years on some island doing noting and just enjoy not being slave (on this world) anymore and not bother what will happen afterwards – i didn’t make the rules so why i have to obey the master? It doesn’t make sense from the beginning. I never asked to be born. It’s chaos in my head that’s why i am so unhappy all the time. Anyway, hope you will find your path as mine is very dark at the moment, but like i said, constant trials from God is no something i want to be part of.
Also, someone said to me once that i cannot sell my souls as this doesn’t belong to me. It was given by a god. Okay, it mean i am slave of the god and i will either obey or be condemned. Nice choice. I am very dark place today and to be honest i am ready to try do this again soon. I am just fed up with this bullshit all around me.
I understand your anger, or at least I know the depths of mine. The outrage that these men deem themselves set so far above us all that they can not only hide truth from us and bleed us dry on lies, but that they can snap their fingers and, at any time, any one of us may be exterminated at their whim.
I was very close to ending my life about 10 years ago, when I suddenly realized how furious at God I was. I had known I was angry, but hadn’t realized it was with Him. I told Him. It was a rough day, terribly emotional, but I got it out and was able to start to see who my real enemies are. I think that is the most insidious bit of all, not only are we sustained with lies and evil, but we are made to believe that God’s either the one doing it or He just doesn’t care one way or the other whether we suffer. Now I realize neither of those things are true.
Something you said struck me, and I hope you’ll forgive me, but I want to tell you. One reason I became so furious with God is that I’d always felt I’d done as He wanted me to, as best I knew to do. I felt He’d left me alone to flail unfairly.
I just now realize that, before, I’d been so focused on success and what might lead me there. You mentioned offering to sell your soul (which you can do, as it is your mind, will and emotions and you’ve been given free will with those things) – I see this as similar to where I was – I never said so, but my actions certainly showed I was willing. I can say that I don’t think we ever find God if we’re not fully focused on Him as the prize. He wasn’t, for me, for years. It was what He might do for me that I wanted.
As for our being led about by the nose like dumb beasts, consider this: how is every man supposed to have equal access and time to devote towards learning to fully understand? Men have spent lifetimes fully devoted and still only understand in part. Those men’s basic, human needs, were met by other men who toiled and trusted them to trade fairly their knowledge in return.
Before internet, man had to be accepted into schools, churches, etc to even begin to have basic access to the simplest understandings. Now, with internet, it is like wading through filthy swampwater to discover truth, and determining what truth is is like reading through hundreds of varying accounts of the same events written by hundreds of different people who fundamentally disagree on everything – where does truth intersect in all that mess?
I won’t pretend I always cared to know, I was no prodigy. But people like Jordan Maxwell have spent lengthy careers and still misread a fair bit. I have no idea how long Gem has been studying, but I do see that Gem has access to shared wisdom, knowledge and understanding that very, very few could ever even dream of, especially in our modern superficiality.
You mentioned crypto being the weapon of the beast, but isn’t that true of pretty much all worldly systems? I began to feel ashamed of my career in allopathic medicine quite a few years ago, but did I have the leisure to just ditch it? If I did, where would I go? How would I survive in the world as it is today? Same thought as you’ve shared – are we to feel tormented for a past we cannot go back to? Closest I could get would be begging the Amish to take me in, and I doubt they’d want me. What wildernesses are left?
I switched my focus and how I interacted with patients – what information and encouragement I gave them to better help them. I think that every effort of man has the potential to be put to good use, or to bad. Am I justifying myself? Maybe, but maybe I can be more effective in some ways if I can nudge at least some people and my experiences make me relatable to them. Do you think your career field is any more despicable than mine?
I think my current pain is because I have struggled so long to understand God and to learn to relate to Him properly and now I am hearing that everything I have believed (and struggled my whole life to believe) is just a story, allegory, and was given to me by bad actors. If those things are true, where does that leave us? I cannot even conceive of those answers anymore.
Saying you cannot sell your soul may seem religious and comforting to many, but if our own mind, will and emotions aren’t ours to dispense of as we will, then slaves are exactly what we are, and of the deepest kind, internally controlled, without choice. I do not believe this to be true and I think the most glaring evidence of it is how pressured we become to sell out if we want any measure of success in this lifetime. If we refuse, we won’t get far in this worldly system, but clearly we cannot be forced, and clearly we possess something worth selling. If a man of no means can be raised to power and wealth simply by sworn alliance, this inner being is of great value, even to demons.
I can relate to what you just said in about 90%
Similar feelings, similar pain, similar anger, similar stories.
I don’t believe in coincidence. I never did. Yesterday something amazing happened. Few days ago i said to myself that i will have a talk with God again, but i had to prepare myself mentally and just do my homework. I wanted to be ready. Yesterday, was a very bad day for me mentally (which don’t happen very often) and when i was coming back home, and something snapped and instead having a good ol’ fella talk with God, i literally was talking s**t to him. I spill all my anger on him and start questioning his actions and basically judging him. I even compare him to his son Lucifer with his pride and being selfish. Did i feel bad afterwards? I felt nothing. That was odd. I came back home, and then i read your comment. This just hit me like a brick. I start asking questions, why everything came to this moment. You described similar history to mine, but mine just happened few hours ago – odd. I really don’t even understand this anymore. How i am supposed to connect to the universe and get answers i always wanted when i am not sure if even my feelings are real. Then we need to ask question what is real? Gem has brilliant knowledge. No deny. Yet, he has been risen in this knowledge. We on the other hand was fed with bullshit that just ruined my whole life. Everything i believed is not real. Nothing. It means, that i am not real and my personality is not real. It’s much easier if you’ve been given truth since day 1, than finding its pieces when you are already been living your whole life in a big lie and truman show. It’s like with any craft and art. You learned how to do certain things and you know it make sense and it’s working, then, some master coming in, and he is showing new way of doing thigs, the same result but different way. Completely different way. Then it’s very difficult to adjust to this new way as during this, you start asking questions such as: why this way, why we not doing some steps, why this, why that. It doesn’t make any sense until it does. It’s like kid who learned how to walk, and then he thinks this is nice, i can walk! I am great! and then he sees a guy who is running very fast. The kid then want to be like this guy , NOW, but kid doesn’t know that there is a way to learn how to run and steps he needs to follow. I want to know the truth, i know it will be difficult BUT only because i’ve been brainwashed since my birth therefore it’s very difficult to switch. I understand some facts, and most important i understand myself and i learned through all those years, how to live with myself. At least that is what i think at the moment. They always saying that you need to be ready to get the answers, i get that, but perhaps i will decide about this? How you would know whether you like vanilla ice cream or chocolate without even trying them? Reject thinking that one like chocolate so he will choose chocolate ice creams.
I wanted to do this just for one reason. I was never after fame, fortune, power, none of this. Since i remember i wanted to live peaceful life. This might seems like lame excuse, but people make me what i am. I can pay with love for love, kindness for kindness etc, and also, true pain for pain, and the list goes on. I can be very calm and within a second (due to some circumstances) i can release my evil that is inside me and then i am even afraid of myself. Then within seconds i am calm again. Consequences of anger are much worse than what it caused. It’s very simple yet so difficult for me to sort this out. The only reason i wanted to sell my soul was when i realize where i am and what’s around me and i wanted to just make money to buy/built a small even wooden house in some island and then live my life the way i want to. I wanted to earn some money to do this. That’s it. So simple. I don’t crave power etc. I don’t need to have private jets and 10 assistants. I want to be left alone. Surrounded by nature and not being influenced by the outside world. I know it’s up to us what we process but it’s very hard to stay dry when it’s heavy rain outside. But now, even this process failed. I could do this again but now, when the end of our time is around the corner, why bother. I spent my life in balloon that just popped and now i realize, that after living in a lie, time is off. That is just brilliant. Perhaps 444Gem could put some light on this subject but he is silence since i told him that he influenced my life. Also i don’t understand (at this moment) why he appeared in my life now, at this moment and how this will affect my life in the future. I know it will. I would like to know the exact date when we will have to choose.
I feel your pain. Let me be clear that I was not born into this. It is Aryeh Yehudah practice that all first (and second) born males are to be fathered illegitimately, to require us to see the Truth of our own volition.
I spent my formative years feeling completely lost, and harbouring deep seeded pain in this world and Luciferian society. Having no genetic kin around made this feeling of emptiness only stronger, And indeed I suffered. However, this practice is instituted to ensure that another Sol-Amon, given his position by birth rite and then falling into Luciferian Solar worship, never occurs again (Sol Amon is discussed in further detail in the next chapter,) and that only those that seek The Truth by themselves may find it.
It was this feeling of emptiness and loneliness, along with my deep internal struggle that led me to abandon my “comfortable life” and go on a years long, eventually world round trip that led me to find my Yod’akh (brethren in Yehudah language) When I set out I did not know this would be my path, believing I was “taking a break” from normal life.
I did it on pure faith and then passed 40 days and nights in the wilderness, meaning “parts unknown where one is unknown,” tempted many times by Satan as described in the Gospels, with: 1. bread from stones (easy access to earthly comfort, ) 2. to fly on eagles wings (ego glorification, and yes Ανγελλυς in this passage is a reference to Eagles, not the mistranslation of “Angels,” as the word in Spanish Aguila is derived, referencing the Aryan Eagle that represents ego and pride, as shown on the $ bill and so many flags, including the Roman Imperial, French Imperial, and Scottish Rite Fr33ma$on 32nd degree flags) and Earthly power. Each time I refused. Be aware that 40 days in parts unknown where I was unknown, refers to 4 completed circles, or 1440 days, with each day representing one degree of a circle, and 1440 being the degrees of 4 full circles, a period of 3.9 Solar Years, with each year being one full circle, and one season! This represents, Spring into Summer (growth), Summer into Fall (Decay), Fall into Winter (death of the old persona), and Winter into Sprinf (being “born again” with eyes awoken)
It was after saying the true name YHWH, “Why?” And going on this search, which was a journey replete with tribulation, that I found my origins and thus began my training in The Truth, which I now share freely here with anyone who seeks enough to come to this forum, a place for those asking “Why?”
You now both stand on the precipice of choosing to accept or deny this journey. I do not know what this means will come for either of you, nor the journey’s shape or form, but I can assure you it will not be easy. The rewards will be great in this life, and echo into eternity.
”You now both stand on the precipice of choosing to accept or deny this journey. I do not know what this means will come for either of you, nor the journey’s shape or form, but I can assure you it will not be easy. The rewards will be great in this life, and echo into eternity.”
Thank you for this.
Regarding questions, i am aware that to know the truth we need to start from the beginning till the end. But you started your story from the middle. Is there some specific law that forbids you to share everything with us? Or it’s just a process that will prepare us for something bigger? I do have 3 more questions which probably you will be keen to explain.
And last thing. You are saying that David’s bloodline is saint. Isn’t David was father of Solomon the king? Isn’t that mean this is luciferian bloodline? I just based this upon what i know and what i read – i know this was manipulated but i would like to know the truth.
Again, thank you for this 444Gem, i know my path will be tough, but to make a choice, i need to know everything. It’s simple. Without this, i don’t want to pick a side and be judged knowing only 1/3 of the truth. I don’t like this idea of ‘i will tell you wen the time is right’. Sometimes you can prepare yourself for some events.
1. The beginning of it all was so many ages ago, so many universes before, that the time length is indescribable. It is best left to say that the beginning was the end, and an infinite time ago. The beginning of earth forming was 4.611 Billion years ago: The length of Time for Earth’s orbit to spiral around the sun into the same frame of reference is 109,800 solar years, multiplied by 42×1000 (40 jubilees, hence 40 always means “until completion” in scripture. The beginning of non-molten earth was 4.32 Billion years ago: 360 years per 50 degrees of procession of the equinox , times 12 zodiacs, times 1 million, or 40,000 Jubilees. The beginning of humans first true “ancestors” was 4.32 million years ago, 72 years is the lifetime of a man, times 600 generations times 4000 Jubilees. The first speaking and thinking humans to ask why was 432,000 years ago, 600x6x(6+6) years.
2. Given the Infinite nature of the universe in repeating cycles, is Adam of this universe the first man created by God? No he was not. Further, the first Ummanu (where the word Human comes from), Adam, was a hybrid being made by the Elohim, Elo= Halo Im = plural, literally “the shining ones.” they said “come let us make man in our image.” There is a further hybridisation occurring later, involving the Nephalim, “the cloudy ones from the nebula.”
3. The prophecy of Revelations began to be fulfilled the moment it was written. The primary period signaled began in 1918, and took further steps in 1949, 1988, 2012 and 2020. Revelations identifies the spiral cycles (666) and modes of action of the Luciferians, and the inevitable end, as planned by Yeshua, that their ways of doing will bring about. We are, however, in a critical moment, 2000 years since the life, ministry, and death of Yeshua. I attached above star charts that explain exactly the moments involved.
4. It is the line of Aryeh Yehudah, running from Adam-Noah-Moses-David-Yeshua/James that is tasked with unveiling the Truth and sacrificing for this world. Sol-Amon was a downfall, as we are fallible humans, given free will to choose; David broke the rule of illegitimate parentage and it cost dearly.
The word “Saint” means “little Saturnian,” and is code by the Luciferians of Popery.
Thank you for your time and knowledge 444Gem. With my 1st comment i said i was counting for a spiritual breakthrough and there it is. Another step. As i was expecting, more answers brought more questions and more confusion. I am at the moment in place where everything is mixed up with everything. What is true and what is not? How accurate is our modern science? Can we even believe them in some ways? What do you mean when you saying ‘in this universe’? In this fractal of time and space? So it is true then – we do have multiverse yet it’s different than described by scientists, am i correct? Is that mean that there are ‘other’ in cosmos? We are not ‘alone’ after all? When i was young I believed that there are aliens and countless universes and galactic. Then i believed that we are fooled and earth is actually flat, created by God and with firmament and i was thinking earth is just One and stars are something different, yet reading your comments, i cannot understand this, If let’s say Jupiter/Saturn/Sun are ‘stars’ then why people were glorify them and gave them image etc? This i cannot yet understand. Now everything mixed up. Science with the Truth. What happened with other universes and their householders? Is the same destiny is written for us? What is everyone’s purpose here? I never was good with astrology and those numbers are not understandable for me at the moment. I need to study more. I believed that end of times for us will be literal, that i will see Yeshua and the beast and there will be a massive fight. Yet it turns out that it is just metaphor and written as a riddle. It turns out that i have seen beast with my own eyes and now i can see where – thanks to you. There will be others after us? How many? Is it ever going to an end?
444Gem, is there a chance that we can have a conversation via email? I understand few things and i would like to ask few more questions, but not about our fate etc. as i am not really interested in this anymore, i am focus now ‘how’ to find him. Focus on important things. As we were given free will, you can say no to that and i will fully understand. I don’t know whether i am heading in right direction.
One more thing i would like to say is that i was thinking about journey like this for almost 10 years now. In this time my whole life changed. Long story short, i will not resign from loved one and those who love me for such purpose like this. It’s quite selfish to resign from people you love to discover your inner-self in my opinion. I could take my wife with me, but i know with 1st situation that her life would be in danger i will turn into devil itself and will do anything to protect her and the whole journey will be pointless as i would like to learn how to forgive.
I have very little family, rather as Gem described. My childhood was disconnected from almost everyone and my main goal as a child was to be unnoticed, because notice only ever meant I was in trouble. I have very few friends, even now, as I was never free to socialize or to learn how to be a friend. I suppose my aspirations were born of wanting to BE someone, to feel real. But there was always conflict in that as well, because I have never loved this world nor felt comfortable in it. I have never belonged. We live very rural now and it is not far enough removed for me. Your dream of a private island is very relatable to me. I am not attached to anything material.
I am remarried to someone I genuinely love and my daughter is one of my greatest joys, so I cannot imagine leaving them, either. This late in the game and at my age, I’m not certain doing so would yield me much I cannot garner from where I am. The small portion of my beliefs I do share with them are often met with bewilderment and frustration, but that is slowly getting better. I don’t discuss my beliefs with other people around me, it is pointless and only creates conflict. I don’t have many answers either, but I refuse to go back or to remain still. I will still believe that my persistence and sincerity will open doors for me of understanding. I am certain of this because, although I look forward and am dismayed at the vastness of all I don’t know, when I look behind me I see how far I’ve come and what great change has already been wrought.
As for forgiveness, I have never been one to hold grudges, but several people in my past wounded me over and again to the point that I thought I’d never recover. For the first time, I felt raw hatred, and I was afraid of the intensity of it, because I knew what my heart wanted to do in return. I would pray for God to change my heart because I was incapable of letting this go myself. I had to ask Him to help me to forgive. I still do, when some reminder shows me that some hurts are still deep within (but they are far fewer and farther between now). One thing I realized about forgiveness is, it’s more for you than it is for the person you forgive. In my case, very plainly, because these people moved on after nearly obliterating me – my unforgiveness wasn’t troubling them at all. But it was destroying me.
I was never one to believe things without questioning. It has taken me so long to come to a place of enough understanding to be able to fully trust God – I’ve spent years praying to know Him as He is to be known. I thought I’d finally gotten there – the answers I didn’t have weren’t troubling me, finally, as I knew that, regardless, God is good and able to be trusted. Better than any father I could conceive of. I have never found answers in religion, but I did find someone with a lot of knowledge and understanding who finally made scriptures make sense. I felt that, at least, could be believed.
Now, I feel I am back to facing a faceless entity again, removed from me. I am back to not having any idea what to expect after a long struggle to relax and to not fear. I have been expecting Messiah’s return and now have no idea what form that might take, if it is even anywhere near what I have been given to believe. If we are to be left to these ravening wolves. If they gave us the story of His return so we would become complacent in our waiting. Just another superhero movie to make us believe it’s all going to be okay.
That is why I have spent the last week struggling to talk to God. It is pain in my spirit. I can tell myself He didn’t change, my understanding is, but it still hurts like a betrayal. I am struggling to hold on to my belief that, no matter what, He is good and I will learn enough to come through to peace again.
When i was young i discovered that i have no talent, no skills, nothing, except that i was quite intelligent, kids were spending days on understand simple tasks, i could master them with second approach. On the other hand, i was always struggling at school with my grades as this knowledge for me was always useless and i was asking how this will help me with my later life? Always questioning everything, wanted to know the answers. As described, simple, WHY? I want to know. I discovered while other kids were playing ball, card games, and board games i was more focused on behaviours and how people are acting? I couldn’t understand this until i was older and gained some experience and understanding. I cannot explain this in words but i have some ‘skill’ which when meeting with people, or just observing them i can tell what they are. Sometimes one sentence from their mouth is enough. 3 years ago i was visiting my wife’s sister. She introduced me to one old guy and when i shake hand with him for the first time and looking him deeply in the eyes i already knew he is evil man. I just felt it. I said that to her later and she was saying that as always i am paranoid and i still judging people. Just one month ago it turns out, this fella was a podophile. When i found out i wasn’t proud of it that i was right (or perhaps i was, my Ego was always my nemezis) yet i am interested why i can see things like that yet i cannot connect with God? When i am trying to meditate there is always a distraction in my head. I cannot calm my head, my brains, constant flow of thoughts and questions and everything. I i can drive a car or doing something else and my mind is in different place and time, yet i can do those 2 things at the same time, being focused not to smash my car, yet having a conversation with myself and putting pieces together. After so many years, i realize, that this is my skill. Some people were gifted with artistic skills, some can play on the guitar, some can be scientists. I have been ‘gifted’ with this and i cannot find God yet. Even when i was trying, perhaps i wasn’t talking to him the right way? I would like to ask 444Gem how to formulate this. saying ‘why’ or u-a-e-i and ten what? I should ask Why, why this is happening? Or, God, Why this is happening? Or, why i am in this place in my life? Why i cannot connect to you? how this supposed to work.
Thank you both for your time, this conversation was mind blowing for me and great experience. I never used my real name online, i barely even comment something online as there is no point fighting with windmills, yet here, in this conversation i really didn’t care about my privacy anymore. Which is really odd for me as i always was in the shadow for my whole life. I didn’t even used my real name in life as people knew me for my nickname. Like you said, the journey is so long now, that sometimes i am tired. Whenever i feel like ‘this is it, i believe in this’ something happening and everything is being crushed and i need to start over again. Is there even a GOD itself or there are God for weather, life, knowledge and this create the GOD as whole?
I don’t have quite your clarity of sight with people, but I am very intuitive with them, people cannot hide their real feelings from their eyes, even those who are practiced at the lie. But I entirely understand your description of your thoughts and focus. I see it as “going onto autopilot” and get so absorbed I often forget the details of how I drove home, etc, as well. It can be disconcerting at times. Jack of many trades, master of none, but my mind never stops seeking and processing. My curiosity never says “enough”.
I am also private, but on here…? No one here knows me so I feel more free to say and ask exactly what I wish – who cares if someone I will never meet wishes to mock or deride me for it? I will never have answers if I am too fearful to ask. I don’t like to waste time in silly conversation, but here I have been finding meat that is well worth chewing through.
The length of time life has existed, alone, speaks to a benevolent God, does it not? Otherwise, the sandbox would have been well-wrecked ages ago. I suppose one could argue it the other way, that a benevolent God would have wrecked this evil, but there’s that freewill again. The evidence, for me, points to the first.
I am just now getting somewhat of a sense (a mental/spiritual image) that there is an overriding force that is inexorable, pure goodness, and that there are many entities who fall into place beneath that force, who are part of that same in varying degrees (the universal fractal – GOD is the all-encompassing, massive imprint – the outline, shape, writ large and all else falls within as smaller, similar shapes forming that same whole, filling it out, or alternately, creating broken fragments, shards, where their counter-wills shatter off from the purpose and form splinters, wounds, deep abscessed sicknesses if they go on counter for long enough – I’m not sure I’m describing this worth a darn). GOD is conscious and His laws He set into motion when He made everything there is are all that are needed to maintain everything – He doesn’t need to do anything more as He has already provided everything, from conception to remedy, and those things manifest on their own as results of our actions. I have long believed that judgment is the outcome of a chosen course of action, not necessarily an imposed punishment – if you leap from a cliff, you will fall, if you overindulge in things bad for your health, you will sicken, etc. This is true freedom, the freedom from God to do as we will and experience those inevitable outcomes. I am not sure now that GOD has a “person” as we conceive of such, a single, recognizable form we can interact with face-to-face. I wonder if He is like oxygen and water and the sun – everywhere, all encompassing. So we can “walk with Him” but not side-by-side, per se, He is with us and within us. This just opened within my spirit as I was responding to you (in a much shorter message, my apologies, lol!) I still don’t understand how this changes my former understanding of “end times” and what it means for our future generations, but I am profoundly reassured.
I appreciate your fearlessness in sharing your raw emotions, that is rare and it is real.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts with me. It’s really something. I’ve never had issues with discussing my feeling openly. I was always wondering why other can’t do the same, wouldn’t world be a better place then? Also i never faked my feelings, never crave for attention etc. My feelings are always real but my biggest concern is that i am quite nervous person. I cannot tolerate idiots. Stupidity should be the only sin. And i am not talking about someone who doesn’t understand the ‘sense of life’ or quantum physics but situation from this morning. I am living in a country where you have something called Single Track Road, which is only one lane with passing places. Guy was driving like a maniac and then he nearly smashed into me, i kicked in and stopped the car and went to confront him as he flipped the finger and stopped. Go for it. And then he said to me, that i was driving to fast so he couldn’t even react properly. I was driving 30miles/h not 60. And this is it. Predictions. I knew that there might be a oncoming vehicle, he didn’t even consider this despite he was like 60 years old guy and then he tried to put the blame on be because he is an idiot and almost crashed his car. And situations like this happens to me on daily basics. Idiots are everywhere and i lost hope in mankind as history tells, people can’t learn and we are just in the same place all over again. Yet, people still think that they are super intelligent and know everything but on the other side they are acting like idiots, check people that are fighting over a TV because it’s Cyber monday or any other crap. I’ve seen on my own eyes how people were fighting to the blood in store over a Xbox console. Humanity. A disease to the planet. We are not God’s greatest creation, we are his worst creation in my opinion and i would like to have his patience and faith in our kind. Even if we reach some stage in our life in the future, there will be always someone who will feel superior and proud and history will circle back. But i think it’s up to me to stay focused and sane without even paying attention to things like that, but if someone can cause you damage because of someone’s else stupidity, why i need to suffer?
I’m more skeptical that a lot of that is stupidity so much as it is a numbness to their surroundings, a self-centeredness that only they really matter, and a willingness to lie and play dumb to escape accountability.
Is that better or worse than stupidity…?
But I also know there is no doubt we are witnessing the longterm results of a load of humans going through life without having to work very hard to sustain themselves, with warning labels on everything and most have no idea where anything natural even comes from anymore – what observable lessons can the vast majority find on their own in that environment? The Bible puts all knowledge into natural terms for our understanding. What makes a human curious about how the world functions when they can go buy food and drink, home, heat and comfort, then sit and be entertained the rest of the time?
Try to take heart that not everyone is lost – you are here, as are many others, who are searching for answers and for meaning and aren’t satisfied with just floating along like that.
It might be a useful exercise to purposefully identify at least one positive quality in every person you meet to interact with, especially the ones who really tick you off. We’re all good mixed with bad in varying measures – switch focus.
I did a similar thing to change intrenched patterns of negative thoughts, I call it “rewriting brain tracks”. I think of our patterns of thoughts as stream rivulets, a stimulus (event) happens and the water races through the resulting paths as it always has (least resistance) and makes those same old tracks a little deeper and a little easier for the next time something happens. Our reactions become automatic and often grow larger (and sometimes out of proportion).
If you want to change how you think, it takes practice, time and effort. Why would you want to be the one who changes here?
1) you are the one aware enough to be bothered by this
2) it is making you miserable but probably not affecting them
3) the ability to change gives you power and frees you from being a prisoner, stuck
4) A side benefit is that now you have trained yourself to focus more on positive things that bring you peace and happiness, so your entire mood is better and people react to you better (which almost always brings greater cooperation and consideration from them). It also leaves your mind less cluttered with coping with the frustrations of your emotions.
If you are anything like me, you might be saying, great, but how to do this?
What I did was, each time I had a negative thought, I would capture it in my mind in that moment it occurred, I’d literally stop the thought and say (or think) “NO!” Then I’d change the thought into a positive one.
To illustrate, I used to be nothing but negative about myself, putting myself down constantly. So, if the thought came, “I’m so stupid! I never do anything right!” I’d stop that thought and change it to, “I’m not understanding how to solve this problem right now, let me try it some other way” or even just, “I am NOT stupid, I just haven’t figured this out yet. But I WILL.” Initially it seemed like I was having to stop and do this all the time, but with long enough practice my thoughts changed and it made everything so much better for me.
BTW, I am the same A E you wrote back to. I wanted to begin to post articles on my laptop and the system didn’t like my two letters with spaces between, so I had to use something longer. When I post from my phone it still shows as A E because I used a system-generated password there is NO WAY I can remember, lol.
”If you want to change how you think, it takes practice, time and effort. Why would you want to be the one who changes here?
1) you are the one aware enough to be bothered by this”
It just hit me like a lightning. I was contemplating on this about an hour yesterday. It really touched my ‘ego’. I know i need to learn how to change my thinking and i am trying to do this since i was aware of that, but it’s taking me ages and in my case, it’s taking ages. but there is progress. Very small but still ahead. Everyday is a battle for me. With myself mostly. I am my worst enemy to be honest. Despite this, everything i am doing is from the good will of my heart, my help is pure and real, and i don’t except nothing back. Not even a thank you as i did it because i wanted to do it. Same goes to anger. Now i am balancing between 2. I hope that one day, Happiness and good, will overload pain, anger and sorrow and i will be able to live with myself. I have regrets, lots of them. I know i overreact most of the times and it’s caused by me, as mostly i am adding more oil into fire. The thing with finding a good things in people is quite tricky as we have all sort of scums all around, and i don’t want to give them second chance. Rapist, murderers, podophiles, Choice is obvious as our will be at the end of our times. Apologies for my English language and i know there are many people reading my posts and want to stab me to death because i cripple their language but that’s the best i can do at the moment. It’s very painful for me as i would like to speak so eloquent as you people but instead i am spending hour reading post with dictionary in my hand as some words are unknown for me. My native language is Polish. THere you go, i said it, i exposure myself online which was impossible for me before. Please don’t stop, this pushing me to constant improvements. Thank you for your time and your opinion. I don’t discuss those things with people anymore, except my wife (i stopped like 15 years ago, there is no point) but this conversation was a emotional breakthrough to me. All i can say is simple Thank You. Final note. You said that through your journey you’ve changed. I can say the same thing about me, if i look back where i was mentally and where i am right now it’s unbelievable what journey i am having and i really don’t want to stop to catch a breath. I hope we will hear back from 444Gem.
HalleluYah!! We are like kindreds, just at different points in space and time! Everything you describe of your inner struggle has also been mine, all my life, and I fight on, too.
The epiphanies since Gem began are coming hard and fast now for me as well and I feel that same hunger. We’re reaching up together.
I made it a distance with good and faithful people who taught me all they knew, freely, and what one in particular was saying was revolutionary for me (and I pestered him a fair bit beyond common politeness too, as I do Gem) but it still was nothing compared to this light.
I am grinning ear-to-ear that I got to share some things with you and it’s helping you, too. Praise GOD! It’s His truths, so His thanks.
Also, if you hadn’t told me English wasn’t your primary language, I may have only had hints to tell me you were non-English speaking European, but no certainty – it is the use here and there of appropriate words, but not spelled as we do in America (like we say, “in the hospital” whereas Europeans say, “in hospital”) combined with your not using very common turns of speech English Europeans use frequently.
I, on the other hand, have had my entire life to perfect English and any professor of it will tell you I suck at it. I try to choose my words as precisely as possible so my picture is clear, but end up throwing a lot of paint at the wall in the process. And I only recognize some words here and there from mainly the Romance languages, but as a child just learning colors and letters and a few memorized phrases.
Be blessed, and thank you so much for sharing this with me!
When i read this comment to my wife yesterday, she replied: See, you make each other’s day, and you are living across the globe to each other.
I wanted to say more but this is just it. I have nothing more to say at this moment. Apologies. I would rather say nothing than something irrelevant.
Maciej, I do not have any sort of contact for safety reasons. It is not a game to be taken lightly to discuss The Truth in the open.
The ones that do, and have not headed this advice, often pay the price; Milton “Bill” Cooper is the classic example: In July 2001, he announced their would be a major false flag attack in the US with Osama Bin Laden as the scapegoat. Then 9/11 happened, and in November 2001, he was shot in the head by the FBI and painted as a crazy.
I would encourage you to begin doing excercises to shift your focus from self derogatory, to self affirming. You must face your shadow side, show it sympathy, and then transcend it. Read the story of Ishtar’s descent, which is an allegory for how this is done.
A good place to start is to begin taking walks in nature, and finding things that are beautiful and marvellous. If it is a flower, smell the flower, touch it, and look at it, and say “this flower is beautiful and sweet just like me, I am the beautiful flower.” If it is a tall imposing tree, touch the bark, lay down and marvel at its magnificent size and say “This tree is big and magnificent, imposing and strong, just like me. I am the big, strong, magnificent Tree.” If it is the leaves on the ground of many hues and shapes, stop and really observe their Colors and say “These leaves are so many wonderful hues and shapes. I am the leaves of many wonderful Colors and shapes.”
You don’t have to use my observation, in fact it’s better if you use your own; but repeat this everyday for an hour, and after some time, it might be 1 Day, 1 week, 1 month or 1 year, you will find your mindset is changing and you are embodying the wonderful aspects of yourself in your subconscious.
That’s a great point I missed relaying and it’s probably why the guided imagery on the heart shocked me open as it did. I was buried in self-hatred. My experience with this path was learning to truly forgive myself and to speak kindly to myself as if I’m speaking to a beloved child I’m trying to teach and train.
I remember feeling shocked and appalled when I finally realized the extent to which negative self talk was absurdly dominating my awareness. It was a huge job to turn that around and start being nicer to myself. I found I was saying things to and about myself I would never even dream of saying to people I didn’t even like.
Forgiving the world for how it is was another enormous job that was even more deceptive to recognize than forgiving myself.
I thought I had completed my forgiveness work having done the people who hurt me and myself. Then I realized omg I have so much anger toward the world it is tearing me apart
Yes! People used to say, “You are SO negative!” I was called pessimist, you name it and I couldn’t see it, I said, “I’m just being REAL”. It was awful once I realized, I could literally sense a small, wounded child inside me, a sad, dirty orphan, head down, face streaked with tears and I recognized her because I’d dreamed about her before. She was spooky and frightening in that dream because she was floating as if drowned, but still animated and she stepped out of the water, reaching towards me as she walked forward, mouth open but speaking soundlessly. She wanted to rejoin me, she was myself.
I had similar visions in the process toward shifting it. There were repeated mental imagery and repeating thoughts. Most of that stuff is not your own I believe. It is all in the process of kicking the demons out
No contacting details…. yet you have asked countless times here for people’s email.
I have struggled with wondering, too, Maciej. What I am doing is, look at the truths being presented and observe what fruit I can see.
The truths Gem shares are shared with supporting evidence so we can confirm them, but we are also able to ask God to confirm – I always begin by asking to God confirm for me all truth but reveal to me all error so I do not get sidetracked, then I trust that God is not only able to do this, but loves me enough that He wants to and will.
Think of this: God’s truth is TRUTH and is incontrovertible, no matter who’s speaking it.
This is like you, and me, and Kwon, all approaching this from our varying angles of experience – Kwon more New Age, you more from frustrated faith, me from a bit of both.
But if the truth is the truth, then the ONLY thing that changes is, when you reach that crossroads of completion of understanding, who then will you serve?
I chose who I would serve first and was willing to sacrifice the further pursuit of knowledge and understanding if that’s what it took.
Kwon chose the opposite because he initially thought knowledge and understanding couldn’t be found in God (kind of the flip coin of my approach – I agreed in a way, but in the opposite – I didn’t think you could discover all this and stay in God).
So, I am saying, take what is offered, submit it before God and ask for Him to settle what is true within your soul. Trust that, no matter whether Gem is a YHWH servant or no is immaterial in your acceptance of the spiritual and natural truths he is revealing, because in the end you retain the same right inherent in ALL men, which is to CHOOSE.
But thank you as always. Can’t wait for more. It only confirms, that even the truth cannot be spoken out loud because people are scared of Dragons. Therefore, why even picking up the glove if you don’t want to fight till the end? This means, if dragons will squeeze your people or you probably you will switch the side like flag on the wind because you cannot discuss truth out loud. See? MYSTERIES since beginning of it all. As always, hierarchy etc. It;s the same method as freema$ons are using, only 1/2, 1/3 of the truth itself. Never the essence of it. But well. It’s just the way it is. Ego, proud and mysteries above anything else. Its like eating the candy bar and then someone is taking away last bite. Now i am wondering how much ‘truth’ you hide in your series.
This thought has been weighing on me for several days now. It isn’t fully formed but I’m going to ask anyway.
In the allegory of Star Wars Obi Wan Kenobi gives up his “life” when Luke enters the scene while battling Darth Vader.
There was no dead body – it was like he just changed forms and said “strike me down and I shall become more powerful than you can imagine” or something along those lines.
It almost seems like in order to enter the Kingdom of God one had to die at the hands of their oppressor. There is a line between symbolic and literal here I am struggling to understand.
In my darkest days that seemed to never end it felt like I died a 1,000 deaths. And another type of death when I awakened to The Truth of the Bible. And it also seems like a physical death at their hands is still rattling around in my awareness.
I think the key here is, what is the spiritual truth being illustrated in Obi Wan’s character? What spiritual role does he play? Many accounts in the Bible of people giving up the ghost – deciding when they go. Two were taken up bodily.
I’m not familiar with giving up the ghost stories in the Bible. Not even sure what you mean by that
It was the archaic way of saying they died in that moment.
Have you ever heard of dying people who their family swear “wait” until that final person is able to come to say goodbye, then they are gone as if they have been “released”? Or a wife dying and a husband following directly after her despite nothing physically to cause that death?
Yes, I watched it happen with my step mother. After my dad died she followed very quickly because she felt so lonely.
I have thought for a while now that I had achieved a place where death becomes a decision. Ok, I’ve experienced enough – I did it all and what came here to do, now I’ll just go to sleep and let go to the next stage.
But now I’m not so sure
I think that depends on several factors. I think, for a natural man, you cannot discount the free moral agency of others and how that might impact you unexpectedly. I think you have managed much of the progressive degradations (diseases, etc) that many others succumb to in a way that increases your odds of dying by choice, but not by accident or malignance of others.
But the spiritual promises of God include His protection for those who worship Him in spirit and in truth and who follow Him Psalm 91:7 “A thousand may fall at your side, And ten thousand at your right hand; But it shall not come near you. ”
So, when you combine the knowledge (TRUTH) with the wisdom (understanding) with faith – (serving and following) you complete the 3/3 whole, full circuit and are fully plugged in to God. You are actively conducting His energy and are His (little) light in the world.
I think (I am just following this thread of thought in real time) that when one who has been made whole is to sacrifice for God, He doesn’t go into it unawares. God does not abuse His servants. Those people are approached, with full understanding by God, and are given a choice (like Mary was, to be the vessel to birth Christ and like the prophets and apostles who knew the manners in which their deaths would come) and accept their roles with full awareness. I think this may explain Gem – he has his role and his promised protection and he knows the limits and extents of both. To maintain the one (protection) he has to operate within the margins of the other (his role) because it is in our obedience we may expect to find all the promises of God fully manifested in our own lives.
Obi Wan I think is a type for this – he is what Emperor Palatine would have been had he chosen good. They both had the 2/3’s fullness of truth and knew how to wield it for results in the natural, but only Obi Wan had the last 1/3, which was, when he faced the same crossroads of choice, he chose to serve the Creator, not the creation (Lucifer and therefore also himself). I wonder if he was the symbolic Messiah, who knew the manner of his death and sacrificed for others after training his adepts (disciples) and as Messiah stated, “Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father.” John 14:12.
Messiah literally had to be “struck down” sacrificed in order to take back the keys of hell and of death and to restore man to his spiritual Eden state. So, by being struck down, he would become “more powerful than you can imagine”.
You’re making a lot of sense here and your knowledge of the Bible is impressive.
I have never been one to worry about death ever. For some reason it has been in my awareness a lot lately and I don’t know why. It’s been a strange emotional day or two
I see our individual struggles stemming from the different starting points from which we are approaching this.
For example: the Christian bible juxtaposes the Old Testament vs the New, but more specifically, the knowledge and understanding the Hebrews had vs the faith of the Gentiles.
The Hebrews knew already the spiritual-natural basics and how these principles worked, at least to a fair extent – it’s common knowledge that Hebrews know some principles that, at least, make them wealthier, bring peace, etc – Shalom (nothing missing, nothing broken, loosely). They just lacked the 1/3 of faith in the manifested Truth of Messiah.
Gentiles were the polar opposites – they knew NOTHING of those mysteries – they only had faith. Or maybe they know scattered bits and pieces of the mysteries, but twistedly from the worship of gods and only enough for them to be mystified, and slaves.
That is mostly still true today. So, it’s easy for a Christian to believe he can be saved but almost impossible for him to manifest healing in the natural. The Hebrews did not find healing at all mysterious.
So I have fretted over what you already well know, and vice-versa.
Your understanding of death has been shaken because your new understanding of God has shaken you. You face the same, “What’s real here, now?” as I do, only with different missing or wrong pieces.
Yes it’s true. There is some adjustment and “growing pains” seeping into my awareness since this awakening – as I newly mentioned on your comment in Atonement post.
Breaking faith into 3’s as you have is very interesting and is resonating. Time to go to the office – ttyl
Okey. Today i looked on things from different perspective. As my emotions can change drastically i will say to what ‘conclusions’ i came. When i started to read those articles, this was a huge amount of dopamine because this was something new. Something presented in a way that i wasn’t even thinking of. You are doing something one way, and then someone is telling you that you can do this in a different way and you think Eureka! Amazing, another shot of dopamine. That what happened with me. But now i looked on this from different perspective. Hear me out please
First one is, there is no God at all. All it is, is just the first process of the infinite universe that bring everything to its existence and some people call that specific process the ‘GOD’ such as we describe processes in nature by giving them names and theories. Gem speaks about nature etc, basically that we need to connect to the earth. Not mentioning God itself. Given the situation that it’s all about processes in nature, this can be IT. Connection with the first process of the universe which people might call GOD. There is no soul, spirit etc, all it is, is just electromagnetic charge that keeps us alive – like a battery, when it’s gone it’s gone, but you can recharge it. Infinite universe. Again, another process. Even when woman get impregnate there is small electromagnetic charge. That’s what it is. The so called “soul” or “spirit” – you name it, that is keeping us alive. Even when reanimating in the hospital, they are using electromagnetic charge to revive, correct? Like he said, we have tendency to describe events of the universe literally by giving those processes a “human” shape. Such as forming of Saturn/Jupiter.
When some intelligent people realized that they can use it as trickery, they started to mastering it with time. In Monkeys comments, he said that Yeshua sacrificed himself because he knew what effect that it will bring in the future. Another hint that there is no God and Yeshua never was his son. Another made up story to give some processes a human shape to deceive mankind. There is nothing special in predicting some events, what if he was the man of his time, and he knew that during the Roman emperor rules, we will eventually kill ourselves because of the politics, wars, economy etc. Someone wrote the whole thing down, and again, gave it a human story shape, someone who knew about how the stars are moving on the sky and about the patterns. Then he said that when this constellation will reach this concestalltion this will happen. Nowdays we are just using our watches to measure some events because we don;t know how to read from the stars anymore. Example: let’s say i have brilliant knowledge about the stars (which i don’t have) and i am in current times with all that technology. I have huge understanding about how the world is running and i can predict, that within few years we will have watches with our own hologram and other people. I will wrote it down (without specific date – to add the mystery to it) and then i will say if constellation of Aquarius will meet Orion this will happen. Long after i am gone, someone will discover my notes and he will say ‘o crap, this is actually happening he predicted the future! (many fractals) He is some kind of prophet! Am i actually? There is no mention in Monkeys that Yeshua/Jezus was the son of God. Maybe he knew how the universe is created and about the processes. Illuminati/freemasons whatever, they know what will happen in the future because they are the ones who are creating it. There is nothing special about that. Another process. THerefore there is a mention about fractals and examples such as pine cone. If you are aware of the what you are surrounded then there is nothing special with predicting what will happen. In old times, they were using constellations to describe “time” and the future, and now we are using watches and specific dates. That is why he mentioned a tree as an example. Following that thought, there is no “afterlife” no meetings with people you knew and loved. When our “soul” electromagnetic charge is gone then it’s just another process and our small charge is being used to create something new in the universe – that would explain the infinite universe theory for the first process of the universe. But there is no ‘aware’ God per se. This is just process… I know how this sound but i think i lost hope today after having this thought. And weird thing is, that i am feeling very good with this. Faith, hope is the biggest weapon of mankind since people realize that and they mastered how to use it against us. It’s very safe to believe that there is always someone who is watching us but to be honest, every our act here, is OUR act and only. We like to explain that in difficult situations God gave us power. Did he? Or it was you who gave it to you itself. If we believe in something, then we are creating this massive energy within us and we are capable of doing things that we normally cannot imagine. People will describe it as a act of god but this is jsut another process in the universe. You believed in something > you created massive energy > you achieved it. The power of being focused on one thing. Hope and discovering faith after one event happened 7 years ago, brought such pain and sorrow upon me that i was lost. Hope and faith, very dangerous weapon. Without faith, there is no pain, no regrets, no sorrow, no nightmares.
Another theory is that he is one of the Dragons and his mission here is to present their ‘view’ of ‘enlightenment’ that is know to some degree freemasons, to twist their head when recruiting, to twist our minds and distract us from God because what if everything actually exists? God, Son of God Jezus, Angels, Demons, etc, and they trying to present this ‘new theory’ to us through him. It is amazing how many people is following him on this forum as he present this such an amazing view. He never answered to some specific questions, and even when speaking about God he speaks with dualism. I know it’s a lot but that i had to share this though with someone whom i don’t know. Peace brother.
All your arguments are familiar to me and why I’ve struggled with Gem, too. I’ve even made references to whether he might be very specialized AI, because he’s so rapid and his responses are always in huge depth, with detailed, encyclopedic recall. All while he is churning out huge articles. That seems impossible to me.
I actually wrote to you days ago about God being more of a force and not so much a person, and elsewhere, Gem cautioned me because of it, against falling prey to the Gnostic lie that Christ never came and lived as fully human.
I am coming to realize that, the spiritual kingdom is where everything that’s actually real is – everything starts there – this natural realm is like the shadow of the huge tree reflection in the lake. The huge tree (or mountain, any object) itself is the spiritual realm itself. As above, so below is a spiritual TRUTH – the dragons take it, make it spooky and mysterious (a threatening slogan towards those who don’t understand who they wish to fool) and take the powers they’ve learned in the 2/3s truth of how the spiritual/natural energy works and claim it to wield for themselves, even though God gave it to us all. They hide it from us so we don’t even know it’s there, and so we will worship them as gods because we can’t imagine how they are so powerful otherwise.
Without hope or faith, there is only despair. Is that not pain of the deepest kind? The opposite of love is not hate, it is apathy. Pain and struggling and anger are proofs that hope and love is not dead. Only in apathetic despair is true spiritual death, and at that point, you may as well go ahead and plug yourself into neuralink, lie down and die (submit your biological functionings to the machine but cease to embody a spirit or soul) or just eat a bullet.
I have begun to do some of the things Gem advised to start towards healing and initially, I felt things, joy jumping to fear then to despair, etc, but now I am starting to get past the initial exercise practice into what these things can actually do to help us. Do NOT give up!! Your force of will expressed in your anger and frustration will be huge advantages once you emerge through this – begin the process!
I have not reached out to a single person through this forum, when the time is right I will but that time is not right now at this moment. How can I be withholding information, when I am giving away the information freely, without asking anything in return? There are no initiation rituals, no sort of ceremonies, no witholding. Sometimes, things that are asked to require more context and nuance in information in order for them to make sense.
I do try to respond to every comment. Among the thousands, some have gotten lost, but it can become a daunting task to make sure to reply to everyone with a properly considered response.
On you saying there is no God; have faith, for the fact of the existence of this fractal, and then the birth of Yeshua, proves beyond any doubt the scriptures are true. On dualism: many people here. including The Kwon and A E have asked me in regards to dualisms, as well as you, and I have at every opportunity derided them as false paradigms, which they are. On you claiming I could be a fr33mason, I promise you no mason speaks with such freedom, with such clarity, and with such unselfish intentions. On fear of The Dragons, I have no fear, but there is a task to be completed and a time and moment for everything; asking for patience for the right time is not a sin, and knowing where and when for things is appropriate.
I must first finish the series to unveil the basic fundamental principles of wisdom, and then move from there.
I am currently working on Monkeys IX, so I ask for patience with any responses, as it takes time to weave the chapters so that they properly convey the message in as clear and comprehensible fashion, without sacrificing the information.
It is also not a sin asking questions. Bith of you can speak with God without problem. I cannot. I have no fear for anything that is on earth. I will fight to death but fear of the God that’s different. Even when i believed years ago that there are aliens etc i always had that in the back of my head that there is someone behind this beautiful creation. I think that is my faith. I always knew deep down tbat there is someone taking care of us. Reason why i cannot soeak with God is simple. I don’t have courage. I have no fear of death, no fear of any man. But i don’t have courage to humble myself before God because of the things i did and what person i am. I had no problem to shout on him and tell him to leave me alone yet i feel that i don’t deserve his love. I would give up on me years ago if i was on his position. Things i did and said to him create this feeling that simply i don’t deserve his love. I have so much shame before him that i just cannot beg for forgivness. I cannot forgive myself so how i can ask for forgiveness. So simple yet so complicated. Not easy for me at all.
Maciej, I was never afraid of God in that way, but I did go a very long way into adulthood not believing He could ever forgive or love me. When you’re afraid of rejection, you reject first, to self protect.
I was going through another mental round of how horrible I was, etc, when I heard a voice who said, “You think you’re the only person so terrible that God cannot forgive you”, and then it told me that is a reverse form of pride.
Once I had that “forgiving God” experience, I forgave myself at the same time. I said it all out loud. And I cried a lot more, then felt better.
But the shame sometimes comes back. And I’ve asked Him, over and over, “HOW can you possibly love ME?” and I cry some more. But it gets easier over time.
Your emotional wounds didn’t get carved into your soul overnight and you’re not going to heal them overnight. But you will never heal them if you don’t make that first incision to release the infection. Even if you don’t believe it will work, is trying worse than continuing to do nothing?
Go read the Prodigal Son, then go speak to your Father.
Hello, Maciej, I want to check in on you, my friend. Praying for you with all hope.
Hi there! I read Prodigal son, still processing it in my head. I knew that story when i was little boy, but reading it now, again, with what i know and how i feel was unbelievable experience. Also i am trying to control my anger and bad thoughts in the head as well. I accepted the challenge and i am willing to take a fight to finally get rid of my dark side. Trying to stay sane in this circus full of clowns. Thank you for your concerns. This is something for me.
Please go to Him and let Him help you. All you hide He already knows anyway. And all He has is pure love for you, you will see.
We are all prodigal – we have an inheritance from the One who made us, but we take all He gives and squander it inevitably, from lack of understanding.
The son in this story was almost certainly Hebrew, yet he sank so low that not only was he desperate enough to take work tending pigs (think of just how low that was for a Hebrew) but that Luke 15: “16 And he would fain have filled his belly with the husks that the swine did eat: and no man gave unto him.” – fain means “ARCHAIC
He wasn’t deemed by anyone to be worthy of the slop they threw to the pigs, yet he was grateful and pleased to share it with them.
17 And when he came to himself, he said, How many hired servants of my father’s have bread enough and to spare, and I perish with hunger!
– Does this remind you of King Nebuchadnezzar? From animal, back into human. Carnal back into spiritual. Reborn.
So, he took this (probably almost unbearable) shame back to his father, hoping against hope his father would take pity enough to hire him to work for him (if you only knew how many times I have literally told God, “I will be thrilled to clean toilets in Heaven if you will just let me go there”).
Then, we have the censure of the “clean” faithful brother, pushing us back so we feel more ashamed – how can we stand beside that good one without feeling lesser? But what did his father tell the faithful one?
Your feelings of shame are valid. Mine were. But you will crash and burn beneath the weight of them. He is waiting for you to let that load go so He can love on you and celebrate your return. He is FATHER. Not a carnal, earthly father who operates on emotions and bad information too – think of the best father you could possibly imagine, and multiply that by the hugest number you can think of.
Take the leap from the lion’s head. The path you can’t see is right there in front of you.
We, in fact, take the lesser fortune in advance, scorning the greater one (of life and understanding, and deep connection and all He wants to be able to give us if we draw near).
(The faithful one had the foresight to remain there for place, but made the very human error of believing this gave him precedence in the hierarchy and the right to shun his brother.)
Thank you as always for your opinion. Me on the other hand, i was always saying to him ”please, forget about me, don’t pay attention to me as i cannot change even do i am trying. Please lord smite me after all this as i don’t deserve your love and your forgiveness. I asked him for help few times in past but i said thank you to him. That was it. Mistakes i did from my point of view and opinion, are not in line with my good deeds. I told him many time, that after i am gone, he can do with my soul/spirit whatever he wants to do. I am not worthy. See, the thing is, i am very proud person as i consider myself as intelligent individual. I am responsible for my own actions and i NEVER put blame on others. Except when they are bloody stupid, then it’s on them as everybody has chance to upgrade yourself with knowledge. Not like the stupid ones that are not aware of anything, yet they think they are core of their small world. I need to be above that and actually i am practicing ignoring people more than before without even thinking about their stupidity and unbelievable behaviour. It’s helping me. I can ignore them, have no empathy for them, but if they will ask for help, i will always help them. That’s the difference. People taking my kindness as my weakness and then they are crying because i won’t be abused. See, i believe that everybody deserve 2nd chance, but me. In my world and opinion, there are certain things that simply cannot be forgiven. And i need to live with that. Also, i understand how everybody speak FOR God himself, but this thinking brought many disasters in past as everybody knew better what GOD wants. With all do respect. Thank you for your time,when i though my journey is going to and end, i realize that it’s just the first pit stop. Many miles ahead of me. And for the first time in my life, i am not quite sure regarding the outcome. But i know that for a fact, i will not bow down to any man on this planet, whether it’s dragon, illuminati, my enemies, i know physical pain as good as mental pain and i can only bow to one God. If he will tell me that i am not lost. I don’t expect afterlife and good rewards, whole my life i cared about feelings, simple human feelings. I will be more than happy if i will finally understand things and will open to universe and to God and then, that will be my reward. Afterwards, i can parish. Totally.
Since we are throwing quotes from bible, this is my favourite one. Nothing in my opinion can compare to this. I read that after i wanted to actually do it with mine.
Also, see? 444Gem said many good things to all people here, yet he is very distanced with me. It’s like he could sense the evil inside me. Does it bother me? Of course not, it’s just worth adding a note. Perhaps my words are not so eloquent and my knowledge is s**t that once cannot be bothered. Or he simply know that there is no hope and despite what route i will chose, there will be no happy end for people like me. Or i simply don’t understand what he is talking about, which also is an option. One way or another, i will reach my destination. Or maybe not. Who knows.
He has answered many times, Maciej. In the end, it is entirely your choice. Gem has answers, but is not THE answer. You have to do your portion. You have already identified the immediate problem and now just have to take the first step.
It is indeed. I feel that soon i will have situation with 2 doors and i will have to choose. And i know there will be no return from this. Whatever i choose, i will go for it. Keep fooling myself like most people, doing good face to bad game is not my thing. I cannot keep fooling myself that ‘o there is hope for those people, they are stupid but they are kind’ You know? Seeing positive site in everything does not go along with my personality. O, i lost my leg, but hell! i can breath. Forget i will not walk again, i can breath! Let’s praise the Lord. Nope. Definitely not a option for me. ‘my wife cheated on me (example) but she did that with my friend and i know he doesn’t have AIDS so that’;s good!’. Where this thinking will take you? Turn the other cheek. For what? Also, if at the end my questions won’t be answered, then why bother with all that at all? Can you explain? That was rhetorical, you don’t have too.
Peace my friend, hope you will find your path or your already started your journey.
Take care and best wishes.
I see why you feel like you’re being asked to make all the concessions and why that feels insulting and unfair. It is definitely how it feels, especially initially. But you are the only one whom you can change when you decide change MUST come. Who else can you change? And besides, why would you choose to keep yourself in a state of guaranteed misery by insisting on continuing to do what isn’t working? 2+2 will always equal 4 no matter how much that pisses you off.
You can be the unbending tall tree, or you can be the reed in the wind – become pliable or you will break in the fierce storm. (You can be the fierce warrior, always butting heads and clashing swords, who dies in the field and accomplishes some or you can be more subtle, like Robin Hood and seek justice in a different way. Submitting yourself to God is the opposite from giving up the truth or the fight. It is recognizing the true enemy and striking where it actually damages evil and holds it back.)
Will you just continue to rail in your frustration and nothing changes? Go down to your natural grave a rigid ball of anger?
You’re not excusing stupidity or bowing to it or anything like that, you are changing your posture so you can become an effective leader by example in this immensely childish world. Or at the very least, so you can bring peace to yourself and to your family.
There is no return from it, but there was really no return from when you first determined to believe. Once that happens, nothing remains the same even if you try to go back. That used to frighten me, what if I can’t trust God, what if I lose myself…
But look at the world, it is changing too, rapidly now and inexorably, do you want to remain beaten down by that chaos?
It feels as if they’ve already won, the game is hopeless, etc, but Gem has already said that if enough of us gain the TRUTH, we will see how things change then for the good. I still have no idea how this ends, either, but I am trying to just rest in knowing that God does and that He loves me.
John 8:32 KJV: And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall MAKE you free. If you are “set” free, you may be retaken. If you are made free, no man can steal that. This is how the disciples gave praise and changed hearts even while unjustly imprisoned.
So, pride. Then fear. Those are yours to conquer now.
“See, I believe that everybody deserve 2nd chance, but me. In my world and opinion, there are certain things that simply cannot be forgiven.” – Did you confess this to God in sorrow and would you ever do it again? Because that’s all He expects from us in order to forgive us. You think you are so bad, but there are many who would strike your heart with horror, and yet if they do these two things, He will also forgive them, unfair as it may seem to the rest of us sometimes.
“ People taking my kindness as my weakness and then they are crying because i won’t be abused.” – which takes the greater strength, to repay in kind or to repay goodness and mercy for these slights? If you are rearing a child, don’t you tell your son, “No, don’t hit” despite he just got popped by another child who also knows no better yet? Don’t you work with both to show them how to work our their differences? To show them a better way to interact for the good of them both?
“…and i can only bow to one God. If he will tell me that i am not lost” He has already shown you who you are and where you might stand before Him now: “Luke 15:24 KJV: For this my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, and is found. And they began to be merry.” and He has shown you the remedy, “Matthew 11:28-30 KJVCome unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.
Yes, I have begun my path. Come join, because, although it is not easy (the past several days have been very hard on me) there are great rewards and this is not some ephemeral hope for goodness after I die, this is great goodness now. Please do not let your pride and fear keep YHWH at hand’s length.
It may be that my approach isn’t resonating with you because we are in different circumstances. When I was caring for patients, I felt immense anger and frustration at how many were drawing paychecks and plainly could not care less about these human beings outside of how their own skills impressed others and lifted them up as “talents”, etc. It was infuriating and constantly angered me.
Incompetence angered me but oddly, this nonconcern angered me more. A person can be greatly skilled, but if his heart is cold…? He repaired the body but the person inside that body felt no less dead for being invisible to this mighty one. Happy and grateful in that moment, then fully dismissed.
Or those in more mundane tasks, who only ever did even the basics if someone was watching. Should anyone need to be told that human beings need to be cleaned and fed? To be given water? I have known many housekeeping staff with more heart and integrity than those paid to serve.
Intelligence is a gift, but it can be deceitful.
One day I said, “I can expect nothing from anyone, so I will learn to accept that for my own sake”. That way, I could not be disappointed or hurt no matter how badly someone behaved…it was no less than I expected. I didn’t condone the wrong things, but it didn’t drive me crazy because I knew to expect it would show up. I could only be pleased or delighted if someone came through and did really well.
I kept my sights ahead and did my own labor as best I knew how and didn’t pay any attention to what others were doing unless we intersected and I had to. And by that, I don’t mean that when I saw them messing up, it was my moment to let loose on them, no, I just did what needed to be done myself and took up their slack, unless it was serious enough to warrant immediate correction with that person – and even then, it could be given without hostility. Often intensity of delivery is quite sufficient. Then, bridged that discussion with those under my authority in nonthreatening ways later and in quiet, and as I did that, and modeled real concern and they saw real benefits from my doing so, it began to encourage better performance.
The balance is to not be a doormat, no, but to find real ways to inspire, because who ever changes without some sort of inspiration?
Who takes a punch to the head without guarding and shutting down inward? We can say, “They should!” and “If they’d only!” all we like but this changes nothing and they trot on, oblivious and you are the only one left upset.
It’s the opposite of crabs in a bucket: if you’ve ever watched them, the ones crawling to the top to try to get out inevitably get pincered back down by the bottom dwellers. It is the nature of the numb in the dark to seek to lift him/herself up by latching onto the coattails of the ones making headway, but it is also the nature of the bucket to step on each other’s heads in that process (the escapees and the bottom crabs) and so we all get dragged down together. How much more strength does it take to break through that and even moreso to begin to help them up as far as they are willing to go, too?
Anyway, I hope that makes sense, I didn’t sleep well again and am very tired. Keep fighting. You must face this one way or the other.
And yet often the medical providers’ frustration and eventual scorn were understandable, as so many insist on damaging themselves and refusing to change destructive ways. So they see deliberate ignorance they repair as best they can then move coldly on (because it is so pervasive and they have to function) only to find that person back again and in worse shape. Helpless patient, helplessly angry caregiver. While they may not be wrong, per se, their approach only slows one moment of the overall decline for the patient, but hastens other pressure points, for both, because anger internalized weakens and sickens over enough time – ask me how I know.
I can’t change the patient or force them to comply, but I can find me, in the end, in peace because I know I did the best I could and maintained myself well, offered the tools and support, and my heart is not weighted.
I need to do something that i should have done days ago.
”why would you choose to keep yourself in a state of guaranteed misery by insisting on continuing to do what isn’t working? 2+2 will always equal 4 no matter how much that pisses you off.”
”Or at the very least, so you can bring peace to yourself and to your family.”
Exactly. Thank you for every word you wrote in those comments.
Hope you’re not letting the crazy train take over, Maciej. You seem stronger than that.
Thank you for your concern but please do not worry about me. I am bigger than crazy train. I had to finally speak with Him. I did that yesterday and i really don’t know how to describe it. Perhaps every one of us experienced different emotions etc. There was one thing that really surprised me. I was talking to him about everything and felt nothing (i wasn’t even expecting to feel anything at all), then something happened. I was pretty calm and relaxed and i was talking to him freely without any shame and those earth feelings, yet when i started to talk about this specific thing and i asked for his help in this, i start crying like a little baby. After that, there was massive relief, you know the feeling that someone took this heavy load from your back and then all the way back home i had this very hot feeling inside me, i thought i will have a heart attack or something else. I need few days to process this but i don’t understand why when i start talking about this certain thing it just shattered my emotions. Interesting. Was it myself who wanted to feel those emotions or actually something happened, i cannot describe it. Or perhaps i don’t know. All i know is that today i woke up like a brand new person, guy on the road didn’t pissed me off, goats and chickens didn’t pissed me off when they started crying around 4 am. Interesting. I need time to reflect on this. As a stone cold person that was quite experience. Never felt like that before in my entire life. Well, i must admit, thanks to you. Who would’ve thought that stranger from the internet will change my entire approach. Amazing.
Praise THE LORD!!! It’s a daily work, now. Don’t give up!! Just talk to him as a friend and chieftan you’re getting to know (in spirit and in truth).You’re basically establishing a relationship now, and any relationship worth having takes effort and attention. Drop all the formal prayers and stuff you’ve learned and just ask Him to show you who He is and how to interact properly. You will find frustration creeping back in the further you get from Him, like the old cordless phones and how the static would take over the further away you walk from the base. So keep yourself close, talk with Him daily, study, meditate, etc. Ezekiel 36:26
Yay nice job! God Bless
I love this explanation, so intricate and simple and TRUE. Thank you and YHWH bless you
The hardest thing I ever did was walk away from the cult I was raised in. It was all I knew from the time I was 3 or so years old.
I was actually ‘disfellowshipped’ which is a softer way of saying a total ‘shunning’.
Everyone I had ever known refused to talk to me, acknowledge me in any way.
I had a massive crisis and fell in with a bad crowd, heavy drinking, drug use.
But my very kind Aunt, who was not part of the cult, helped me get sober. But more importantly she gave me perspective on the time when my mother decided to join this cult and the impact it had on the rest of my family who did not.
I then spent years sober but still lost. I had no spiritual anchor and a part of me still worried I was wrong to walk away from the cult. “What if they were right? What if I am destined to die in some fiery Apocalypse never to be known again?”
The arrival of the Covid scamdemic was an epiphany for me finally. I saw the nonsense and also found VC and VL and it was amazing. Everything I had known in my heart finally reached my logical mind and melded together perfectly!
The cult was VERY black and white. Us versus Them. It is not possible for them to teach on the one hand we have free will but then on the other to teach the path to salvation is through them and their organization. Yet teach it they did. Or more like indoctrinate. Brainwash.
I now openly say I DO NOT CONSENT.
I also choose to share information freely. And when I say information I mean not just what I know regarding these times, but information about plants, animals, anything that I have knowledge about. Sure, I work and make money to live, but I try to live my life as non-transactionally as possible.
We can live in love or live in hate. Love, to me, encompasses empathy, compassion, kindness, sympathy, patience, tenderness, anything healing. Hate encompasses pain, anger, jealousy, pride, arrogance, mendacity, covetousness, deviancy.
We are imperfect and have the capacity for any and all of these things. But what is my intention? I intend to try to the best of my ability to walk the path of love.
Please help. You have many times said u-a-e-i, and then “why?” I do not understand. Are they all together? Is why the entire phonetic sound? The Tetragrammaton was spoken prior to the temples destruction. I don’t understand why you won’t share the knowledge of pronunciation freely- this is one of the most corrupted and co-opted topics. Please, please share.
you might have to go to a library or old book store to find one. It may take some digging, but they are out there. I have one in my attic somewhere, i’ll take a look for it.
Not sure if it’s edited but pdfdrive.com has a 1991 version of the book for free download.
So how would a person being sucked of energy block the energy suckers? Suppose there is even a machine they use near that person to do it? Is there any way to block it? Copper cages or hats?
I think you have to learn to fully open and control your own magnetized circuit. Let the intents to draw from you flow through you without harm.
Think about this, his disciples must have thought he was losing it – he was pressed about by a crowd, but he sensed one person? They were like, “Someone TOUCHED you…? Are you serious?? They’re bumping us from every side!”
I think that, once you release the full, functioning flow, you cannot be depleted as you have plugged into the eternal source (my cup runneth over).
But if you are not plugged in, I cannot say.
I have been waiting for each of these posts. I check this page every day hoping for you to post. I absolutely appreciate all the information you have given in this series of posts. And furthermore, in your comments on others’ posts and comments on this series. Thank you.
Thank you for your strong thirst for The Truth. Humans cannot live on bread alone, it is the sustenance from the waters, the fish, that keep our spiritual bodies nourished. YHWH bless you ashleyhanks1986.
Interesting documentary if you want to learn about fractals and the Mandelbrot set. No idea if Benoit Mandelbrot was a dragon and stole knowledge however. I found it quite moving seeing the beauty and spirituality found in these natural mathematical concepts.
Thank you for this very beautiful documentary on fractals. The beauty of explaining how clouds form 🙂
You’re welcome 😊
Your cat looks like mine!
Thank you for this, and all your writings before this. How soon do you estimate the False Prophet will emerge? Will it be after Francis retires/dies, or is it Francis?
The false prophet is not as singular as the poorly translated English Imagery suggests. Revelations is extremely poorly translated from the Greek manuscripts to obfuscate. I’ll provide further details in coming chapters
An example of wilful mistranslation was provided in this chapter with the term Xloros (Color of vegetation) being given as pale. Another good example is the term “lamb” which in English loses all of the double meaning and imagery it is supposed to give.
What is the double meaning and imagery of the lamb?
They used to sacrifice lambs for their sins I think. Maybe it was goats.Now it’s chickens. I could be wrong about lambs and goats since it was I different cult but it’s somewhere related through freemasonry. I still don’t understand why anyone killing an innocent to give it their sins to pay for what they did and go to hell for them, is a good thing.. I would rather go to hell for my sins than kill something innocent and throw them into hell for what I did. What a awful thing. I’m still struggling with the idea of dying innocent things smelling good to God I understand you are sacrificing something important to you but that important thing is alive and in a way doesn’t belong to you, your using it. So can’t you sacrifice your bed or blanket or something.. Or just say screw it I’ll go to hell for whatever added up curse words and accidently killing a mouse but still killing it etc… I am lost with all this stuff. I really am trying to relate everything to love but some things just sound almost Aztec sacrificial to me.
I didn’t understand sacrifice until I could understand that like can only redeem like.
Old Testament sacrifices never brought back to wholeness, they just allayed.
I didn’t understand sacrifice until I could understand that like can only redeem like. If your eye has been torn out, I cannot offer you an arm, and say, “tend to your own” because you already have an arm. You need your eye restored. I have to offer you something that restores sight. You likewise show me where you went awry, how it messed so much up and promise to never do it again, the weight of death makes this a sacred oath. It is both a cleansing and a tool for deep repentance.
It is seedtime and harvest, only like seed can impact future seed. Messiah was killed (dying plants fruit abundantly and release seed moreso than happy plants).
Old Testament sacrifices never brought back to wholeness, they just allayed. Messiah had not come, so someone(thing) had to pay the price for what was happening to us.
It is like modern visualization in a way. Place everything you are truly sorry for and will never do again upon this head. Once that head (animal) is removed and given to God, you have felt the transfer in a physical way that alleviates. Christ gave Himself so spiritual man accepts this as one sacrifice is enough for all mankind. He paid for all, even things we forgot to tack on until later, and those began to build shame again.
The “sweet savor” for God was our desire for and love for Him. For us, it was the smell of meat cooking, immediate proof that God loves us and wants to accept us, wants us to be warm, well and filled with good things we wouldn’t recognize as so wonderful in their (or our) natural states.
Animals were our imperfect sacrifices because they have souls (mind, will, emotions). Christ was perfect because He also was spirit. Only man has spirit, this same potential. We die without it, or become truly alive in it.
I read all parts of this series and each one brings more and more “AHA!” moments.
As I had previously revealed, I grew up in a “Christian” cult, and breaking free took many, many years and much pain.
Your comment about dogma struck home, as this cult had a circular way of indoctrination:
“You do not believe in God if you do not believe in us. We are the ONLY ones with the ‘truth’.”
They brooked no questions regarding any teaching they had, had secret books only certain “elders” could have, and kept secret files on all their members, all in the name of love, of course 🙄
I remember looking around as a young girl, seeing everyone with their heads bowed, eyes closed, seemingly deeply connected to the prayer that was being spoken on stage. I remember thinking “why don’t I get it? Why don’t I feel it?” I thought I was broken and something was seriously wrong with me.
It is only now, many years later, with hours and hours of my own research and reading, and looking deep inside myself, that I realize all I ever had to do was stop and listen to my own heart and conscience and God was there all along. No man or woman was needed to connect. No building I had to enter to find him.
The events of our times are frightening for sure. But even as I see the wrath of the Luciferians, their machinations and plans, I feel peace knowing all is not lost and that evil will not win.
All we really have to do, just once, is really open our eyes and hearts and then you can suddenly see ALL OF IT.
Your story of breaking free through persistent self searching, meditation, research, and emotional valor to confront the winds of oppression is an inspiration to the world. Someday if/when you are ready, I would be honored to read your book about your journey of Truth. And yes YHWH is in your every breathe, your every step, in every living being and droplet of water on the earth. You cannot keep the infinite in a box of wood and stone!
Many blessings upon you in your search for The Truth and thank you for reading. I am honored to have helped you on your voyage.
That sounds like the cult I was in. I almost got killed there a few times too. Those places are pure evil.
So… the author of this claims to be the seven eyed seven horned lamb? The lion of the tribe of judea?
The Aryeh Yehudah are indeed the lions of the tribe of Judah. We are not the Isis-Ra-Elis, and I have explained in former chapters this identity usurpation which The Dragons have created so as to shield themselves for their wicked acts. This does not mean that I hold Ill will against any human, as we are all God’s most beloved creation.
What is your understanding of the term “lamb” in Revelations 5?
The Lamb is the only one who could open “the Book” which was Aryeh Yehudah. In Revelation 6 it says when the book was opened it unleashed the 7 seals of which the 4 horses of the Apocalypse were included. This says to me the seals were punishment for the failures of man to live by Gods intention.
Thank you for all of your work and sharing with us plebs.
Curious as to your understanding of Cern and if there are any good people inside there? They seem Hell-bent on destruction (Shiva) or bringing some type of demons into this realm. Why would anyone want to do this?
One other thing, how do we stop this crazy arc we are on of sexualizing children with drag queens and trans crap? I like the philosophical and historical perspective of these posts, but I need some help because a lot of us are down in the trenches fighting these demons every day.
If you understand that Yeshua has sown a new cosmic tree, breaking the fractal analemma of recurrent human birth and total destruction, then you will understand why the Luciferians are now desperately trying to seed their own tree through Luciferian means, a giant electromagnetic ouroboros accelerating particles to near the speed of light that make a col-ossus of a col-ision.
CERN is Lucifers attempt to undo what Yeshua accomplished, breaking the cycle of misery and rebirth, by Magickally creating a new tree of life they control?
There is an old mythos of Kali in the apoKALIpsis battling an army of demons, finding that every time she slays one and it’s blood hits the grounds 1000 more spring forth. You cannot defeat fire with more fire, but instead the waters of YHWH’s truth.
There will always be sheep ready to throw themselves into the mouth of the wolves, but once you know the rabbit was always in the hat, the MAGIk trick ceases to have power.
This helps immensely, thanks for the response.
Here’s a bonus page to consider:
May I see more context here, please? The secret of the mothers?
YHWH is a MALE name and you claim HE “created” the universe. So in other words, a male impregnated himself and gave birth. So in other words, your god is a transgender. Isnt it “fascinating” how you did this whole series and don’t realize you are promoting “the agenda?” Religion never made anyone smarter.
My friend, I am sorry for your pain. Your logical jumps are based on fallacy. I use the term He because it is Yod Hei Vav Hei, in English. Hei simple meaning The, which comes from the Ancient Greek term Theos, the one that is.
The universal fractal, the vibration of the breathe of YHWH is not a gendered singular being, it is far beyond that type of simple material comprehension and conceptualisation; that type of ideation is territory of Luciferians, whom whish to turn everything on its head and invert reality in order to gain power over the Earth through the use of false dualistic paradigms.
YHWH bless you
Your eager complicity in erasing the mother as an equal in creation is why we are enslaved. But you don’t want to be free, you want to run your little gang, and spew mystical nonsense while wearing the gilded robes of a false prophet. That fractal word salad may fool the rubes, but anyone can see that life is created by a male and a female. And for the record, you just agreed with me that your god is a TJ.
My friend I have no desire for power on this Earth.
Women and men are two of the infinite forms of YHWH, to be loved and respected and treated with honour. If you are transgender or have a person in your life that is, know that I love you/them as a human creation of the YHWH.
I am aware that The Dragons have implanted a false “oppressive patriarchy” into the fabric of western society in order to shield themselves and provide a scapegoat for their nefarious actions designed to divide and destroy. It is a draconian oligarchy wreaking havoc on earth, not a patriarchy.
You are worthy of all love on your journey to The Truth.
You do a lot of projecting at me, you say Im in pain, and now that Im tj or some kind of political, the classic marks of a priest who wants to avoid the discussion at all costs. Is YHWH a female name ? Can it be interpreted as female? Do you ever refer to “the creators” rather than the creator? No, you believe in a monotheistic god who has an overtly male name and always referred to as HE, but has feminine qualities, according to you. There is no patriarchy, only the hierarchy. But that’s a whole different discussion and you want to change the subject don’t you?